Forbidden: Part One – Chapter 49

My emotions swirled as I leaned into the kiss.

I felt devastating sadness for Ellie, my chest tightening with the reminder that hers could have easily been my fate if not for my alphas. I breathed through my sadness, letting Cam’s scent soothe the pain.

Cam’s vulnerability, his trust, filled me with gratitude. I knew the time was coming to tell my alphas everything that had happened to me, but right now, I had other things on my mind.

I circled my arms around Cam’s neck, falling deeper into the kiss as his chest rumbled and he planted a hand on my ass.

I needed an outlet for my emotions, the chance to let go and just feel.

Cam broke our kiss and my lip jutted out in an automatic pout. He chuckled, running his finger along my lip.

“Do you want to find the guys and get some food?” he murmured, his voice deep and gravelly.

Wait, what? Confusion and a flash of insecurity ran through me. I was definitely not thinking about food right now. I thought we were gearing up for something different than let’s go eat something. Unless that something was me. Ugh, my dirty talk is terrible.

I paused before responding, sorting through my emotions. My insecurity was still there, the fear that, deep down, he didn’t actually want me. Except, that argument no longer felt convincing. I knew he wanted me.

The confidence of that thought pulled me up short. When had I become so sure of my desirability? Happiness bloomed in my chest as I realized how much my time with my alphas had grown my confidence. Cam was holding back because he was afraid of scaring me, not because he didn’t find me attractive. I knew he would never do anything to harm me, but he didn’t trust himself. I had to do something that would help him drop his inhibitions. And then a mischievous idea took root.

“No,” I responded. “I want to spend time with just you.” I trailed my hands down his chest and lower until I cupped his cock through his pants.

His eyes heated, and a low growl rumbled through his chest. His hand wrapped around my wrist but didn’t pull me away. “Careful, baby girl, I’m on edge right now. It’s been an eventful day. You should go rest.”

“Don’t you want me?” I asked, making sure my eyes looked wide and innocent, slightly poking out my lip in a pout.

“Fuck, more than I can say, but I’m not fully in control right now. I would be… too much for you. Go with Ben and Theo for a bit.”

My lips twitched, almost breaking into a smile. My sweet cinnamon roll alpha.

“Mmm, no, I don’t think so,” I said, squeezing his cock tightly. His responding growl caused another gush of slick, and I knew he could scent me. “I think you need to catch me.”

Before he realized what I was doing, I threw myself off his lap and took off. I headed for the patio doors and pulled them open. Ben poked his head out of the kitchen and looked surprised and a little concerned when I rushed in, my cheeks flushed and hair wild. I winked at him, causing him to laugh before I continued my sprint through the house.

Cam’s roar followed me as I ran up the stairs, slick dripping down my legs. I looked over my shoulder to see him standing at the base of the steps, his eyes dark and his hair falling out of his previously neat bun. Excitement bubbled in my stomach as I realized he was toying with me.

I picked up my pace, knowing he could catch me in a heartbeat, especially as I tried to avoid tripping over my skirt. I turned the corner and sprinted into my room. My chest heaved as I turned to shut the door behind me, but before I could, firm arms gripped me around my waist and pushed me against the wall. I let out a little scream. Cam’s cock pressed against my back, his cinnamon roll scent thick around me.

“That was very naughty. You should know better than to run away from a predator.”

My body trembled with anticipation and I pressed my legs together, trying to create some friction.

“What are you going to do about it?” I asked, trying to sound as unaffected as possible, but the breathiness in my voice betrayed me.

“I think my baby girl needs to be punished,” he said, his hips thrusting against me.

Fuck, yes. I really, really did.

He ran his hands down my sides before grasping my wrists and pinning them to the wall above my head.

Cam breathed in deeply, scenting me. “That excites you. You know you need to be punished, don’t you, baby girl? You need me to strip this dress off you, take you over my knee, and redden that sexy little ass of yours.”

“No, you can’t do that.” Oh, please do that. I squirmed against him, unsure if I was trying to get away or press myself closer.

“No avoiding it now, baby girl. You need to learn not to disobey your alpha.”

He ran one hand down my body and cupped my ass hard. I groaned as his fingers dug in. Suddenly, he spun me around and picked me up. I wrapped my arms and legs tightly around him, trying to subtly rub my core against him.

“You want this?” he asked softly. “I don’t want to remind you of other alphas.”

“You could never,” I said. There was such vulnerability in his eyes I couldn’t help but lean in for a kiss.

“I love you,” he said, running his nose down my face.

