Chapter 19

{Chris' pov}

I wake up to the sound of Azazel crying and a soft voice whispers lullabies at him.

I sit up making the mattress and sheets move causing sounds to be made.

"Oh good you're awake no I'm so glad" lucifer walks over with Azazel in his arms and tears in his beautiful violet eyes. "I was worried sick" he sit next me placing the now silent baby in my arms.

"Sorry for being worrisome" I lean my head on his shoulder "where are Ashely and Satan" he sighs and leans lays his head on my shoulder "they went to their room after they made sure you were okay and they've been in there for hours" he brushes Azazel's hair "you passed out at around 2 in the afternoon and it's midnight right now" I gasped "damn that's a long time".

He nodded and mumbled words I could not understand.

"Hey don't you think Azazel looks like me" I raise a questioning brow "how so?" He turns to Azazel "he has black hair like me but grey eyes like if you mixed blue and purple but the lighter shades" I look down at the aforementioned baby.

"I see it but he's not yours, maybe it's just a coincidence" Luci chuckles "perhaps but you know he has your nose and your eye shape" I begin to notice all these things he's mentioning.

"I agree but he's not mine either, my first baby died remember and the second one is lost somewhere" I feel a dropping feeling in the pit of my stomach, wanting to cry again but stopping myself.

A few moments of silence pass then Luci speaks

"Chris I want you to know something, Satan does care a lot about you and as do I but we are deceiving beings with many many lovers, we've lived so long that everyone of them has died and right now it's Ashley's turn" I feel a single tear roll down my cheek and land on Azazel's chubby cheek.

"I understand, but Ashely lives and has lived far longer than me, can't I get a chance." I wipe my eyes with one hand while holding Azazel with the other "I'm sorry that I fell in love with him, this is the second time it's happened to me" Azazel begins to sniffle and making weird baby noises.

"I'm honestly very heartbroken from the fact that both of my children were made from sex not love" I wipe the tear away that had landed on Azazel's cheek "they weren't even meant to be mine" Luci moves closer to me and brushes his fingers over my hair.

"I'm sorry for that, I feel bad that all of this crap has happened to you especially when you were just an innocent person" he leans down and kisses my lips.

This time I kiss back

His lips are as soft as they've always been.

He pulls away and grabs the now asleep baby and stands up, walking over to his crib and setting him down. He turns on his heel and walks back to the bed. Once on the bed he lays down and pulls me on top of him.

I lean down and kiss him. The kiss quickly turns heated and we are now fighting for dominance with out tongues. Lucifer sucks on my tongue causing a small soft moan escape my mouth.

I pull away to catch my breathe "we..c-can't do this..with a b-baby in the r-room" I feel his hands slowly creep up my legs and land on my bum giving it a gentle squeeze. "All you need to do is be quiet" he gives my butt a harder squeeze making me moan.

This was when I realized I was only in a shirt and underwear this whole time.

Luci begins to grind out lower regions together, he grunts in pleasure. I feel his dick get harder under mine. He shifts his head up to begin to plant kisses all over my neck and collar bone. He soon finds my sweet spot, biting down making me moan loudly. I cover my mouth right away regretting that moan because I heard Azazel shift in his crib.

"Shh you'll wake the baby" Luci whispers into my ear, his hot breathe tickling my ear.

Luci began to trust deeper and faster into me. I was still on top of him, I was lay on his chest though, biting on his shoulder to stop myself from making noises.

He continued to trust into me for a few more minutes until he pulls out and we come on each other's stomachs.

I stay laying on him and he wraps his arms around my waist.

"You can be with me Chris, you'll learn to love me too, screw Ashley and Satan, I'll be here, I'll be all you need to feel loved and wanted" I kiss his chin "I'm not sure Luci, it's hard to forget about someone you loved so much" he sighs and rubs my lower back.

"I know how that feels" I nuzzle my head into his black hair.

Luci and I were close to falling into a dreamland when the door was burst open and there stood Satan and Ashley.

Satan was glaring at his brother but brushed our position off "Lucifer, the angels are attacking, we need to go" I get off of Luci, then he stands up and begins to put most of his clothes back on since he hadn't taken his underwear or pants off.

"Where are they attacking?" Luci asks as he buttons his shirt "the border between here and earth" Satan responds as he watches me cover myself with the blanket that was once under me.

"Are there any of them in purgatory?" He sits down on the bed to put his shoes on. Ashley response this time "no, not that we know of, we just got the notification from one of Nybbas' soldiers" Luci stands up he turns to me and leans down to kiss my lips, I kiss back but he quickly pulls away.

"Alright, lets go" they all walk out and before Luci closes the door he turns back to me "we'll be back okay" he smiles then closes the door.

I sit there in silence for what seemed like hours until Azazel cries loudly. I stand up and walk over to his crib "don't cry Azzy, I'm here" I pick him up and cradle him in my arms.

