Chapter 51

[Warning : Smut, Light BDSM, and my pornstar imagination ahead.]

Yes, this update is overdue, my memory is bad and i hate it.

Yes, I couldn't post the ORIGINAL draft of this chapter because my phone broke.

Yes, i will edit it later, cuz it's 5am and imma sleepy.

Yes, I'm bleeding in places i shouldn't and ill seek jelp for it.

Yes, my dyslexia loves to get in the way of my writing.

:3

Ernie nodded stiffly at his phone.

"Mhnnn...I see, two weeks won't be enough." Miranda flips her camera to show the three Strays who were given Wolfsbane just to make them all sleep and stop hurting themselves. "See it? That's just among my set of worries. I have to temporary also take over for Allison, nursing a cannibalistic Alpha baby isn't exactly a walk in the park."

Ernie smiled a bit, remembering how the Head Luna was like when she was pregnant with Weiler. Always crying and playing Mozart on the piano. "Got it, and Lucas informed me earlier that It'll take more time for Cheif Prescott to separate the wolf hair found with the DNA from Timothy Brown's body."

Miranda sighed.

"We'll need all the spare time we can get, I'm heading out to the borderland to meet those fucking blood suckers tommorow. I really don't want to, but Walter won't leave his wife and the old hag can't be bothered with this sort of meetings."

"Have you even tried communicating with Madam Anselme? You can't turn away from your own mother forever."

Miranda's eyebrows twinge. "The last time we spoke was only about my son, Anselme knew Weiler could possibly go into a comatose---yet she allowed him do Alpha duties anyway. Even got Weiler to socialise with members of the World Werewolf council as well. I couldn't sleep after finding out he had passed out and was hospitalised. You know how nervous I get...when that happens, since his Alpha's addiction is Sloth. He could never wake up again."

Ernie nodded. "But to be fair. Weiler also knew the risks and wanted to do more to help Anselme within the pack political side and we know, Al isn't the best candidate to strengthen alliances. Your son is more capable and can be really resourceful, you should have faith Weiler can overcome the curse."

The Head Luna flips the camera back to herself, exits the confinement area of the three Strays and Miranda enters a different room, only this time it had a single bed with a unconscious guy covered in scars.

The fourth Stray werewolf.

Miranda said. "Without a soul mate? How long do you think my son will last exactly? Remember, I didn't find my mate early unlike my brother Walter. Fernando later came into my life during my mid twenties."

She never brought up the painful subject of her late husband Fernando to anyone, though Ernie wasn't just her Vice Beta.

They'd been friends since middle school.

"Years waiting for a mate, I felt like...I was waiting for nothing or nobody. I don't want Weiler experiencing that." Miranda said.

"That's why you try to keep him in the dark about his father, Miranda. You will have to tell him, Weiler found out he wasn't a full Alpha but a hybrid from someone else." Ernie carefully added. "How do you think he'll react...when Weiler learns the real reason why Fernando was killed by Rogues?"

Miranda's eyes glowed golden.

"He was murdered because Fernando wanted to protect the both of us then."

Ernie could feel the denial in her voice, she doesn't want to accept the truth as much as Miranda doesn't want to talk about why she lost her soul mate. Ernie reminds her.

"And because Fernando changed his mind about luring you into a ambush. Yes, he did love you and Weiler, that much I'm sure. Yet it doesn't change that Fernando was secretly apart of the Blood Moon pack. Using the mate bond, and your very own feelings against you planning to take you out only for him die, because eventually, he realized it---that revenge wasn't worth it."

Saber's wolf ears flattened, as The Head Luna held back her anguish and deep heartache. She can't afford to go back being mentally unstable and insane due to their family curse, Weiler is currently doing his best looking after Northwood and keeping an eye on Al, so Miranda should pull her shit together and get answers from those vampires without starting another war.

Miranda says. "You maybe my best friend Ernie, but you don't have to remind me about that. It still hurts to know the truth."

Erinie replied. "The truth hurts, and you shouldn't be greedy with it, especially to your own son."

