Chapter 624 a vow
The Return of the God Level Assassin
"CAN you give me the map of Typhon?" Luo Yan asked Shen Ji Yun. In which the other quickly gave him without any question. He opened the map and marked the place where the oracle would be. Just as what the red dragon had told him. "This is our next destination."
Shen Ji Yun looked at the marked part of the map. It was a mountain to the north of the valley. Just outside of Typhon. "Whatâs in there?"
"Not âwhatâ but âwhoâ," Luo Yan corrected. "Weâre going to visit the dragon clanâs so-called âoracleâ."
At Shen Ji Yunâs curious look, Luo Yan explained to him the things that he talked about with the red dragon. From what happened to Duskâs parents to his assumptions about the deal between the dragons and the dark mages.
"Those dark mages are really evil! How could they do that to uncle? And those dragons, no, itâs better to call them lizards with wings, how can they treat uncle like that?" Eclipse said with indignation and anger. "Whatâs so wrong with not being a pure-blooded dragon? Thatâs not enough to justify them targeting a child because of their prejudice. What did uncle even do to them? Itâs not as if he told his parents to be in love and gave birth to him. Argh! This is really making Eclipse angry!"
Luo Yan smiled at Eclipseâs reaction. Hearing that the little boy no longer called Dusk a black lizard and just referred to the other as âuncleâ, it seemed that he had already wholeheartedly accepted the other as his godfather.
He affectionately pinched the cheek of the little boy. "When did our Eclipse become so sensible?"
Eclipse pouted. "Mashter, Eclipse has always been sensible."
Shen Ji Yun had remained quiet. Duskâs past had really struck a nerve. Because he couldnât help but substitute his own experience to what happened to the dragon. Being mixed race and not being accepted by his family on both sides, he understood the pain.
His fatherâs family didnât like his blue eyes and how he looked different from them. His motherâs family blamed him and his father for what happened to their precious daughter. There was no place where he belonged. No one wanted him. Even his own mother didnât recognize him. Like a rag doll thrown out because no one wanted it.
Even when his uncle became his guardian, he still felt all alone. If not for his uncleâs constant care and love, he would still probably feel the same and he wouldnât have a place he could call home.
But even then, when he thought of the fact that the only people who he would be happy to be called his family were his uncle and paternal grandmother, a bit of loneliness still appeared in his heart.
He knew that he was already lucky and he shouldnât really complain. Especially when there were other people who were much more miserable than him. But sometimes, the loneliness still crept up to him. Like a vine twisting around his neck and slowly suffocating him. Even more so when he thought of his mother.
Sometimes, he really didnât know what to feel whenever he thought of her. Should he feel angry? Should he feel sad? Or should he just feel hopeless? He honestly didnât know.
During the early years when his uncle took him and brought him to this country, he still had a glimmer of hope that one day his mother would come and take him back. But as years passed by, that glimmer of hope was slowly being extinguished. Now, he no longer thought that that was possible. He had already grown to this age and not once did he receive a call or even a letter from his mother. Thatâs already telling a lot.
Shen Ji Yun closed his eyes and tried not to think about those things anymore. But before he could, a soft, warm palm suddenly enveloped his hand. He opened his eyes and glanced to the side. He saw Luo Yan looking worriedly at him.
"Are you alright, Brother Ji Yun?"
Luo Yan had, of course, noticed Shen Ji Yunâs sudden abnormality. The complicated expression the other had looked very familiar. It seemed that he always had that every time he thought of something sad. And it was most likely related to his family.
He wondered what could have triggered it this time and the only answer that came to mind was Duskâs past. Thinking of how Shen Ji Yun was a mixed-race, could it be possible that he was comparing his experience with Dusk? Seeing how his expression ended up like that, it must be that the experience of the was very similar.
Just thinking of that possibility, Luo Yan just felt like his chest was suddenly clogged. Even though he still didnât know what Shen Ji Yun had gone through in the past, if he was sympathizing with Dusk this much, didnât that mean that he also experienced the same thing?
Was he also ostracized at such a young age just because his parents were not of the same race? If it was so, then Luo Yan couldnât help but be dumbfounded. Was this the 17th century or some shit? Last time he checked, it was already the 21st century.
Whatâs wrong if two people from different races fell in love and had a kid? Both of them were still humans. Itâs not as if one was a monster and the other was some kind of divine being. Their children would still be humans. So, whatâs the fuss?n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
He really couldnât understand the mentality of those people who would pour their dissatisfaction on an innocent child just because they didnât like the childâs father or mother. Did they not think how that could cause irreparable trauma to such a young child? Or maybe they did and just didnât care.
Really, what a bunch of assholes.
"Itâs nothing, I just suddenly thought of something unrelated," Shen Ji Yun answered with a small smile. Then, he proceeded to changing the topic, "Do you already have a plan on how to capture that oracle?"
Seeing the otherâs forced smile, Luo Yan vowed at that moment that he would have a word (and also a fist fight) with those people who hurt his cinnamon roll.