CHAPTER 17
Love in the time of grades First Semester
Chapter 17: The Unspoken Spark
The evening ended far too quickly. After we finished dinner, IÂ cleaned up the dishes while Professor JM sat on the couch, casually scrolling through his phone. Weâd talked about everything and nothingâcollege life, travel, foodâbut there was an unspoken tension between us, something I could sense but couldnât quite put into words. It wasnât uncomfortable, though. It was more like a spark, a quiet pull that neither of us was quite ready to acknowledge, but that lingered in the air nonetheless.
As I dried the last plate, I glanced over at him. âIâm glad you enjoyed the meal,â I said, breaking the silence. âItâs nice to have someone to share it with.â
He looked up, his gaze softening. âIt was really good, Junno. Youâve got a talent in the kitchen.â
I felt a warmth spread through me, a mix of pride and something elseâsomething deeper that I couldnât quite place. âThanks, Professor. Iâm glad you liked it.â
He smiled, the kind of smile that reached his eyes and made my heart skip a beat. âCall me JM, please. No need for the formalities, especially after tonight.â
I nodded, my chest tightening a little. âAlright, JM.â
He stood up, walking toward the door. âWell, I should probably get going. Itâs getting late, and I donât want to keep you up too long.â
I walked him to the door, and as he reached for the handle, he paused. âJunno⦠I really enjoyed tonight. More than I expected, actually.â
I smiled, trying to ignore the way my heart was racing. âMe too. Iâm glad you came over.â
For a moment, there was a silence, but it wasnât awkward. It felt like there was something more we could say, something we both were thinking but neither of us dared to voice. The unspoken spark was still there, lingering between us, quiet but undeniable.
âMaybe we could do this again sometime?â he asked, his voice a little more hesitant now, as though he wasnât sure if he should ask.
âYeah, Iâd like that,â I said, meeting his gaze. âDefinitely.â
With a final smile, he opened the door, but before stepping out, he turned back to look at me. âTake care, Junno. Iâll see you at school tomorrow.â
âGoodnight, JM,â I said, feeling my heart flutter as I watched him walk away.
The door clicked shut behind me, and I stood there for a moment, letting the quiet of the apartment settle around me. My mind was racing, a mix of excitement and confusion swirling inside me. What was happening between us? Was this just a passing connection, a fleeting moment between teacher and student? Or was there something more?
I walked back to the couch and sat down, the room suddenly feeling much emptier without his presence. The night had been perfect in a way I didnât know how to describeâcomforting, fun, and filled with an undeniable connection. But now, as I sat there alone, I realized how much I wanted to see him again.
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The next day at school, things felt different. I hadnât expected the connection from last night to affect me so much, but it did. When I walked into the lecture hall, my eyes immediately found Professor JM, who was setting up at the front of the room. He looked up and caught my gaze, giving me a small but knowing smile.
It made my stomach flutter. I quickly looked away, trying to focus on finding my seat, but my mind kept drifting back to the dinner weâd shared, the way he looked at me with that soft smile, the unspoken things that lingered in the air between us.
The class started, and I tried to pay attention, but my thoughts kept wandering. I wasnât sure what this was, what was happening between us, but I couldnât deny that I was drawn to him. I had never felt this way before, and it was both exciting and terrifying all at once.
At the end of the lecture, when everyone was packing up to leave, Professor JM walked toward me, his steps purposeful.
âJunno,â he said quietly, stopping in front of me. âIâve been thinking about last night, and I just wanted to thank you again for the dinner. It was⦠really special.â
I felt a blush creeping up my neck, my heart racing at his words. âIt was nothing, really. Iâm just glad you liked it.â
He chuckled softly. âWell, youâve definitely set the bar high for anyone else who might cook for me in the future.â
I couldnât help but laugh, feeling a little embarrassed but also pleased by his words. âIâm sure there are plenty of people who cook better than me.â
âMaybe,â he said, his voice lowering slightly, âbut none of them wouldâve made me feel the way you did last night.â
The words hung in the air between us, charged with meaning. I looked up at him, meeting his gaze. There was no mistaking it nowâthere was something between us, something real, something we could no longer ignore.
âProfessor⦠I mean, JMâ¦â I started, unsure of how to continue.
He took a small step closer, his tone gentle. âJunno, I know this might be confusing. But I donât want to ignore it anymore. Thereâs something between us, and I think we should talk about it.â
I nodded, feeling a rush of emotionsâexcitement, fear, and a strange sense of relief. It wasnât just in my head. He felt it too.
âMaybe after class?â I suggested, my voice quiet. âWe could talk?â
He smiled, the warmth in his eyes making my heart skip a beat. âIâd like that.â
As the room cleared out and I stood there, I felt like I was on the brink of something new. Something I wasnât sure how to navigate, but something I was more than willing to explore.