After a while The Head Luna said. "I'll give it some thought, is Katie still asleep in the attic upstairs?"

"She hasn't woken up since you left. I check on her daily, so does Weiler. He either plays piano up in Katie's room or he talks about how things are going here while she's sound asleep, pretty much what you used to do here before."

She recalls being younger and eager to know more about her father's intentions, Alexander and their bloodline history. If there was anyway to cure their Alpha's addiction besides finding yourself a mate, Miranda asking Katie the reasons why Alexander was seriously intent on going to war with the Werewolf Alpha Royals, too.

Alexander going as far as ordering execution on every last members of the Blood Moon pack, including children.

Of course, she didn't get any answers.

Instead Miranda got a prediction from Katie that she will not grow old with her soul mate, it came true. Just as Katie knew Alexander would die during the last Blood Moon war that costed too many lives.

Miranda thought. Weiler, my son always searching for answers like me, though with Katie you never know if she's bluffing. Why had Moon Goddess chosen a little girl to be the next Celestial Oracle? I don't fucking know. And not knowing really irritates me.

Her gaze fell to the tattoo that's on the unconscious guy's right arm. VII; Seven. (My baby brother kept saying Number Seven! to me, so why not seven, right? pff imagine Cyrus & this dude meeting 7/11?)

"Just make sure Weiler doesn't overwork himself, and I appreciate you for looking after the school given we still have a Rogue Killer on the loose. I'll update you if I find anything new." Ernie replied. "Good luck."

Miranda smirked happily.

"Tell Nicholas I said hi, also lay off morning sex sometimes I can smell it on you while I drink my espresso in the office." She hung up with Ernie feeling embarrassed as hell, knowing his teasing best friend and Boss/Head Luna called him out on his sexlife.

"Everything okay?"

Strong arms wrapped around Ernie as Nurse Nick smiled at the Vice Beta.

"Yeah, the usual work related issues and lots werewolf business stuff. Sorry it took long, you know how talkative Miranda is."

Nick nodded.

"So...about her suggestion on our morning s---"

"Oh Moons! not you too." Ernie covered his burning face and walked out, Nurse Nick goes after him. "Darling wait, come back!"

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"What happened to the last Zeta?"

For a while, the Silver officer didn't answer from what little Emmett did know. Selena was a Zeta officer, the best of the best in combat training, very bright, charismatic and popular girl among the school. She had dated Al, lasting longer than his previous ex-girlfriends, too. According to Maylin at least. However even today, Selena's sudden passing was kept off the topic by teachers and students because of, well, Al. Emmett doesn't know how much he was involved in her death and frankly, Emmett doesn't want to try to go digging his own grave.

Though seeing how hopeful Cyrus was he had to tell him something, Emmett started.

"Cyrus, I hate to say this but you're asking the wrong person. Yes, I'm older and an upper classman though I didn't exactly go to Northwood High during my freshman year." Emmett recalls bitterly, the faces of his old friends back in New York. He sighs and continued. "I only transferred here a year ago and no, I didn't get shipped here because I'm some delinquent, I want to be just like my Dad who's in the police force. Cyrus, I don't think you should be meddling into something---or anything that includes Al." Cyrus's shoulders sagged; disappointed.

There has been a lot on Cyrus's mind, ever since he saw that picture of his real name that was slashed on a dead man's cadaver.

Cyrus told himself.

I NEED to know, my life is on the line. I need to know what happened to Selena, because there is someone out there right now who wants to also hunt me; out for blood. It has to be connected somehow, it's too much of a coincidence. Maybe revenge against Al. Because of what had happened to Selena, and this psychopath will likely use me to hurt Al. But...why ME? How did this sicko know my real name? how much more do they know about my past? I need answers from somebody who's been at Northwood High long enough, and I know who to ask.

"You shouldn't get involved with Al."

Cyrus glanced back at his friend.

"You saw what he did to my sector."

