Irresistible 9. ;]
Irresistible. boyxboy
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Then his lips crash into mine, immediately I feel an electrifying feeling, it felt amazing.
At first I'm too shocked to kiss him back, He's kissing me? He made the move? Why? Does he care about me the way that I care about him? All these questions popped into my head.
I feel my heart pounding in my chest, with just one kiss he can make my heart pound..
I start to kiss him back, wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. He willingly comes close to me and I let out a little moan cause of our closeness.
I feel him start to kiss down my jaw and down to my neck, leaving tingly feelings where he kisses, he stops at my neck, trying to find my soft spot. He finds it quickly I let out a soft moan, he smiles against my neck.
Is this really happening?! Please if this is a dream, don't wake up.
He starts sucking and licking and kissing my neck, I could swear it feels like he left a hickey. I moan softly as he continues sucking on my neck.
I hadnt realized but his hands were up my shirt now playing with my abs and chest. Doing circles with his fingers leaving that tingly feeling.
He moves back up to my lips, biting my lip playfully, oh hot damnn. I open my mouth in a small gasp, he takes this chance by slipping his tongue into my mouth, he starts to have a small war with my tongue, god he tastes so goood.
He lets out a small moan, I run my hands through his hair tugging softly getting him to pull away, "What...-"
I quickly pull my hands out of his hair and grab his wrist and flip him over, the result is me on top of him straddling him, "That wasn't working for me," saying out of a breath.
I bend down, lightly touching his lips, pulling away, teasing him. I look into his eyes, I could just melt, they were filled with lust, he wanted me. I smiled like a goofy lil kid.
I kiss his lips lightly, teasing him again, but this time he groans grabbing me from behind my neck pulling me close and kissing me with so much passion, I was overwhelmed, I kiss him back with just as much passion, maybe even more.
"Cedric...What. Are.You.Doing. To. Me?" He said in between kisses.
"Kissing. You?" I lick his bottom lip asking for entrance, thankfully he accepts. Opening his mouth, I slide my tongue in, tasting him. Mmmmmmmm, so yummy.
Maybe I should stop before I get too carried away if you no what I mean, I'm turned on, really turned on and I'm tempted to take things further but I don't wanna scare him away, HELL he just kissed me! Having him scared of me, is the last thing I want.
Ugh, this is going to be so hard, savoring the kiss, I pull away and look down at him, he opens his eyes slowly and we stare at each other, gahhh, so handsome and beautiful I caress his cheek
His voice comes out as a whisper and a whine,"Why did you s-stop?"
Did he not want me stop? My tummy did a big cartwheel, just knowing that he wants me makes me want to...I dont know but I'm just so happy.
I realized I hadn't answered him. "Didn't want to rush things with you, and with the way things were going I was about to take it a step further," I lean down kiss his forehead.
He sighs, "Well, okay." He grabs me and pulls me down so that I am laying down on him completely, he wraps his arms around me holding me close.
I'm shocked, he hasn't told me to get out yet, when will he? Â Oh well, until then I'll savor this moment, I snuggle to his chest.
I'm surprised he doesn't feel mr. happy wappy down there.
I attempt to move but his grip tightens, my eyes widen. Awww, I feel myself blush, he doesn't want me to go?
"C-cedric?" I just realized it had been quiet.
"Hm?" I say happily.
"I just um realized...I um...don't know much about you and I would like to change that..."
My heart felt like it was soaring, he wanted to get to know me? I blushed even more, today is by far the most happyest day of my life.
I felt like crying like a girl cause I was so happy, I know gay, but thats how I felt. HE WANTED TO GET TO KNOW ME?! MEEEE?
"I-I want to get to know you to Oli." I finally managed to say.
He starts to play with my hair, "Good."
"I know what we should do, lets play 20 questions?" I smile.
"You genius. Who will start?" I feel him shift a little, nervous?
"I will," I feel him exhale a little breath. My smile only gets bigger, "Whats your favorite color?"
"Blue."
"Whoa big shocker, everybody likes blue." I say sarcasticly.
"Haha, not everybody, Whats yours?"
"Now thas a toughy, I like pretty much all colors but purple is like my faveee color."
"Hmmm," I look up at him he looks like he is deep in thought.
"Oliver? You okay?"
"Yeah just thinking."
