0°Celsius: Chapter 13
0°Celsius: To thaw a frozen heart
Deal with the devil.
I closed my eyes with my arms engulfing myself trying to protect me from the unknown.
My heartbeat was increasing with each passing second and I could feel my hands starting to shake.
Minutes passed and my condition worsened in anticipation.
A panic attack was in making and me forgetting todayâs dose of my medicine was a catalyst.
He was silentâ¦only his strong cologne and cigar smoke intermixing could be felt.
Finally after waiting for too long I decided to open one eye.
He was very closeâ¦his fingers held my brown locks with which he was playing..
âIâ¦.Iâ¦aâ¦m so..rryâ¦I⦠didnât..meant.toâ¦.â
âJust shut up your pretty mouth belle.â
I zipped my mouth shut and breathing became difficult.
My chest started moving up and down faster as tears stinged my tears..
The pain is startingâ¦.sh**â¦.this panic attack seems worse than others.
Within next minute I was sliding down the wall holding onto my chest. My legs felt heavy and my energy was draining.
Before my body could hit the ground a hand on my waist supported my weight.
My face was pressed on his chest as my body was completely left at his mercy.
âBelleâ¦â
I felt cold fingers hold on to my wrist to check my pulse rate.
âSh**!! Itâs a panic attack!!â
I was lifted up bridal style and placed on the sofaâ¦through teary eyes I could see him ransacking my purse.
The next minute my head was placed in his lap and he raised my head a bit.
âOpen your mouthâ¦here take the medicine..â
The medicine was placed on my lips followed my him placing a glass of water on my lips.
I gulped enough water to swallow the medicine and my body fully collapsed on him exhausted.
Just before my eyes closed down I saw him looking at me with gentle eyes while wiping my tears.
Henry was a playboy.
There was no doubt in this.
And most of the girls with whom he played also liked to play his games.
They liked to be with such a handsome and influential person even if itâs for a short time.
But today sitting on his office chair staring at the cute little unconscious girl he. questioned himself.
âWhy would Alessandro send a girl like her?â
Alessandro as per him was a very intelligent person ..with no time for love and emotionsâ¦he was cold and he never did anything wrong..
Then why send an innocent girl like her to convince him. Earlier the girls that came to convince him knew what they came for and did it well..
But this girlâ¦she wanted to do business by talking and not with her body..
Unlike others who came.
There was no doubt that he was intrigued by herâ¦by her bravery and her actionsâ¦
But she was too innocent for her own good.
And he will use this innocence of her to his best advantage.
He looked at her and smirked.
The brilliant idea that he just came up with will not only make me grab the 5 millions deal but will also destroy his only business competitor Alessandro.
And she will be his Ace in this game of cards.
A businessman is always an opportunist and today this opportunity itself knocked on his door in the form of this innocent girl.
How can he let her go?
Get ready belleâ¦you wonât even know what you did that caused the entire deck of cards to come crashing down.
He thought as she opened her eyes.
I woke up with a heavy headache.
I looked around to see that I was still in Henryâs office and he was sitting on his table looking into some papers.
â..s..orryâ¦for â¦.causing you â¦trouble Iâll takeâ¦my leave.â
I lifted myself up and was ready to leave when his words stopped me.
âYou want me to sign this deal â¦right belle?â
I turned around and looked at him shocked.
Will he sign it?
If he does will Andro forgive me?
âYes..â
âWell then you have to do something for me in returnâ¦..there is a file â¦file no 211 in Androâs officeâ¦I want it within next 24 hours.â
A file?â¦
Well that is a very easy taskâ¦but it sounds fishyâ¦.
âSo what do you say? Do you accept devils deal belle?â
ââ¦â¦.okayâ¦â¦butâ¦first I need to know whatâs inside itâ¦thatâs so â¦. importantâ¦?â
âIt is a deal we both decided to do few years backâ¦but he backed out of itâ¦the deal documents are still with him and he refuses to give them to me â¦if you can get me the file I can amend some clauses and carry it out with my other partners..â
I donât understand businessâ¦.but this file seemed harmless to me.
If it can help me get forgiveness by Andro then why not.
âOkayâ¦Iâll get it by tom.â
He smiled and signed the file I bought himâ¦
âI have done my part ..now you need to do yours.â
I nodded and left with a broad smile on my face.
Andro will be very much surprised..
I will love to see his defeated face..
As I showed Andro the file his face was flabbergasted. And so was everyone elseâs.
He covered his shock look and placed the file aside.
âGet the meeting startedâ¦â
Everyone was whispering while staring at meâ¦I passed all of them a smile and made my way to my table.
Mr Ronald was already waiting for me at my table.
âSapphireâ¦thank God you are alrightâ¦.Henry didnât do anythingâ¦.right?â
âNo Mr Ronald he didnât â¦.I directly refused and he understoodâ¦but I didnât expected mr Alessandro to send meâ¦.â
âThatâs why I was stopping him! I donât know what has happened to him these daysâ¦he knows what Henry expects but still he sent youâ¦those girls areâ¦..anyways you are fineâ¦thatâs what mattersâ¦â
âItâs okay donât worryâ¦I am perfectly fine..â
He nodded and left while I decided how to get the file now..
It was evening now and most of the members were busy packing up their stuff..
I decided to first search for the file in the store room.
It was stocked in files from top to bottom and my eyes randomly searched for the number nearest to 211â¦..