Emmett still visited the recovering students with broken bones at Nurse Nick's clinic during his spare time, it was all he could do being Emmett couldn't possibly stop the blonde boy like Cyrus had done. He doesn't want Cyrus to end up like his Silver sector.

Emmett whispers. "He's a monster."

Monster...

Cyrus looked down onto his own hands.

Right, a monster and I'm a demon. That's how fucking bad people persevered me as and who knows, still do. But Al doesn't think I'm any of those. He also doesn't think I'm a freak, even with my strange tattoo and deep scars. He was also the first person to apologise to me and Al is actually making efforts to understand someone like me. I've never met anyone as stubborn or as damaged as him, just like...me.

Cyrus stood tall, more determined than ever to find his answers. "I appreciate your concerns, Emmett. But I've already decided to take my chances. I think I can handle myself just fine, you saw it yourself how I stopped Al. I hope you'll understand as my friend." He walked away though Emmett was quick to follow after Cyrus. He said.

"Take your chances? A chance for what? I don't know much about the last Zeta rank officer, besides her name was Selena...uh..." Emmett racked his memory for Selena's surname, he remembered Maylin warning him beforehand not to ask questions about Selena, the last seventh Zeta rank officer.

Especially when Al was around.

"Volkova! Selena Volkova, Al had dated her before she...died. Don't ask me for details either, now do you understand? It's never a good idea to snoop around something as personal as this, nobody on campus dares to find the truth, Cyrus. Al might seriously get mad then go after you, for asking about his ex-girlfriend's death." Emmett reasons.

Despite everything he said, Cyrus could only think of one thing. Her surname. Volkova...where have I heard that surname before? His head began hurt, Cyrus shook it off then turned back to Emmett who regarded him with worried blue eyes.

"Al is dangerous, stay away from him."

Cyrus thought. I'm just as, if not MORE.

He calmly patted Emmett's shoulder.

"You're not wrong, Emmett. Yet you're not completely right about Al either. I think it's time, for somebody to start a new change here and make Al feel understood rather than feared. I'm willing to be that person, as my friend please trust in me, that I know what I'm doing." With that, Cyrus walked back to the dormitories leaving Emmett.

"I really do hope you know what exactly you're getting yourself into, Cyrus." He whispered softly as Emmett returns to his room.

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Shutting the door, Cyrus's inky eyes drifted around to look for Grim. Instead, he saw a blonde boy putting on a dark t-shirt. "Ally?"

Turning around, he flashed a smile greeting him. "Welcome back Cyrus, sorry I was out so late. Where were you?" Al sat down on his bed, Cyrus liked what he said, it felt nice being greeted.

Making him feel missed and wanted.

"Just outside releasing some stress."

Al's smile became flirtatious.

"Wanna help me release some stress, too?" Al spreads his legs then gestures using his pointer finger for Cyrus to come closer, he felt his face slightly heat up seeing Al's thighs and after minutes of hesitation, Cyrus steps forward.

He stood awkwardly in front of Al while tugging onto the sleeve of the thick hoodie. This was weird, it's just his roommate, Cyrus was feeling more anxious whenever Al would so much as look at him.

Because behind closed doors, Al and Cyrus were certainly beyond just roommates or even friends.

Cyrus is calm and reserved by nature, but that doesn't mean his imagination and twisted kinks are as well. When he is alone. Cyrus may or may not have drew a bunch naughty poses with Al in mind in his sketchbook, the blonde boy being attached to a big metal cross. Al begging for more, as Cyrus fucks him apart.

(Dont worry, my face is as bright as yours after i typed this perverted shit XD)

"Come here baby."

The Alpha lifted Cyrus onto his lap and he immediately began stroking Cyrus's back, Al took his left hand nuzzling into the black haired boy's palm. "Were you lonely, Fluffy? You know, you're not supposed to go out passed curfew hours." Cyrus looked away.

The pet names were still something he has to get used to, Al gently made Cyrus look back at him. "You're sulking, aren't you." He chuckles, even when moody Cyrus is cute.

"What does my baby boy want, hm?"