"Mama" I look down at him as he repeats the word "Mama" I feel tears roll down my cheeks "oh my god! Azazel I'm so happy for you!" I pull him up slightly and kiss his forehead.

He giggles, I shift him to where I'm holding him up instead of laying down. He pats my cheeks with his chubby baby hands and leans forward to kiss my nose.

"I cant believe I'm beginning to fall in love with this baby, that's not even mine" he pouts tears in his eyes "mama!" He yells as tears roll down his chubby cheeks. "I'm sorry sweetie but you see, I'm not your mom, your actually mom left you with me" he stays with a pout but now he's sniffling.

I turn around and lay him on the bed. I begin to gather all of my clothes, I put them on the bed and begin to get dressed.

Once I'm dressed I pull Azazel back into my arms, I place him on my hip and walk out the room.

I walk down the dimly lit hallway. I reach the kitchen and I walk in. I turn on the lights then I sit Azazel on his baby chair and I walk towards the fridge, where I grab his cold milk. I close the door of the refrigerator and walk towards the microwave on the other side of the room. I could feel Azazel's eyes on me the whole time. Watching my every move.

I heat up the milk, not too hot though so he won't burn himself.

I turn back to him, I se the bottle down on the counter, I pull him out of his baby chair and lay him in my arms. I grab the bottle and place the nub in his mouth. He begins to suckle on it. I grab a napkin and as I'm about to wipe his face from the milk slightly spilling out, I hear a phone ring.

It scared me since I'm home alone and the only sound being made is Azazel suckling the bottle. I walk around the counter to grab the house phone. One of them at least. I grab it and answer "hello?" I ask "Chris hey it's me Lucifer, um we're okay and we should be heading back soon, they attacked but left right away, before we got there" I swallowed some saliva as I was holding the phone with my shoulder and ear so I can help Azazel with his bottle.

"That's good, at least you'd don't get hurt" I heard him chuckle on the other side "I guess, but I did end up killing a soldier that stayed to hear our plans" I gasped and shifted.

"Sorry if that surprised you but I have killed before, you should know that" I pulled Azazel's empty bottle away from him and set it on the table. I shifted Azazel so he could sleep "yes I know it just caught me off guard because you're so nice to me" I walk out of the kitchen, turning off the lights behind me "haha oh I see" he chuckles again into my ear.

I walked down the stairs to the living room, I look down and see Azazel's violet eyes slowly drifting closed. "Chris I gotta go, I won't have reception for a bit" I nodded even though I know he can't see me "yeah okay that's fine, be careful..love" if it's even possible I could hear him smiling on the other side of the phone "thanks cutie, I'll try".

He hang up after that and I set the phone on the coffee table once I reach the couches. I place Azazel on one of his baby blankets that's on the couch and I put another one on him since it's hilariously getting colder in the area.

"Winters coming"

I shiver and pull a blanket on myself and lay my head near Azazel's cute little sock covered feet. I yawn and drift into a dream land.

*dream*

I sit up on my bed and on the foot of it I see a young man. A thin boy with longish black hair.

He turns to me and smiles a smile similar to the one I used to have.

"Hello mother"

"It's me your son, your first son"

"I'm here to tell you that I live, they tried to take me from you, but failed because they are dumbasses" the boy stands and walk around to my side of the bed.

"How do I know this isn't just some lie!" He sits next to me and leans his head on my shoulder.

"Because I am with you, in your waking moments" I look down at him and see him smiling sadly.

"But you don't seem to recognize me" he sniffle but then tilts his head up at me, with bright tear filled violet eyes. He smiles.

"It's alright though, I'm at least glad I'm with you and not anyone else" he leans up and kisses my cheek.

"Okay now that you know these things, wake up, hug me and never let me go, because I'm here and I'm all you need." His smile fades away.

"My younger brother finest exist, he never had and never will!!" I look at my child in horror as he screams and claws at my arms.

"I'm the one and only! He hates me! He took something special from me!" He cries loudly now clawing at his own arms.

"He hurt me!" I pull his arms away from each other and he goes limp in my arms. "How? You never met him, he never met you"

"In your waking moments, 19 years from now, something will happen between us. He hurts me" he cries more.

*end of dream*

And that is when I wake up

I sit up form the couch, tears in my eyes and a crying Azazel near by. I grab him, crying even more "I'm sorry I never knew it was you my love" I cradle him closer to me "I'm so sorry".

His cries slowly stop "mama" the tear had begun to dry up but now they are pouring out again.

"Yes sweetie, mama is here, and he loves you"

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I hope you enjoy this one c:

I told you it would be longer than the other one XD

I was listening to a YouTuber 'Mr nightmare' the whole time while writing this, his voice is sexy and the stories he reads do sometimes scare me.

Anyway

I hope you like his chapter, I might end the book next chapter I'm not sure yet XD

I just have sooooo many plans for the second book it's not even funny.

Okay well bye bye! 👋🏼