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Chapter 11

Irresistible 10 =DDD

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Cedric's POV(:

The day went by slow like turtle slow, all day Clarissa did what she could to get me jealous, and of course it worked.

Oliver, well he looked deep in thought most of the day, and looked at me alot, I mean ALOT. Everytime I glanced over at him, he was staring at me, trying not to make it obvious but in the end failing.

Everytime I would catch him, my heart would race, knowing that he was staring at me when his girlfriend was in the room made me feel amazing, take that Clarissa. HAH.

Of course I did whatever I could to talk with him or just look at him, but I couldn't do much with his girlfriend in the room. It annoyed the turd out of me.

The thing that gets to me the most is that he is still with her when he is kissing me and you know? Its just like a what the fuck kind of moment, I just really hope he isnt messing with my emotions. That I'm not some kind of toy for him.

Oh god, what if I am? I woudlnt be able to handle that.

I'm laying on my bed when I hear a tap on the door, who could that be at like 1 in the morning? Yes Im up at 1, I can't sleep.

"Cedric?" I hear his angelic voice.

I get up real fast and swing the door open, ahh there he is, him and all his glory.

"Hey." I say cooly. But on the inside I'm screaming, whats he doing at my door at 1 in the morning?!

Ahh, he is wearing nothing but boxers geez must he tempt me?

"H-hi." he mumbles, "I can't sleep." He says looking down at the ground.

Oh. "Come in then you silly goose." I smile at him, I turn walking into my room, turning the lamp next to my bed on.  He is standing in the doorway, why is he just standing there?

"Whats wrong?" I ask, walking up to him.

"Nothing, just spaced out."

"Oh okay, well get in here so I can shut the door." I say jokingly.

He walks in and looks around my room, he sits down on my bed nervously, why is he so nervous?

I close the bedroom door and walk up to him, "Why can't you sleep? Bad dream?"

"No, just cant sleep, just one of those nights you know?" Yeah I knowww.

"Yup." He lays down on my bed, well this sucks where am I going to sleep now? I look around, well there's a chair or the floor? Floor it is.

"Cedric? Why so quiet?"

"Oh just thinking, ready to try and go to sleep?"

He nods, and closes his eyes, "Kay," I grab a pillow from my bed and an extra blanket that was lying on the foot of my bed and throw it on the ground.

He is looking at me weirdly, "W-what are you doing?" He looks at the blanket and pillow on the floor.

"Well, I figured you didn't want me sleeping with you," his eyes go wide, "No no no not that sleeping with you, silly. I mean't sleeping as in snoring?" I giggle, he thought I meant having sex with him. Like he would let me.

"I..." he mumbles, I tilt my head to the side, hoping he will finish his thought. Nope.

"Oh well," I turn off the lamp, "Good night.." I mumble, wishing he would want me to lay up there with him. I go on the floor and lay there,

"Night...Cedric?"

I'm trying to get comfortable, damn this floor isn't as comfortable as it looks.

"Cedric, are you asleep?"

"Oh no sorry was trying to get comfortable." I roll over.

"Umm, could you...um you know come up here? I mean, its probably really uncomfortable down there and I feel bad that you have to sleep on the floor."

He feels bad? Or is that his excuse to get me up there? I shake my head who knows with this boy, he is soo hard to freaking read.

"Yeah, it is uncomfortable.." wanting to get up there so I could be in his arms.

"Then come up here.." He mumbles.

"Kay," I try to not to act excited. I get to fall asleep with him! Oh my god, yay! Hah. I get up from the floor and pick up the pillow and the blanket and walk back to my bed, crawling in, I get under the covers.

I'm under the blankets with him! I could just jump up and down with excitement. I lay there for a second, and roll over to where I'm facing him. He is staring at me intently making my heart jump.

"H-hey...you scared me, wasn't expecting you to be faced this way.." Now I'm nervous ughh.

"Cedric, "he says in a husky voice.

"Yes?"

"Your rambling."

Oh crapp. "Oh sorry," I giggle trying to hide my nervousness. "Well night Oli." I say closing my eyes.

"Wait, don't fall asleep yet." he says quickly.

"Haha, why?"

I open my eyes, to see him scoot closer, whats he doing? I feel my breathing quicken.

"So I can do this," With that he leans down claiming my lips.

I kiss him back. It was a quick kiss nothing to get me too excited.

He pulls away, "Now you can go to sleep," He wraps his arms around me holding me close to him, well I wasn't expecting this, this boy is just filled with surprises.

I snuggle close to his chest, "A-a-alright, night."

He chuckles,"Sweet dreams." Kissing my forehead.

I smile against his chest, "Mhmm" I say sleepily, I dont even rememebr what he said as I fell asleep.

I wake up to something touching my hair and the sun coming in from the balcony, ughh, I groan.

"5 more minutesss." I hear a chuckle.