The moment Cyrus had left their dormitory earlier Grim gave back full control to his human, Al shifted back and cleaned the fur before Cyrus returned just in time he got dressed. Al still hiding that he's a werewolf.

Al was so glad Grim didn't hurt him that he wanted to spoil Cyrus with affection, The Alpha kept rubbing his back side while he carefully guided Cyrus's hand to touch his hard abs through his shirt, Cyrus bit on his lower lip. He thought of being a little selfish tonight, Cyrus asked innocently.

"...Kissy?"

Al tried, he really did. Though his throaty laughter couldn't be held as his head threw back, it was the most unlikely answer, too. And he meant it; whatever Cyrus would ask he'd give it, Al kept wheezing in tears.

The Alpha thought. Moon Goddess, Cyrus is just so fucking adorable that it's criminal!

Money? Nope Cyrus wasn't even interested.

His body? Cyrus can have it anytime.

Yet Cyrus wanted kisses from Al.

"Kissy!? Bhahahaha!"

Cyrus should smack the blonde boy in the face for laughing at his answer, however Cyrus found he likes the sound of Al's loud laughter, as much as he likes hearing the vast rumbles of ocean waves at night. Finally calming down, Al smirked at him.

"Sorry Rocky, your answer caught me by surprise." The Alpha leans in on him kissing Cyrus on the forehead then his cheeks, noses, ears. Al was saving the lips for last because he knows Cyrus will become eager with his teasing. Pulling him in further, Al slowly probes his tongue against Cyrus's mouth, asking for more entrance.

At this point Cyrus was a blushing mess, he noticed the more times Al touched him in even the slightest non-sexual way, he feels starved of physical affection and wants it more from the first person Cyrus likes; Al.

He didn't think he'd do these sorts of things with the blonde boy, yet Cyrus was feeling more uncertain that he couldn't hold himself back when it comes to The Alpha, he's making him experience all these new emotions...like desire, recklessness, and want to name a few at the top of the list.

They kept making out until Cyrus had to hit Al lightly on his chest because he needed to breath, they both huffed air in and out. Before things could get too R-rated, Cyrus spoke. "We should be sleeping, we still have training and classes, Al. And do you know where Grim is? I left him here." Al shook his head. If only you knew what I really am.

"Grim knows his way out, you can say he's trained like a service dog, why did you bring him in here?"

Cyrus pressed his face onto Al's big warm broad chest. "I wanted to cheer you up, because you were upset this morning and I ran into your pet Grim while I was outside." Unsure Al asked him. "Cyrus, do you...like Grim?"

He nodded sleepy.

"Can we have Grim stay the night sometimes?" Cyrus said yawning, Al stares down at his sleepy face.

The blonde boy smiles. "Sure, and yeah we should get some rest." Al placed his baby boy on his bed as he pulls the blanket, Cyrus asked. "Wait, shouldn't I go sleep on my own bed?" Al pouted childishly.

"Don't you wanna wake up in the morning with me in your arms?"

Cyrus threw a pillow at his face, though Al just laughs it off. "Okay, I swear no funny business tonight, we're only going to sleep together." the black haired boy considers it, then nods covering himself in his new red hoodie, Al whispers. "Don't I get a good night kiss?" He was pushing his luck.

Cyrus suddenly got up, his dark pupils looking sharp and scary.

He quickly pinned Al down to the mattress then started attacking his skin, sucking hard at Al's neck causing him to gasp in excitement and pain, leaving a visible hickey.

The Alpha felt like his neck was burning from extreme frostbite yet a numbness followed after it.

Cyrus stares down proudly at a still surprised and flustered Al, while wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, Cyrus whispers.

"спокойной ночи." (I'll let you guys Google that one up ahaha :3)

He quietly laid back in bed as if nothing had happened just now, Al still finds it amazing and crazy that he's mated to a guy like him.

The Alpha wraps his arms on his baby boy protectively, Al telling Grim to go to sleep and calm the hell down, he tried but Grim's tail can't stop wagging with nerves.

