CHAPTER 23
Love in the time of grades First Semester
Chapter 23: The Unspoken Truth
The days that followed our first kiss were a whirlwind. Everything felt different, charged with the energy of our newfound closeness. It was like we were walking on a fine line between what was familiar and something new, something deeper. It wasnât awkward, thoughâif anything, it was the opposite. There was a quiet understanding between us, unspoken but ever-present, that we had crossed into uncharted territory.
We didnât talk about the kiss immediately. The first few days felt like we were giving each other space to figure out what it meant. I wasnât in any rush to label it or push it forward. It felt like a new chapter, and I wanted to savor it. But it didnât stop the rest of campus from talking. As much as we tried to keep things between us, the whispers only grew louder.
One afternoon, as I walked into the library, I overheard a group of students gossiping near the entrance.
"Did you hear about Professor JM and Junno?" one of them whispered. "Theyâve been seen together a lot lately. I heard theyâre... more than just teacher and student."
I froze for a second, not out of surpriseâafter all, I knew the rumors were inevitableâbut because the words made my heart race. I wasnât sure how to feel about the attention, but it was clear that people were watching us. It was all anyone seemed to talk about whenever we were in the same room.
But despite the gossip, something about it felt... freeing. I could still see JMâs gentle smile when we exchanged glances in the hallway, the warmth in his voice when he asked how my day was going. The tension between us only seemed to grow, the distance between us narrowing with every passing day.
That evening, as the campus slowly quieted, I found myself at the same café where we had shared our first coffee. Iâd just finished a study session when I received a message from JM.
JM: Meet me in the usual spot?
I couldnât help but smile at the message. I knew exactly where he meantâthe quiet bench near the back of the campus where we had talked late into the night the first time we had really opened up to each other.
I grabbed my bag and made my way there, my heart pounding in anticipation. As I rounded the corner, I saw him waiting for me, leaning casually against the bench. His eyes lit up when he saw me, and my nerves immediately settled.
"Hey," I said softly, offering a smile.
"Hey, Junno." His voice was warm, inviting, and I felt a sense of peace settle over me just from hearing it.
We sat down together, the familiar silence between us no longer awkward. It was a comfortable silence, the kind shared between two people who had been through something significant. And we both knew that something had shiftedâwhether we wanted to say it out loud or not.
"Youâve been avoiding me in class," I teased, nudging him lightly.
He chuckled, looking down at the ground for a moment before meeting my gaze. "Itâs hard not to, with everyone watching us."
I nodded, understanding exactly what he meant. "Yeah, the gossipâs getting out of hand," I admitted. "But I donât mind it. Not really."
JM raised an eyebrow, his lips curling into a faint smile. "You donât mind people talking about us?"
"Not as long as we know what it means," I replied quietly. "As long as weâre... honest with each other."
There was a brief pause before JM spoke again, his voice softer than before.
"I donât want you to feel like you have to hide, Junno. I donât want us to be just a rumor. I want to be with you."
His words felt like a weight had been lifted off my chest. Hearing him say it out loud made everything real, and for the first time, the fear of what others thought didnât matter. What mattered was the truth between usâthe truth that I couldnât deny.
"I want that too, JM," I said, my voice steady, my heart certain. "I want us."
His eyes softened, and he took my hand in his, holding it gently. "Then weâll make it work. Together."
We sat there for a while, just holding hands, letting the world go on around us as we shared this quiet moment of clarity. No more pretending, no more hiding. The unspoken truth was out in the open now, and it felt like a new beginning.
As the evening wore on, the air cooled, and the campus slowly quieted around us. We didnât need to say much more. We both knew what we wanted, and that was enough for now.
For the first time, the future didnât seem so uncertain. Whatever challenges lay ahead, we would face them together.
When we finally stood up to leave, JM leaned in, brushing a soft kiss across my forehead. "Iâll see you soon, Junno," he whispered.
I smiled, my heart full. "Yeah, Iâll see you soon."
As I walked back to my apartment, I couldnât stop smiling. The world had changed, and with it, my place in it. And for the first time, I was ready to embrace whatever came next.