Chapter 108
Don’t Concern Yourself With That Book
Translator: wuttisyun
I placed the quill down and grabbed his finger. He did seem to be holding back his strength these days but perhaps he got lazy this time round.
âBrother, stop it. Youâre bothering me.â
Fleon tried everything he could to interrupt me as I wrote. I could not stand it anymore and stared at him.
âWhy do you keep interrupting me?â
âYou know, youâve been working so hard at preparing your dance and what not but youâre not really interested in whatâs really important, are you?â
âSomething⦠Important? What will that be?â
âIâm talking about your patronus. All the bad ones are the ones who ask early. Didnât you know? Youâre rejecting everybody right now! When you donât even know who might end up as your patronus!â
âAh. Was that the problem? If it doesnât work out, donât worry, I already have someone in mind.â
âWho can that be? Donât tell me, the dukeâ¦!â
âGranius.â
âAre you crazy?!â
We were talking about my patronus here. Who was he to make such a fuss about my patronus?
His reaction was more explosive than I thought it would be.
âWhatâs wrong with Granius? I like his beard. Itâs cool.â
I rested my chin on my hands before teasing my older brother in earnest. I was only being mean because Fleon kept interrupting me while I was writing my rejection letters.
âYouâre crazy. This brat must have gone mad! Hey, Dane. Say something. Does the aediles make any sense? Do you know how old he is? Or is he the problem? That old man and⦠my chick? Damn. This isnât it. Iâm calling those Templars of Vulcanus now.â
âBrother, calm down. Why are you calling for templars?â
âItâs an all out war!â
No one in the room was taking Fleonâs nonsense seriously.
âSo what are you going to do? Are you heading to the colosseum?â
âThatâs right!â
The colosseum was a place where templars would scuffle to settle their disputes but there was no way it would open for such a ridiculous reason.
âIt sounds like an all out war will be starting. Donât stop me and get out of the way.â
He then rubbed his hands as if he was about to chase down a mountain beast.
âInterrupt me one more time and Iâll pour all this ink down your cravat, brother.â
Dane lowered his head before knocking on the desk. Sir Ray had turned his head but his shoulders were clearly shaking. It looked like he could barely hold his laughter in.
Fortunately, that threat was enough for my overreacting brother to stop touching me as he grinded his teeth. He really acted like a big cat.
Frankly, I did not understand what was the problem with writing decline letters. Fleon seemed to think that writing replies to each one was an insignificant task..
âOne can only be as arrogant as him if they were as rich.â
I wanted them to know that I was a princess with no backing.
In the end, I managed to place the quill down without Fleonâs interruptions.
âDonât pay too much attention to older brotherâs words, Ashley.â
Grinning, Dane removed the parchment from my hands before stroking my head.
âItâll only be a loss for you if you continue to listen to what he says.â
When I raised my gaze to stare at him, his beautifully curving eyes gazed back. His handsome smile was a treasure that could not be changed even if I was given hundreds of millions of dollars. I met his meticulous gaze.
This was the first time in a while that the three of us had gathered like this. These days, Danes, Fleon and Lord Ray who had been following Dane around were too busy so we barely got together.
âBy the way, werenât we all busy? Ah. Other than Fleon.â
âIâm not busy.â
Dane smiled gently before bringing my lightly clenched fist to his lips.
âLies. Those scrolls are all yours.â
The scrolls scattered about the parlour all belonged to Dane. That was because Dane was currently working in the 2nd Administration, the busiest out of all the administrations.
On the other hand, Fleon had been sent to the 6th Administration, the Solecurator palace. I heard that work there was relatively simple since it was almost an affiliated organisation of the 2nd Administration.
If a prince was busy, that meant he had no power.
Just think about it. Who would make a decent prince do menial chores? In fact, it was normal to be as relaxed as Fleon.
âConsidering his personality, he must have threatened officials who were commoners.â
As I expected, this world was a place where people who were sweet and had good personalities only lost money.
I picked up one of the scrolls.
âItâs written in ancient language, isnât it?â
I had heard that confidential documents were written in ancient language but this was the first time I saw one.
The scroll left my hands. In the space the scroll disappeared from, Daneâs smiling face appeared.
âIâll help.â
Dane shook his head as he placed his finger on my hand to prevent it from moving. With our fingers intertwined, he whispered softly.
âTo make it fair, I wonât look at it. So you shouldnât either.â (1)
âLies. It says here that you have to finish it by today. You think I wouldnât know that much?â
Dane shook his head before hiding the scroll behind him.
âThereâs nothing more important than you.â
Just as his lips were red, my heart was beating. As I stared at him while slightly furrowing my eyebrows, he smiled softly before loosening our intertwined hands. I then closed my eyes. When I opened my eyes again, the face that had disappeared in the darkness reappeared as warm and pretty as ever.
âAlright. I get it so donât look at me like that. I wonât touch it anymore.â
I raised my white flag. For some reason, as years went by, the way he took peopleâs breath away was getting better and better. I understood why maids and young ladies were getting increasingly shaken by him.
âBut I was just looking though.â
âWhat I mean is that when you look at me like that sometimes, I get strange thoughts.â
Who was the person blessed enough to snatch my brother away? Actually, Dane had been receiving courtship letters since a long time ago. He was friendly, thoughtful, good at his work and handsome. If Dane was to say âI wonât get a drop of water land on your handâ, there were girls who would willingly shout âI wonât let you touch water for the rest of your life!â
He was dressed in traditional Imperial attire today as well. His thin tunic that was exposing his skin gave him a reverent aura, like that of a young god in myths. I slowly scanned him before stopping at a particular place. I spotted a trinket I had never seen before.
âA necklace?â
âAh. Yeah. This should your first time seeing this.â
Dane tapped on the necklace before saying.