I reached the sequenceâ¦.there was 210â¦212â¦but no 211â¦
I sighed in fatigue and frustrationâ¦
Lifting myself upâ¦I made my way towards his office..
This is my only chance of forgivenessâ¦
I need to get that file.
The room was emptyâ¦the meeting was still going on and now was the right time.
The drawers in his office table were locked as expectedâ¦
I searched for the key but it was no where to be found.
This is wrongâ¦my conscience scolded me..I was stealing something.
But I want his forgivenessâ¦.
My eyes landed on his chair and to my luck his coat was hanging on itâ¦
Placing my hand in the pocket I felt the keys.
But instead of happinessâ¦fear entered my mindâ¦
What if Andro comes to know of thisâ¦
No he will not knowâ¦there are no cameras here in his roomâ¦itâs safe.
I opened the drawer and there were around 8 files there.
File 211 was the last one and I didnât waste much time and locked the drawer back
Placing the keys back into his pocket.
In a hurry the file slipped from my hands and landed near the table.
I was going to pick it up when the door to his office was slammed open and his eyes directly met mine.
Fear was a small word⦠something similar to a heart attack shook me.
My eyes looked down to see the file lying near my feet.
I slipped it under the table with my foot but as soon as I looked back up.
Andro was moving towards me.
Next I know my back was pushed back on the table and a gasp left my lips.
His arms blocked me between him and the table.
I thought he will question my presence here in his office but he was angry about something else.
âHow did you bloody managed to convince him?â¦how?â
His eyes were hate personified and his voice as deadly as a beast.
I remained silentâ¦
âHow did I not see this 2 years beforeâ¦how was I so damn ignorant of your whoring waysâ¦.I must admit it miss brownâ¦you are beyond my expectations..â
âConvincing Henry takes more than a beautiful face and a sexy body. Which you lack in all respectsâ¦.so tell me miss Brown what did you do?â
âIâ¦.I⦠explainedâ¦himâ¦the proposalâ¦.he like-â
âDonât you dare Fu**** lie to me Sapphire!!You think convincing someone takes 3 damn hours..huh?
And not to forget this stinking smoke smell which I can still smell from your clothesâ¦â
âSo tell me Sapphireâ¦did you fuc*** sleep with him?â
His grip on my shoulder tightened making me squirm in pain.
âIsnât that what you wanted me to do?â
My reply made him freeze at his spotâ¦this is the truth and letâs show him it crystal clear
âDidnât you send me to sleep with him!! Didnât you Mr Alessandro Rousso Romano??
You dare to send me to a Fu***** playboy to sell my body to him so that I can get a deal for youâ¦I never thought that you will be such a man Androâ¦.â
âI loved youâ¦and I still love my Androâ¦but you are not my Andro!!
You are not even a shell of a person my Andro wasâ¦..he would never send a girl to get raped by a monsterâ¦.he would kill a person who even touched his Saphâ¦.but youâ¦.you are not himâ¦.â
His grip on my shoulders loosened and he turned around from me not able to look at me.
âMr Rousso I may have betrayed your trustâ¦may have faked a lot of thingsâ¦may have even lied to youâ¦but never did I wished anything bad for youâ¦.never did I enjoyed causing you any painâ¦.I am not a sadist like youâ¦â
He turned around and grabbed my throat with so much force that my head was slammed on the table behind and his legs blocked my lower body.
âSadistâ¦.you call me a sadist when it was you who played thousand games with my heartâ¦.it was you who made me loose my sanity for 1 whole yearâ¦.when it was you who fuck** guys while I was finding ways of ending myselfâ¦â
My eyes widened and no longer the pain on my neck matteredâ¦
Ending himselfâ¦.
The pain was still present in his eyes but now the only difference was that it was being lighted by sparks of old wounds.
He was breaking from inside. I could see it but he will never accept it.
âYou tried every weapon to kill meâ¦to destroy the fun-loving happy Androâ¦to ruin not only him but even his empireâ¦but I survivedâ¦I survived with the hate I mustered for you. And this hate has no reasonsâ¦no boundariesâ¦and no regretsâ¦.â
His grip on my neck tightened and I nearly choked.
His eyes are beholders of a monsterâ¦a monster who I have started to fear.
âDonât blame me for hating youâ¦for hurting youâ¦or even selling you to that playboy Henry because even you know you deserve every damn bit of it and even worseâ¦.â
He moved back and I held my neck coughing rigorously.
He stood there staring at me struggling in pain but he didnât moved forwards to help.
And why would he when he caused it in the first place.
When the coughs died down and my breathing returned to normal he was still there staring at me lying at his feet at his mercy.
âGet up and leave nowâ¦you are wasting my timeâ¦.â
Oh Androâ¦.
Why each word that comes out of your lips deepens the crack in this already cracked mirror.
I was trying to build a bridge to reach your side but you keep on widening the gapâ¦.I donât know when the crevice got turned into a rift and the rift into a valleyâ¦but I just fear that donât go that far that even the longest of bridge canât connect our two broken Halfâs.
That I die from that same cliff trying to reach youâ¦but you have already turned your back on me and started your journey to the continentality of the plains with someone elseâs hands in yoursâ¦
While his back was on me..I managed to pick up the file 211 from under the table and while clutching it to my chest made my way out of his office â¦
This file was my last chance of forgivenessâ¦and I will have it.
Donât you worry Androâ¦I will take away all this pain from youâ¦I will relieve you of the pain that I have caused.
Even if the mirror of my heart cracks â¦I will still reflect you back the light that once you reflected me.