“I love you, too.”

The words felt too insignificant for what I felt. My chest was going to burst with happiness and wholeness.

“I don’t want to scare you, sweetheart. You need to tell me your limits.”

I’d read enough BDSM romance books to know that communication was essential. I needed to be brave, honestly share my desires, and trust my caring, loving alpha to honor my boundaries.

“I’m not entirely sure,” I said. “But I don’t want to be, um, humiliated.”

Cam hugged me tighter. “Of course not. Don’t think I could, even if you wanted me to. You’re my precious omega.” He placed gentle kisses on my forehead and cheek. “What else?”

“Um, no blood or, like, water sports,” I squeaked out.

Cam burst out laughing. “Fuck, sweetheart. What books have you been reading?”

I blushed and hid my face in his neck. He tugged on my hair, the move sending a shiver through me.

“No hiding. Need your eyes.”

I pulled back and saw a heartbreaking smile on his face, his eyes crinkling with happiness.

“Good girl, you’re doing so well.”

I whimpered, another gush of slick drenching my underwear.

“How do you feel about spanking? Bondage?”

“Two thumbs up,” I said before blushing again. “Ugh, pretend that sounded sexy and not super dorky.”

“Everything you say sounds sexy,” Cam responded with a chuckle. “If you get overwhelmed and need a pause, say yellow. If you need to stop everything, say red. I promise I won’t get upset if you use your safe words, but I will be very upset if you need to use them and don’t. Understand, baby girl?”

I nodded.

“Use your words,” he growled.

I whimpered. “Yes, alpha.”

“Good girl. Now, time for your punishment.”

I gasped as he lowered me to the ground and quickly unzipped my dress, pushing it off my body before I realized what was happening. I was standing before him, wearing only the useless scent-blocking underwear I had put on earlier. I froze, trying not to cringe and cover my body. Cam pulled me close and rubbed his face in my hair.

“No feeling self-conscious when you’re standing there looking like a fucking goddess. You are so beautiful. I dream about these curves every night, have fantasized about this from the moment I saw you.”

He cupped my ass tightly and pulled me in for a kiss, his tongue sweeping into my mouth. My skin felt hot and electric, his touch washing away my anxieties about my body. He pulled away, leaving me gasping for air.

“But you definitely do need to be punished.”

With lightning speed, Cam tugged me over to the bed, pulled me over his lap, and pushed my panties down to my knees. I tried to pull myself off his lap, but he pinned my arms firmly behind me.

“The more you struggle, the longer your punishment will be, little omega.”

A thrill rushed through me like little sparks in my stomach. To my embarrassment, more slick gushed out of my sex. I kicked my legs, trying to dislodge his grip, but my underwear limited my movement. I knew we both wanted this and were both getting off on the fight.

I flinched as Cam’s hand rubbed my ass.

“Shh, just relax and take it. I know you want to be my good girl.”

Before I had the chance to respond, his hand came down hard.

Crack.

I let out a whimper at the sting, gasping when his hand smacked my other ass cheek. Cam squeezed both cheeks hard.

“Love that pretty pink color,” he said, making me moan as he massaged my warm skin.

Crack.

I cried out again, the sting radiating through me. Cam continued to pepper my ass, creating an even rhythm. I lost count of how many he had given me. My skin throbbed and grew hot under his touch. He stopped and rubbed in the heat.

“Good girl for taking that warm-up so well.”

I squeaked. That was the warm-up? My ass felt like it was on fire.

“No, I don’t want anymore,” I whined, trying to get away again, all the while hoping he would continue pinning me to his lap.

Cam’s hand came down heavy, harder than any of the previous spanks, and I squealed at the pain.

“No lying, baby girl. I know you want this. I can smell your pussy, the sweetness of your arousal.”

I shook my head, struggling against the vise grip on my wrists.

“No, you don’t want this? Your cunt isn’t drenched right now?”

I shook my head again.

“Well, there’s one way to check which one of us is right.”

I groaned in pleasure, instinctually widening my legs and arching my back as Cam’s finger stroked down my slit, circling my clit. He pressed his finger to my entrance but paused before entering.

“Is this okay, sweetheart?”

I loved him for checking, for always taking care of me.

“Yes, don’t stop,” I gasped.

Cam’s thick finger entered me, curling so it rubbed against my slick gland. I arched against him, needing just a tiny bit more to push me over the edge.

“Oh, you don’t get to come that easily,” he said with a chuckle, removing his finger and slapping my ass again hard.