Their strong urge to mark Cyrus was getting harder to ignore, and so was the uneasiness Grim felt.

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Meanwhile, Rainier was about to have his own little fun for once.

They wasted no time arriving at the Dandar's apartment, Dandar moves his fingers to slip higher inside the tight dress Louise was wearing, dark thongs revealing more skin as Rainier stares at the hot pink panties his ex-mate had on tonight. Louise's taste in sexy underwear hasn't changed, they even once did a quickie inside a clothing store.

Hail thought. Ah, good times.

Rainier nodded, very pleased with the lovely view, he asks calmly. "Alright, what's your safe word?" Louise mumbled off.

"Supremo...sir." He blushed turning to Dandar who smiled, signalling it's fine whatever Louise wanted to call Rainier to acknowledge that he's a Dominant as well.

Be it calling him Sir, Master or Daddy.

"Then, will this be okay tonight?" The Beta takes off his leather belt and ties it onto Louise's wrist, Dandar smirked at this removing his own necktie and using it to blindfold the strawberry blonde. It limited Louise from seeing and freely moving, which excited him further because he was going to be used by two Masters tonight.

"Y-yes...can I request..." Louise asks.

"Okay, what do you want?"

"One of you fuck the other?"

"Fine by me." Dandar grinned, he was a switch though mostly with Louise he was top and it's been a while since he bottom.

"I don't see why not." The Beta said.

Rainier leans in to his mate's warm ear. "Would that make my slave cum harder? Knowing I'll be fucking this man in front of you?" He moves his right hand and fiddles with Louise's skimpy underwear, Rainier gradually gliding down towards his hole.

"So needy and ready, aren't we?"

"Ughhh..." Louise straighten his back against Dandar's hard chest, moaning at the thought of being touched by Rainier again.

Louise was never good at hiding his feelings and Rainier was great at picking up his emotional hints.

Rainier looks at Dandar hungrily with a smile. "Oh don't worry, I'll equally take good care of you too."

Dandar felt shivers go up his spine, while he decided to nip onto Louise's pale neck and lightly rubs his kitten's nipples. "Ahh!"

Despite already being rejected by Rainier, Louise acted submissive for The Beta even though Zetas are Pack Warriors, seen as a higher rank than Betas. Rainier began undoing his shirt letting his shredded muscles show in the room's light, Dandar couldn't help but bite onto Louise harder seeing Rainier has the body of a trained gymnast. A toned defined V-line and delicious fit muscles on him.

Rainier strictly demands. "Spread your legs, slave." Since Louise is blindfolded, he can only comply and Dandar unzips the black tiny dress taking it all off altogether.

The Beta's eyes darken lustfully.

"Hmm, I didn't know you were having this much fun back in the restaurant." He pokes the remote controlled butt plug that's still deep inside Louise. "Agh...Master."

Dandar licks the side of Louise's smooth neck, pinching and rolling his tight harden nipples to which pleasured moaning followed.

"It helps Louise be prepared for our long playtime." He shows the small switch to The Beta, as Dandar presses it causing Louise to tremble and flinch. "Nggghhh---!"

Rainier smiled. "I have an idea. Kindly lay Louise on the pillows and give me the switch, also take off your boxers Dandar." Dandar kissed Louise on the cheek first, before doing what Rainier suggested.

Louise's hands were tied to the headboard of the bed, he could hear the lewd sounds of Dandar moaning being fingered fast while Rainier used the butt plug remote to send Louise crying to be touched already. He wanted to jerk with himself yet Rainier wasn't going to let him cum that easily, that would be just boring.

By the time The Beta was fully satisfied, Dandar was ready to take inside four long fingers. Rainier harshly tugs at Dandar's dark brown hair making him look up, he rasped excitedly in the man's ear lobe.

"Look, your kitten got fully erect on his own. Why don't you make Louise happy and suck him off?" He nodded, Rainier then shoved Dandar's head downward making sure he takes all of Louise's dick in his mouth. "That's it, all in. Very good job."