âThis was a gift from my maternal family.â
âIs that wheel?â
âYeah. When boys come of age, they receive wheel-shaped ornaments.â
For a moment, his pretty eyes seemed to dim with a dark red glow. I wanted to assure him that he did not need to explain further but he shook his head.
âA long time ago, we were nomads. To us, this wheel represented fate.â
I blinked before touching the wheel. The gold wheels were thick and elaborately detailed and I could see small letters inscribed on it.
â⦠Itâs called the [Wheel of Rom], after our family.â
I wondered why. Throughout his explanations, I could sense him feeling uncomfortable and exuding a slight gloom.
Before he could explain any further, Fleon interrupted.
âHey. So who are you going with? Isnât that enough of such talk?â
He uttered wickedly.
âJust tell me. Iâm dying of frustration.â
When I looked back at Dane, the atmosphere I noticed around him earlier had disappeared. I alternated my gaze between the two brothers.
âWell, Iâm still in the midst of considering.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âWhy are you even considering him!â
âThen do you want to accompany me?â
âYouâve gone mad?â
âLook at yourself. Just because you donât like it doesnât mean you should force me to think the same.â
If we were to perform that passionate dance together, we could be the first in the Empireâs history where the patronus would display suich unnatural lifts and landings.
Or perhaps I could see Fleon collapse on the ground panting.
âArenât you being too much?â
âYouâre right. What about him, Ashley?â
Dane had a playful smile on his face.
âThen, would you like to accompany me, Dane?â
Grinning, Dane lifted my hand before kissing the back of my hand.
âLa Che Suerar.â
That was something one would only say when they agreed to be someoneâs patronus. In our ancient language, it meant âYour one night is mineâ.
âHow long till weâre ready?â
â⦠Donât react so seriously to my jokes.â
Dane then lowered his head before bursting into laughter. As he continued to let out the pleasant sound, he let go of my hand.
âAnd Daneâs not possible.Once heâs dolled up, Iâm sure heâll become prettier than me.â
âIn my eyes, youâre prettier.â
â⦠Thank you for saying that but people wonât think so.â
I wondered if even half of his gentleness could be transferred to the other older brother I had. I was slightly worried that my other brotherâs love life would be forever ruined.
There were countless people in the world and amidst the tens of thousands of different tastes, would there not be a good enough girl who would come to love Fleon? However,
âWhat sin did that girl commit?â
I felt so sorry for her.
âAnyway, Dane, I hope you donât laugh like that anywhere else.â
âIâm already doing that.â
âLies. I saw you at the symposium.â
âSymposium?â
âYeah.â
With a calm expression, I nodded my head. In the midst of the heat, his smile bloomed like a rose amongst all the women. It looked nothing short of a sultanâs harem.
Well, if he were to smile and whisper like that, who could resist?
Blinking, Dane then widened his eyes. Soon after, his eyes came sneakily close.
âI smile like this.â
He then kissed the back of my hand.
âAnd whisper like this only to you.â
Then, his gaze fell slowly. His silhouette remained in my eyes for a long long time.
âBrother and I both donât have a patronus.â
Before looking back at me as if to tell me a secret.
âRay too.â
âLord Ray? I can tell heâs not popular.â
âRight? He doesnât know any ladies?â
âOh dear. Why donât you introduce him to some? If not, perhaps Lord Ray is a⦠eunuchâ¦â
âI can hear everything.â
The knight who had been leaning against the wall wordlessly till now spoke bluntly. Dane and I exchanged glances before laughing at the same time.
When it turned night, Fleon and Dane returned to their own palaces as I was left alone in mine.
â⦠Only a few minutes away.â
Steam rose from my teacup. I leaned against the windowsill and looked up at the sky. It looked like stars were poured into the night sky.
After waiting till midnight, I opened my diary.
âIs it finally restored?â
After meeting Castor that day, the diary had stopped foretelling the future as if it had broken down. It could be perfectly described to be âout of orderâ. The place at which Castor had touched had blackened.
I had worried over what I should do but the diary gradually restored itself as time went by. Even if I was curious as to how this diary had the ability to repair itself, I could get no answers from this indifferent diary.
When the clock struck 12, the diary emitted a faint light. I flipped it open to read my new future.
âLetâs see.â
Flutter.
It flipped open as usual. However, just when I thought there were only one or two entries, more and more pages began to fill until I realised that we were already passing the 30th entry. I widened my mouth.
â⦠Whatâs going on? Thereâs too⦠many!â
Was it trying to show my longevity? There were too many!
I quickly turned the book over and opened it to the last page. It was going to write about how I died in the end anyways.
âItâs more important to know how I died anyways.â
I swallowed my saliva.
Soon after, the diary fell onto my bed.
My smile that had been growing bigger little by little bloomed into an astonished expression by the end.
âI-impossibleâ¦â
I thought nothing could surprise me anymore after these two years. But this change was shocking.
Ignoring the unwritten rules it had been following so far, my future for the next two months were written before me.
[The 17th day of the month of Venus
(Omitted)
The desert princess and my first brother held their engagement ceremony today.
That night. Instead of inviting me to the Crown Princeâs palace, the prospective Crown Princess came looking for me. She said.
âI-I didnât want to, eup. Iâm sorry. Iâm willing to do anything that person wants me to do.â
If I wanted to resent her, I should resent how tragic her love was. The lady in front of me cried so pitifully, I stopped myself from calling out to Hannah.
I should not have done that.
Because when I realised my mistake, a sharp piece of metal was already rushing towards me.
In the end, I was stabbed to death in the hands of Her Highness.]
â⦠Whatâs.â
This.
T/N:
(1): Heâs saying he wouldnât work so in exchange, Ashley should stop writing those letters.