"About?" I ask curiously.
He looks like he is debating on wether or not to say it, "You.."
I feel my face warm up and I know I'm blushing I look away.
He chuckles,"That was cute." He seems shocked by these words.
"Y-yeah yeah. On with the questions. Favorite food?"
"Pizza."
"Oh my grasshoppers. Me too. What type of pizza?"
"Pepperoni."
"Me too." I look back up at him and he is smiling, what a beautiful smile.
"Music?" He asks.
"Alternative rock, screamo, sometimes hip hop, just no rap, well besides a couple of rap peeps, it just depends."
"Any brothers or sisters back home?"
"No.Just me and my old lady, and by old lady I mean my mommy."
He starts chuckling, "Mommy? You are so adorable."
I blush again. Ughh, stupidd affect that he has on me. "Yes mommy."
"Tell me about your mommy?" He suggests.
"Well, she is cool, letting me do whatever I want, well with the exception of you know getting drunk or high. Which I'm okay with. She jams out with me, she is so crazy I swear, but you know just like any other mom she has her moments when she acts, well motherly. She helped me through alot so yeah, she is the only one who knows in my family that I'm gay, well besides you now."
He stiffens at the word family. Oh crap, no did I just ruin everything?
"How is school for you?" I say trying to distract him.
"Its school, boring. I'm usually pretty good at it so I don't have to worry about failing and what not so yeah."
"Haha, I know what you mean, school is boring well besides my friends they make it well....interesting."
"Yeah, I remember you talking about it at dinner a couple nights ago."
He remembers? I thought he was too distracted by....oh crap, his girlfriend...I wonder what he is going to do about her? Will he dump her for me? How does he actually feel about me?
I'm too scared to ask him, Â I feel like I already know the answers, to a couple of them at least.
"You remember?"
"Of course I do, I was listening to you and dad talk, you know."
"You nosey boy." I wink at him.
"Hah."
We hear a knock at the door and Oliver pulls his arms away from me, I'm getting up real fast and moving over to the other side of his bed. We both straighten out our clothes.
"Olipoo?"Ugh I'd know that trampy voice anywhere.
I sigh, and thats my cue to leave.
"Olipoo?" She repeats.
He clears his throat."Yes?"
"Babe? Can I come in?"
"Of course come in."
She comes and sees me sitting on the other side of the bed,"Hey Cedric! What are you doing in here?"
"I..."
"He was just in here cause he needed to know where something was." Oliver interrupts me.
"Oh?" She walks over to Oliver and sits next to him grabbing his hand, I feel jealousy spark inside me, I need to get out of here.
"Y-yeah." I say. "Well thanks Oliver, I'll be leaving now." I stand up.
"Cedric? Do you want to hang out with us today?" Suggests Clarissa, like hell, I dont' want to see you all over Oliver. My heart sinks, well this kinda answers my question, he isnt going to break up with her is he?
"No not today I have plans with Rachel, thanks though, now If you'll excuse me." I walk out of Oliver's,closing his door. I head towards my room, picking up my phone, its 11. Geezus how long had I been in there?
I shrug, and head towards the shower, I stankayyy. I giggle to myself, that deserves a knee slap.
When I'm about to open the door, I hear Clarissa giggling and hey saying, "Oh Oliver, stop it!"
I feel a pang in my chest, I close the door hard, letting them know I heard, turning on the shower.
I wait for the water to get hot, I take my clothes off and step in the shower, let the water soak my body.
I don't want to think about it but I know I'm going to anyway, stupid brain doing things I don't want it to do.
How does he feel about me? Did he kiss me cause he likes me? Or was it cause I was making a big deal about almost kissing me outside on the porch? How does he feel about me!?!?!
I dont think he feels that much about me, considering he is probably banging his girlfriend at this very second. I felt my heart drop real low.
My inner voice chimes in, maybe just maybe he does care about you but doesn't realize it? I don't think so..Then why did he kiss you?
I DONT KNOW. I REALLY DONT EFFING KNOW.
Calm down Cedric, calm down. Its going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay.
I take a deep breath, just dont think much about it, at least he kissed you. I sigh happily, that was so amazing, my fingers come up to my mouth feeling where his soft lips were touching mine.
I miss him, his kiss, his arms around me.