I open my eyes to see a smiling Oliver, oh shi- I forgot that we fell asleep together. I blush, "Good morning." I mumble, rubbing my eyes.

He touches my cheek, "I love it when you blush like that."  Which causes me to blush even more.

"Like that.."

"S-stop that," I hide my face.  Ugh, I hate when I blush.

"Awww, don't hide your face from me." He tries to get me to show him my face, but Im too stubborn.

"You can't get me to show you my face even if you payed me a million bucks.: I giggle, he starts to tickle me, oh no.

I giggle uncontrolably," Nooo. STOP."

"I will if you show me your face." Tickling me still

"I. Wont. Show.You." I say in between giggles.

He chuckles, "Then I wont stop tickling." He continues.

I giggle even more," S-stop. I. Can't. BREATH." I say gasping for air.

He stops and I push him away. Still hiding my face, I jump off the bed and he jumps for the door blocking it.

"Crap.."

"Hahah, I got to the door first." I run for my bed jumping on it to get away from him and he comes after me jumping on the bed too, I jump off and head for the door, almost there. HEH

Then he tackles me."Ooomf."

He flips me over, so he can see my face.

"Ahh, now there we go, I get to see your face." He smiles, that smile that makes my heart melt.

"Fiiiine, you can look at it but only for a second."

"I'll look at it as long as I want to." he chuckles.

Then we both go silent, noticing how close we are, he stares down at me and I stare back at him.

He caress my cheek, shooting those tingles again. I lean my face towards his hand, the tingles feel amazing.

"You are so beautiful,"

I look at him with shock probably written all over my face, and I blush.

"Oh crap did I just say that out loud?"

I nod weakly.

He blushes, He is blushing?! From embarassment but still he is blushing!

"Now look who's blushing," Reaching out for him. I wrap my arms around his neck. "You are."

"I am not."

"Yes you are."

"Am not."

"Are too!"

"AM NOT."

"ARE TOO."

"Not."

"Are."

"NOT."

"AREEEE."

"OH JUST SHUT UP AND KISS ME." His eyes widen by his sudden outburst and his face turns red, so cute.

"Don't have to tell me twice." I smash my lips into his, and kiss him hungrily. I run my fingers through his hair, and he kisses me back just as hungrily.

We kiss for a good 5 minutes and we pull away breathless, I look up at him with a huge smile on my face, I notice he is wearing the same expression.

"Your a good kisser," I say winking.

He blushes, score for me, I giggle. "And you say I'm beautiful? You should see you."

He blushes more, ahh sexy. "Yeahhhh, whatever." He laughs and gets up off of me.

He extends his hand out to help me up and I take it ignoring the tingles, he pulls me up," Thanks."

He pulls me close and hugs me tight. I let out a happy sigh, "I love being in your arms...." I say withouth thinking, he stiffens, oh crap, "Oh what are your plans today?" I say in a rush.

"I love you being in them Cedric.." My heart jumps at the I love you part, hah that wouldn't happen. The loving me part.

I smile, "And  Clarissa is coming over..." I stiffen, and frown, what a mood killer.

"Ahh, I see." I say pulling away, "Well I'm kinda hungry lets get some food.." I say rushing towards the door. I feel Oliver right on my heals, I get into the kitchen and nobody is in here, geez where is everybody?

"Cedric?" I turn to see him walking up to me, I walk backwards until I hit the counter, he puts his hands on the counter trapping me in between him and the counter.

My eyes widen,"Y-yes?"

"Are you jealous?" He asks with humour in his voice, he would find me being jealous funny.

"No. Of course not." I say looking at his chest.

"Well look at my face when you say -..."

Someone clears there throat, "AHEM."

Oliver pulls away from me so fast that it was like he was never there.

I look up to see my father, eyeing us with a curious look in his eyes.

"Hey dad.." I say.

"Hey Cedric. How are you?"

"Im pretty good." Which was a lie but then again not a lie.

"And you Oliver?" Dad says looking at Oliver.

"Amazing," He says while looking at me. Which makes my heart thud against my chest.

"Umm, do we have cereal?" I interrupt trying to ignore my heart pounding.

"Yes in the cabinet over there" Dad says pointing to it.

"Alright thanks." I head toward the cabinet, open it and see cocoa puffs! Oh yeah babyyy, "Ummm," I look around, where are the stupid bowls and crap?

I hear Oliver chuckle, he goes into a cabinet pulling out a bowl and then he heads to a drawer and pulls out a spoon. "Here." handing it to me.

I take it,"T-thanks." I make myself a bowl of cereal and sit down at the table chowing down.

"So, boys what are your guys' plans today?"

"Well Clarissa is coming over, and then I dont know yet, I'll talk to her about it." Oliver says.

I sigh, is he going to break up with her? Or am I just going to be something he drags along? I understand he probably hasn't excepted the whole thing yet but I just wish he would except it already and realize that he needs to break up with his girlfrienddd.

