Damon's POV
Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn
I couldnât resist telling her the truth. I couldnât resist giving her what she wanted to hear for once. I knew it wouldnât change a single thing between us, and I was aware that it might only make things worse.
However, I couldnât say no to her today, not after almost losing her. My heart still raced from seeing her surrounded by those flames. I was terrified of losing Clarissa.
I always knew there was a great chance that she was my weakness, but now I was one hundred percent sure that she was.
No one terrified me the way that she did. Iâve never wanted to protect anyone the way Iâve always wanted to protect her. I would never be able to live with myself if anything ever happened to her.
It bothers me that something terrible could have happened to her today, and I wouldnât have known anything until it was too late.
If Autumn hadnât gone into her room before the engagement ceremony, I could have lost her, and I would have never been able to forgive myself. I couldnât let something like that happen again.
I knew I was the one to push her into doing something so careless. I was the one that hurt her feelings and made her act out. I couldnât make that mistake again. I had to be very careful with my words and actions around Clarissa. I had to protect her from everything, including herself.
I knew now that I also had to protect her from my selfish actions. I knew it would cause me more trouble in the future, but from now on, I had to pay closer attention to her. I had to ensure she wasnât plotting anything dangerous that could harm her.
From now on, I will keep a close watch on her. Nothing and no one would stop me from doing what I had to in order to keep her safe. I would do 'Anything' for Clarissa.
Anything.
Anything except what she was asking from me. That was the only thing I couldnât give to her. Everything else I would go to the end of the earth to get for her.
âDamon?â Anya calls once more.
Clarissa slowly lets go of my arm, and I turn towards Dante.
âWhen I arrived, Clarissa was surrounded by fire,â I explain to them.
I didnât know how to explain what happened, however. Even I was still trying to come to terms with it.
âSurrounded by fire?â He demands. âHow did she end up in that situation?â
I shrug my shoulders, âI think we may be under attack like the last time. And by witches once again.â
Anya stiffens at my words.
âWitches?â She asks cautiously. âWhy do you think that?â
âClarissa believes witches were responsible for the fire, and I agree. The fire disappeared while I was trying to get her out of it. Only a witch would be capable of playing tricks like that. There was no water, nothing at all to make that fire disappear as it did.â
âThis is not good,â Dante growls. âNot good at all. We need to get back to our parents. We have to tell them whatâs happening. We canât let our guards down again. We almost lost so much the last time that we did. We need to be prepared for anything.â
âBefore we go,â Anya mumbles as she turns towards Clarissa. âWhy the hell did you come here during our engagement party? The entire thing is ruined because of you. All of the guests are already leaving. My special night is ruined because of your carelessness Clarissa!â
I stiffen at her tone. While I understood why she was upset, I didnât like anyone speaking to Clarissa like that, especially not after what she just went through.
âAnya.â I try to calm her down. âWe can have a better discussion at home. This is not the time for any of this.â
She glared at Clarissa, and even Dante looked upset with her.
âWhy did you put your life in danger like that again?â He asks her. âClarissa, you should know better than this by now. Youâre not a child. You should make smarter choices. Youâre lucky that Damon came in time to get you.â
I donât think Clarissa is listening to either one of them. Her entire mood changed the second I gave her the answer she was waiting for. It seems as though sheâs still thinking about it.
âAre you even listening to us?â Anya demands.
âThatâs enough.â I roar. âI agree that she may not have done the right thing by coming here on her own during the party, but that doesnât take away from the fact that she was almost k!lled tonight. Give her some time to process everything before you ask her all of these questions.â
I can feel Clarissaâs eyes on me, and I know that if I look at her, Iâll see the girl that I gave my heart to a long time ago. The same girl that always looked at me like I was her hero.
No girl had ever looked at me like that before I met her. I was a selfish bastard who did everything to see that look on her face. I loved the way she made me feel. I loved doing things just for her.
âHeâs right,â Dante says with a sigh. âIâm sorry, Clarissa.â
He walks over to her and pulls her into his arms. I try to remind myself that he was my brother and not an enemy trying to take her away from me.
âIâm glad youâre safe.â He tells her right before he finally pulls away.
It took me a while to realize that Anya glared at me the entire time.
Damn it.
I still had to deal with her for walking out of our engagement party.
âHow could you do this?â She whispered as we started our walk back to the house.
âIâm sorry.â I apologize.
Iâve been giving out plenty of apologies recently. So far, it hasnât solved any of my problems.
âIs that all you have to say to me?â She demands. âIt was supposed to be our special night, Damon, and somehow you managed to make it all about Clarissa.â
âWas I supposed just to leave her there to die?â I growl. âIf you were in her situation, would you have preferred that Iâd left you there to die?â
She narrows her eyes, âthatâs different, and you know it. For starters, I wouldnât have been stupid enough to put myself in a situation like that!â
âCareful,â I warn her. I didnât want to hear a single bad word about Clarissa. I would not allow it.
She sighs, âwe shouldnât be arguing on such a special day. I just wanted this day to be all about us. Iâm so disappointed that I didnât get to enjoy today with you. I was looking forward to finally calling you my fiancé. You have no idea how devastated I am that it was called off because of this.â
I sigh, âAnyaââ
âNo.â She stops me. âItâs okay. This just made me realize how badly I want to marry you. Letâs forget about the engagement party. We donât need to have another one after tonight.â
I frowned, âwhat are you saying?â
âLetâs go straight into the wedding!â She sings happily. âLetâs get married next week! It doesnât even have to be big as long as I have your last name and live in the same home as you!â
I stop moving, and so do Clarissa and Dante behind us.
Married?
Next week?
Those were the only words that were spinning in my head over and over again.
I slowly turn around to glance at Clarissa and wish I hadnât. The look on her face did something to my heart.
Something I would never be able to forget.
Never.