Rainier's deep voice praising them was enough to make Louise's wolf want to be a slut. His lips wobbles, Louise said. "Hurry."

Rainier chuckles. "Dandar, suck him."

He does as demanded, bobbing his head up and down while swirling his tongue on the underside of Louise's member. The Beta positions himself behind Dandar and he rips off a condom using his teeth, putting it on his thick pulsating cock. Rainier wasn't a bastard to just shove it in Dandar, but his wolf Hail also wasn't feeling merciful with the man who has slept with their ex-mate.

"Louise, I'm going to fuck him now. "

"Please." The whine in his tone made it all the more harder for Rainier to control himself, The Beta thrusts right in Dandar not stopping until his full length was inside him. Dandar would have screamed out, if his head hadn't been fixed in place with Louise's dick silencing him like a gag. His moans of shock sending vibrations of hot pleasure to The Stray Zeta who gasped in delight, after Rainier waited for Dandar to adjust around him, he started moving his hips forward. Telling Louise how pretty he looked whenever Rainier pressed the butt plug switch to a higher level, making him arch his back off the mattress whimpering.

The Beta immediately noticed Louise was getting close, so he bends over grabbing the man's hardened member then strokes it, going faster and fucking Dandar harder.

Rainier didn't allow Dandar to catch up with his speed or eased his grip on his hair as Louise shouted their names. Releasing so much, that cum leaked from Dandar's mouth. The Beta's deep thrusts turned into pounding and hard smacking in the ass.

Skin slapping and needy moaning echoed in Dandar's master bedroom apartment.

It both felt really painful and pleasurable that Dandar had soon abandoned his pride and bucked his hips backwards to get more fucking friction as he sucked dick, Dandar twisted the butt plug around inside Louise which caused him squirt out cum again.

Rainier did one last thrust as sweat trickled down his forehead, his dark hair dipping into his cold eyes. He finally let's go of the man, pulling out making Dandar shudder with exhaustion, Rainier whispered. "Well done, the both of you." Carefully The Beta sets Dandar beside Louise. "R-Rainier..."

He glanced at The Stray Zeta.

"Shhh...I know, sweetheart." Rainier goes untying his leather belt and Dandar's tie off Louise while kissing his face. "Feel better?"

Louise nodded, nuzzling in Rainier's chest.

"I should be disappointed that Dandar isn't helping me with your aftercare, but I guess I did quite wore him out." Louise spoke up.

"Dandar usually takes care of me, he's not the kind of person to just leave me alone."

Rainier sighed, he knows where this talk is heading. "I don't want to argue with you, Louise. My decision is still the same, I will not step down my position as Al's Beta and you of all people know how much this mean not only for me, but for other half-breeds. Why can't you just trust in me."

Louise balls his fists in frustration.

The Beta stares at the sleeping man. "Does Dandar know?"

Louise bitterly replied in mind link. {Of course not, he isn't my soul mate. If I told Dandar I was a werewolf I'd be breaking our law and be labelled as a Rogue, it's bad enough I'm a Stray AND that I have to constantly lie to him about what I really am. This is all your fault for leaving and rejecting me!}

He hugged Louise tighter.

Rainier was so mad at himself, and even his wolf Hail hated their situation that he started disobeying and ignoring Rainier after he rejected Louise, Rainier answered.

{Louise. We werewolves have always known that Half-breeds like me are discriminated and looked down upon, I even had doubts that Al really wanted ME as his Beta, when he had other choices. Yet Al was serious, and I couldn't pass the chance to prove that Half-breeds were more than just mistakes. Why couldn't you just believe in me, that I know what I'm doing, I can help Al and this pack...Why do you force me pick between you and my pack?}

Louise pushes himself off Rainier.

{Why do you think? Al, that Alpha you want to support so much is the grandson of Alpha Alexander. He's a goddamn Nightwalker, You know how many werewolves and packs had suffered because of his family. What assurance do you have that Al won't turn out like Alexander? I don't even wanna be in the same pack as HIM if it weren't for you.}

Louise was shaking now.