I wash my body and my hair and then I stand there, relaxing under the pressure of the water hitting my body.
After about 10 minutes I get out and get dressed, "Cedric," I hear Clarissa pounding on the bathroom door. "Hurry up! I need to peee."
"Alright.." I look in the mirror, oh my god! He marked me! What am I going to do about this? I dont have anything to cover it up.
"HURRYYY." she pounds on the door.
"Im coming WOMAN!" I walk out covering my neck.
I start to walk away but she says, "I said stay away from my man, but you just won't listen will you?"
I roll my eyes, "I'll stay near your "man" all I want."
She glares, hah, am I that much of a  threat to her? Oh I like this. "Stay. AWAY."
I laugh, "Make. ME." And with that I walk away.
I have to get to Oliver so he can help me with this markkk. I run to his room and knock on it and walk right in to see him sitting on his bed and he is looking down.
"Hey, you okay?"
He looks up to see me and smiles. "Yes Im fine, why are you covering your neck?"
"Cause, you marked me!" I hiss.
He chuckles.
"Not funny, how am I going to hide it from everybody?"
"Dont?" He says. like DUH.
"Dont? Everybody is going to ask questions."
"Then don't tell them?"
I hear the toilet flush and then the water starts running, I sigh. "Well thats my cue to leave," As I start to head towards the door, Oliver gets up quickly and grabs my wrist and pulls me close, kissing me quickly.
I stand there dazed and then snap out of it I blush and leave the room.
Oliver's POV ( BIG SMILEY FACE)
I see him leaving my room with a blush on his face, god he is so adorable. I loved how he fit so perfectly in my arms like he was meant to be in them.
A couple seconds after Cedric leaves Clarissa comes into my room, "So I was thinking we should hang here all day." She smiles, but there is something in here eyes.
Hmmm, what is she up to?
"Hmmm, thats okay with me." If I get to see Cedric all day then I'm perfectly fine with that. Whoa, I have to get used to these thoughts...
Clarissa comes up to me and sits on my lap, wrapping her arms around my neck she looks up at me innocently.
Ughh, I'm really not in the mood for Clarissa, all I want right now is Cedric.
She leans up and kisses me. I kiss her back, cause if I dont she will ask questions and I dont want her asking questions.
She pulls away, grabbing my hand, "Lets go bug Cedric."
I smile brightly just by her mentioninig his name made my tummy do a flip. "Okay." trying to act bored.
She leads me to his room, she knocks, no answer. I wonder where he is.
"Uh. what do you guys want?" We turn around to see an Cedric, and my tummy does a flip, what are these stupid flips anyway? Am I sick?
He looks down at our hands and for a second I could have sworn I saw jealousy but his emotions went blank.
"We wanted to bug you," said Clarissa clearly enjoying herself.
"Sorry, but I have to play with Rachel today." He says.
"Oh, that sounds like fun! Can we join?"
He looks annoyed, heh. "Ask Rachel, not me."
"Rachel!" Yells Clarissa
I hear Rachel running up the stairs, "Y-yes?" she says in a tiny voice.
"Can we join you guys in playing?"
Rachel's smile gets bigg."YES!"
"Thats great,"
I look over at Cedric, he doesnt look too happy, but then again he does at the same time? Whats with that?
"Lets go watch a movie!" She says to everybody going to the movie room .yes we have a movie room, and its HUGE.
We all go to the middle of the theatre and  I go upstairs putting the movie in and seeing that it started I go back down and sit between Clarissa and Cedric.
I see him move nervously, why is he nervous?
I feel a hand grab my hand, Clarissa. Oh almost forgot she was there. Well I suppose that isn't good.
We are watching Barbie Repunzal, ughh. Barbie movies are so lamee.
I see Cedric shift his position so his laying his chin in his hand.
Clarissa leans on my shoulder and says loud enough that Rachel and Cedric can hear, "I love these moments with you, I love you Oliver sooooooo much."
I tilt my head to the side, "Mhmmm, You too baby."
I take a quick glance at Cedric and see his fists clench, wait his he jealous? I move my other hand to his hand that his clenched and cover it with my own, knowing that nobody can see our hands.
At first he looks shocked, why would he be?
He flips his hand over so that he is holding my hand, shooting little tingle up my arm. Why does it feel like this everytime he touches me?
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