I moaned as he continued to build heat in my ass and the tops of my thighs, my body relaxing and letting go as the pain morphed into pleasure.

“Next time, are you going to be a good little omega and listen to your alpha?” he asked between slaps.

No, definitely not if it leads to this. “Yes, alpha, I’ll be good.”

He stopped and rubbed my heated skin again, his touch stinging and soothing at the same time.

“I’m not sure I believe you,” he said teasingly. “But you’ve been such a good girl taking your punishment so well for me. Your little red ass is so pretty under my hand.”

He slipped his finger into me again, shortly adding a second one. The sensation was too much and not enough at the same time. I whined incoherently, needing him to anchor me.

“Shh, sweetheart, I’ve got you. Just relax. I’ll give you what you need.”

He worked his fingers around my clit, building heat and tension. I rocked against his hand, needing the friction, needing anything he could give me as my core tightened.

“Fuck, you’re squeezing me so tightly. That’s right, I want to feel you come on my fingers.”

My orgasm broke over me and I screamed. I felt like I was floating underwater, deep in a sea of pleasure. My body felt alive and electrified.

My core was still contracting as Cam slipped his fingers from me. He released my wrists and massaged my arms before lying down on the bed, arranging me so I was lying on top of him. He threw a blanket over us and ran his hands slowly up and down my body, murmuring soothing words. I was overwhelmed by how cherished he made me feel.

“How are you doing?” he asked softly.

“So, so good,” I said with a smile.

I trailed my hands down his chest and scrunched my nose as I realized he was still fully clothed.

Cam ran his finger down my nose, cupping my cheek with a chuckle. “Why do you look so disgruntled?”

“Get undressed,” I whined. “How are we supposed to fuck when you’re clothed?”

Cam swiftly flipped us so he was on top of me, pressing his hard cock against my core.

“Did you forget who’s in charge, little omega?”

I arched my back, rubbing my pussy against the seam of his pants. “No, alpha,” I said sweetly. “Feel free to order me to fuck you any time that works for you.”

Cam’s laughter boomed out around us. He captured my lips in a kiss, twining his hand in my hair and creating delicious tension. “Well then, omega, present for your alpha.”

A shiver went through my body as Cam stood and stripped off his shirt. The dark lines of his tattoo stood out against his tan skin and my mouth practically watered at each hard ridge of muscle. I sat up and ran my fingers down his bare chest. He groaned in pleasure.

“Get going unless you want another punishment,” he said with a wink.

I quickly shifted to face the headboard on my hands and knees. I presented to my alpha, my ass high in the air, head on the bed, and arms stretched out in front of me. I whimpered as I felt him behind me, his now-bare legs pressing firmly against mine, the coarseness of his leg hair a contrast against my smooth skin. I couldn’t stop myself from looking back at him, taking in his naked form for the first time. His fist was wrapped around his cock, which was thick, slightly curved, and leaking precum. I licked my lips, eyes wide.

He grinned at my perusal, grabbing my ass and squeezing hard.

“You’re so perfect, baby girl. Can’t wait to slide into that sweet, tight cunt of yours, feel your heat around me.”

I wiggled my ass teasingly. “Why are you being so slow, then?”

“Brat,” he gritted out, slapping my ass.

There was laughter in his voice, and warmth bloomed in my chest that I brought out his playful side.

Cam’s fingers dug into my hips as the head of his cock brushed against my entrance. I pressed my face against the bed, taking a slow, shuddering breath as he slid slowly inside me. I moaned as his cock rubbed against my pleasure spots, sending bright bursts of lightning through my stomach.

“You feel like fucking heaven,” he groaned. “I’m never going to get enough of this, enough of your sweet cunt. Can’t wait to tie you up, spread out on the bed.” He pushed in deeper and cupped his hands around my breasts, squeezing my nipples. “Going to decorate these beautiful tits with nipple clamps as I paddle your ass.”

I whimpered, positive I could come from listening to him talk alone. His legs were pressed on either side of mine, adding to the stretch and feeling of fullness. The slight curve of his cock rubbed deliciously against my slick gland.

“Yes, that feels so good,” I moaned, pressing back against his thrusts.

His hand moved to my neck, keeping me pinned to the bed, and I cried out at the possessiveness of his touch. I craved being dominated by him, held in place by his hands, legs, cock. I trusted him to do whatever he wanted with my body because he would always put my needs first.

“My good little omega,” Cam said, thrusting deeper and faster now. “Look at you, taking my cock so well.”