{When I found you, I thought I'd be accepted despite being a Stray and that I didn't have to run away or hide from Rogues anymore. But the pack you're in---the Nightwalker pack is seriously more dangerous than Rogues, you can't expect me to feel safe there. I'm tired of just running away all my life, Rainier.}

He didn't know what to say, all The Beta knew is that he can't make Louise stay beside him and it's clear his Alpha needs him too, Al was still sometimes struggling with his drug withdrawals. But Al was trying harder to stay clean.

Rainier couldn't suddenly drop his responsibilites onto Chase, he thought it would be easier to just reject Louise, that way they can move on and find someone else.

It wouldn't work out anyway.

That's how Rainier's parents had settled things, his father wanted a normal son, not some Half-breed and his mother didn't want to step back being a Pack Doctor, either.

His phone vibrates and Rainier sees the message from his Alpha.

"Rai, sorry I didn't show up for the dinner date with Jessie. I just had something important to do. I also left my car, drive it back for me."

The Beta sighs. "I gotta go."

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The sports car zooms throughout the city streets faster than Jessie's stomach liked, Shane's grip on the wheel was so tight his nails dug in and his arm's veins were visible.

"Um, Alpha Shane can we maybe slow down?" She asks side eyeing him as they head back to campus.

The Younger Alpha hadn't taken anything alcoholic and he said he was fine to drive, yet now seeing sweat slide down his face while Shane gritt his teeth Jessie wasn't sure as the car raced on further.

She swore he was perfectly fine, he's been nothing but sweet and attentive throughout the night. So this unexpected mood shift is odd since Jessie hadn't said anything rude towards The Younger Alpha.

Jessie regards him with concern.

"Shane are you alright? maybe we should switch, i'll drive Instead."

"No!" He sent her a searing glare.

Then he caught himself, and said.

"No, I mean---It's fine really, I'm sorry, I just don't want us to get in trouble because it's pass curfew. I should have noticed the time,too."

Shane slowed his driving, feeling awful for snapping at The Omega.

It's not her fault he has headaches what did set Shane off is when he checked his pocket before leaving the restaurant, his pill bottle was already empty. That's never good.

"Okay, take it easy. I know you've been working really hard making preparations for this year's New Moon quarter tournament. But you should also take a break and have a day off to relax; have fun."

Without looking at The Omega, Shane chuckles darkly. "I don't have that kind of freedom, Jessie. I will always have responsibility on my shoulders and many heavy obligations, I want to be useful in any way to my family and pack."

He comes to a halt in the school's parking lot, Shane's dark green eyes filled with dread in them. For a spilt second, Jessie saw it turns golden but fades back into forest green like a dying candle light.

He opens the car door for Jessie and she was about to walk back to her dorm yet Shane shakes his head, stopping her. "Follow me."

Jessie does and when she saw the detaining building her face turns bright red, Shane spoke casually.

"I'm a Nightwalker Alpha, Don't you ever forget what I really am. You should be more careful when your heat starts, especially since Omega's scents are powerful. For your own sake and safety." Shane then gives Jessie something; a key.

"You might want to stay there for a while." Jessie was in between feeling greatful and embarrassed, because she didn't realize until now her scent was more strong.

A scent strong for mating.

"Y-Yes Alpha Shane, thank you." Is all she can say as Jessie makes a run for the detaining building.

Locking herself up Inside, Jessie drops to the floor scolding herself.

That was seriously dangerous!

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Author's Note :

[Warning: Sensitive, self harm]

Just found out that I might have a half sister, and my parents have been fighting for hours. Ive never seen them fight this bad before. The girl eerily looks a lot like me.

I wanna cry, yell, break someone's face or cut myself...

the urge to cut is growing strong though, I know it wont help me.

But I can't even bring myself to do anything, just do the usual, taking care of my family, Mama had a melt down / panic attack.

I broke our door upstairs out of my impulse and fury.

My mind and emotions are pretty screwed up atm.

I haven't slept in days.