ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕪-𝕋𝕙𝕣𝕖𝕖

𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒂 𝑺𝒕. 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏

After soothing Angela, I went to sleep around 2 am. We talked through the situation millions of times, I was finally able to reassure her that only what Leo thinks matters.

"Maya? Maya? Maya! Wake the fuck up!"

My eyes slowly open and my entire vision is messed up. I look over at my alarm clock and groan. "Angela, unless the dorm is on fire or you're slowly dying, there is no fucking reason you should be waking me up at 8:55 am."

I settle back into my sleep before a lumpy item is thrown at my head, rocking me completely out of sleep.

I glare coldly at Angela and she smiles innocently. "I just need 5 minutes of your time."

"I'm already awake, just hurry up and talk," I say, groggily.

"I need help finding an outfit to wear on my breakfast date with Leo," she whines. My body stills in anger as my breathing gets heavy. "Maya...you gonna help your best friend?"

"I am this close to strangling you," I say, climbing out of bed. After thirty minutes, I help her settle on a sun dress and she leaves for her date with Leo. I go back to sleep and wake up around 2:30.

Angela hasn't come back yet and Charlotte is back in New Zealand. I have nothing to do or nobody to talk to. Maybe...I can go over to Kol's.

I get ready and drive to Kol's house. I'm just going to hang out. We're friends...right? Yeah, we're friends. And you hang out with your friends.

I reach his apartment and knock on the door. It takes a few seconds for him to open the door. He stands there with his wet hair dripping and a white towel wrapped around his waist. His abs were on showcase for anybody to see.

A girl passes by and her jaw nearly dislocates when Kol's body comes into her view. I shove him inside his apartment and follow behind him. "That's how you open your door? Completely naked?" I ask, closing the door.

"I wasn't naked. I had a towel on." I roll my eyes. I hAd A tOwEl On.

I try to stop my wandering eyes from taking in his body and walk to the kitchen island. "What are you doing here, Maya?"

I smile. "Do you not want me here?"

He crosses his arms over his chest and I bite my lip slightly at the sight. "You're always welcome here. But, usually, you come here for...."

He trails and I get what he means. "I just came to hang out. We're friends, you know. We can hang out."

Kol rolls his eyes. "And what if I wanted to have sex? Would you have sex with me?"

"In a heartbeat." Kol smiles and my face breaks out into a blush. "Then we're not friends. Friends don't have sex with each other."

I walk up to him and throw my hands around his neck. "Fuck buddies do. And they are the best of friends."

He brings me into a kiss and his tongue dances along mine. He lets me go while still biting on my lip. "We are not friends, Maya. I don't think we can ever actually be friends."

My hands glide down his lean physique and I undo his towel. It falls to the ground as I bring him back into a kiss. My fingers brush against the tip of his cock and he shutters.

I take his entire length in my hand and move up and down, slowly. "M-Maya...please go faster."

I smirk as my hand speeds up and he starts to breathe heavily. He almost topples over and I laugh.

I lift my shirt over my head and unclip my bra. Kol brings me into another kiss while I unbutton my jeans and kick them off.

He picks me up and I wrap my legs around him. "Couch?" he asks, between kisses. "Is it enough room?" I respond.

Kol lays me down on the couch and grounds his dick onto my clit. He hooks his fingers into my underwear and pulls down my underwear.

I kiss from his neck to his collarbone and seeing the way his face is scrunched up in pleasure makes my pussy throb.

"Let me make you feel good," I whisper. He nods excitedly and leans back on the couch. I sink down to my knees and grasp onto his cock. I tease the tip with my tongue and the taste of pre-cum heightens my senses.

I take down my throat and he lets out a loud moan. I swirl my tongue around him and trace out the outline of his veins. He shudders at the contact.

His head leans back. "Fuck, keep going." I bob my head up and down and use my hand for the rest.

"God, I love you." My entire body stills. Kol realizes what he says and I retract myself from him. "I-I...don't know why I said that," he stutters.

I look up at him blankly. You were fucking unlovable. "What?" I let out.

You were fucking unlovable, Maya. Sorry that everything went down, but I couldn't stand being with you any longer.

I couldn't stand being with you any longer.

You were fucking unlovable.

I unconsciously stood up and started putting on my clothes. Kol gets up. "Maya..."

I ignore him. My senses were extremely heightened and yet I was barely aware of anything that was happening.

Kol grabs my arms after I put on my underwear. "Maya, stop! I...I know that this isn't what you wanted or what you expected, but I can't keep this in me any longer. I am in love with you."

My vision starts to get a little blurry. The more I spent with her, the more I realized that I didn't like you.

I could feel tears brewing up.

You were fucking unlovable.

"No, you don't," I whisper. No, he doesn't. He doesn't know what he wants. He's only blinded by sex. The sex is what's clouding his mind. I'm sure of it.

"Maya, yes I do. You can't tell me what I love. And I know in my heart that I love you. So much." He holds my face and I push him away. I grab my shirt and put it on.

"No, you don't!" I yell. "You think you love me, but you don't. You think I'm hot and great at sex. That's blinded your feelings and now you don't know the difference between attraction and feelings."

Kol rolls his eyes. "Maya, you are the most beautiful..."

You.

"...smartest..."

Were.

"...kindest..."

Fucking.

"...funniest..."

Unlovable

"...magnificent soul I have ever met. How could I not love you?"

You were fucking unlovable.

"You'll get over it. They all do. I become unlovable to everybody," I whisper.

I grab my shirt, jeans, and shoes and leave. I finish getting dressed in the hallway and leave.

Kol didn't chase me. Not that I expected him to. After all, I am fucking unlovable.

End of Chapter Thirty-Three

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