My noises turned into sobs as pleasure overwhelmed me. Cam’s swollen knot ground against my clit, and my hands clenched the blanket as my next orgasm shuddered through me. How many was that now?

Cam swore as he finally thrust his knot into me, breathing hard as he came, warmth filling my insides. I screamed at the stretch, a hint of pain accompanying the incredible pleasure as he lodged himself firmly inside me.

I sighed as a wave of peace washed over me. Being connected like this made me feel complete, a reassurance that we belonged together. I’d always thought knotting would be scary, but just like with Theo and Ben, Cam’s knot felt like a physical reminder of our love and connection.

“I’ve never felt anything like this,” he said, breathing heavily. “This is my new addiction, feeling your hot pussy squeezing me.”

He released my neck and started gently massaging my back. I relaxed into his touch, exhaling a shuddering breath.

“You okay, baby girl?”

I moaned and nodded my head. He had killed me with pleasure. My body felt like it was still vibrating, like a single touch could throw me over again.

“Use your words,” he commanded sternly.

“I’m sooo good, alpha.”

“Damn right,” he said, the smugness in his voice unmistakable.

I moaned as he started moving.

“Shh, just going to change positions so I can tend to you better.”

Cam arranged us so we were both lying on our sides. He pressed one of his legs between mine, pinning me even more firmly to him. I reached back behind me and pulled his hair loose from its bun. He purred as I ran my hand through it. The vibration set me off again and I pressed my ass back, shifting his knot deeper inside me.

“You’re going to come again for me,” he said in my ear, running his hand down the soft rolls of my stomach and cupping my mound.

“I can’t,” I whined.

“You can,” Cam growled. “Because I demand it. You’ll do it because you’re a good girl, and your alpha wants to feel you come on his cock again.”

Well, when he said it like that.

He placed gentle bites down my neck, not breaking the skin but lighting me up with desire all the same. I groaned as I realized I wanted his bite, wanted him to bond me.

He twisted my nipples, the pain going straight to my clit, as he rocked his knot deeper inside me. I cried as I came, tears streaming down my face as the rightness and safety I felt with him in this moment, that I felt with all my guys, overwhelmed me.

Cam’s arms tightened and he brushed my tears away.

“Baby girl, why are you crying? Did I hurt you?” he asked, a hint of panic edging into his voice.

“Good tears,” I managed to choke out. “This feels so good and safe.”

Cam exhaled with relief, tenderly brushing the hair away from my face. “I love you, sweetheart. I can’t believe how lucky we are to have found you,” he murmured, never stopping his gentle stroking up and down my skin. “Are you sure you’re okay?”

“Better than okay, alpha.”

“So… I take it you would give this experience two thumbs up?”

I groaned and hid my face in my hands. “Why am I such a dork?”

“You’re my dork, baby. And I love it.”

“Definitely two thumbs up.”

Cam chuckled and wrapped me up in his arms. His knot was still pulsing inside me as I drifted off.

I wasn’t sure how much time had passed, but I woke as Cam slipped his cock out of me. One of his hands massaged my still tender ass, the other wrapped firmly in my hair. My sex clenched with emptiness. I was too sore for anything else right away, but my body hadn’t quite realized that.

“I still haven’t had enough of you,” I sighed without thinking, still drunk off the many orgasms.

“Thank fuck for that because I’m not done with you, little omega.”

His cock was hard underneath me, pressing against my thigh. I popped my head up so I could look at his face.

“How can you be hard again? It’s been like three seconds,” I exclaimed with a laugh.

“I get hard when you walk into a room. The question is, how am I ever not hard around you?”

My cheeks heated and I automatically ground my pussy against his thigh. Maybe I wasn’t too sore to go again.

“Easy, sweetheart. I’m going to get you in the bath first to help with any soreness.”

“Too tired to get up,” I whined, pressing my head back against his chest.

“You just stay relaxed. I’ll take care of everything.”

My eyes were closed as he carried me to the bathroom and sat me on the counter while he ran the hot water. The cool counter felt good on my heated butt cheeks. Even though the skin was tender, I loved the reminder of his hands on me.

Cam returned, pressing my legs apart so he could stand between them, hugging me to his body.

“Thank you,” I murmured.

“For what?” he asked as he gently massaged my neck.

“For taking such good care of me. And for being yourself, for giving me all of you.”

Cam lifted my face so we were looking at each other. He was all warmth, from his brown eyes to the soft caress of his hands.

“Thank you for giving me you. The sweetest gift I could ever be trusted with,” he said, voice tight. He pulled me in for the gentlest kiss before picking me up and moving us into the bath.