"Ahh, how are you and Clarissa ?" Father asks him.

"We are fine."

"Oh?"

"Yupp." He says popping the P, sounding bored.

I giggle a little, and then cover it up with a cough.

Oliver's POV

I hear him giggle alittle bit but covers it up with a cough, how cute. I smile.

"Are you going to be bringing her to Aunt Sarah's wedding tomorrow?"

I crap, I forgot about that, "Thats tomorrow? Uh I guess."

"Son? You dont seem too excited about it?"

"I am, just tired dad."

"okay, Cedric? I forgot there is a wedding tomorrow , I will give you some money so you can buy something."

"Ahh, okay." I hear him mumble. Is he okay?

"Just a second, I will go get it, Oliver will you take him to get something?"

"Of course father." I smile, should be fun.

"Okay I'll be a second,  oh and Cedric, That hickey on your neck better be gone or at least covered up by tomorrow."

Cedric stiffens. I tried to hold in my laughter.

"Y-yes sir."

With that father leaves, and Cedric turns to me, with a scowl on his face."SEE?" He covers it up with his hand.

"Don't hide it, he already saw it." I dont know why but everytime he tries to hide I feel like he is disgusted by the mark or you know ashamed of that fact that I put it there.

I walk over to him, "Are you disgusted by it or you ashamed that I put it there?"

"Oh no no don't even think that, I just dont know, I love the fact that you put it there, it felt amazing when you did, TRUST ME."

I smile, look around real quick, and lean down and kiss his cheek and wrap my arms around him.

The door bell rings and dad yells, "I got it! Oh Oliver its Clarissa!" I feel Cedric stiffen and I bite his earlobe real quick and pull away.

I put a smile on my face and act like I care that she was here. "Oh cool! Hey baby!" I say walking up to her.

She jumps into my arms and I hug her secretly wishing it was Cedric, I stiffen at that thought, what am I even doing? Why am I still even with her? When I obviously don't want to be?

I shake my head, I don't even know. I'll think about that later I suppose.

"Hey..." She leans up trying to kiss my lips, I turn my head so instead she kisses my cheek.

"Today we are going to buy Cedric a outfit for the wedding."

"Oh here's the money." interrupts my father.

"Oh and Clarissa, your still coming right?" My father asks.

"Of course!" She smiles. I have a feeling Im going to have a bad day tomorrow.

All of my thoughts are on Cedric, he is so amazing...Just like 4 days ago I was straight and now I'm sitting here thinking about how amazing some guy is.

I smile, I now have some urge to go to him and hold him close and kiss him.

"Well I'm going to get ready," I hear Cedric mumble while looking at the ground. Walking upstairs.

"Olipoo?"

I'm looking at Cedric walk up the stairs. "Hmm?"

"Im over here." she snaps her fingers, oh yeah. sheeet.

"Sorry  babe, was thinking. I'll be right back going to change into something different." I run upstairs and change into a pair of skinny jeans and a red T-shirt. I walk out of my room and see Cedric just shutting his door.

"Hey Cedric." I smile, he looks breath taking.

"Hi." He walks towards the stairs and looks back at me, "You coming?"

I wanted a kiss before he went downstairs, I frown. "I guess." I follow him down stairs.

"Ready?" Clarissa asks us?

"Yup, lets go." For a second I went to grab Cedric's hand but stopped myself, whoa that was close.

"Whoa Cedric, whats that on your neck?" clarissa points out.

"O-o-oh, I had some guy over last night..." He mumbles shyly.

"Ohhh you got it on?"

"I guess...do you have compact so I can cover it up?"

I see her look annoyed but wiped the expression away with a smile, "Yes of course," and she hands him compact.

"Thanks." He looks in the mirror thats in our hallway and he covers up my mark that I gave him, awww. I frown. I wanted it to stay there.

"Alright," He says sounding accomplished. "Lets go."

We all head out to my car.

~4 hrs laterr~

I pull into the driveway, and we all pile out of my car, Geez who would have thought finding him something would be this difficult.

Well, at least I'm sure he will look amazing tomorrow when we go to this stupid wedding.

What  sucked was the Cedric barely talked, I wonder why? I think for a minute...oh...

Can I get anymore stupider...

Am I breaking his heart by being with Clarissa and not being with him? I felt my heart tighten, I hope not, I wouldnt be able to live with myself if I was breaking his heart.  Well its not like he was in love with me so.

But what if he was? Am I in love with him?

"Oliver?" Cedric is looking at me.

"Oh yes?"

"We have been saying your name for the past 3 minutes." He laughs.

"Yeah! 3 minutes! Why weren't you responding?"

"Obviously he was deep in thought.." Says Cedric like DUH.

"Oh, well how was I suppose to know that?!" She snaps back  at him.

"I'm not even going to waste my breath with you." Cedric says calmly.

Im trying to hold in my laughter geez he knew how to make my day. Talking to clarissa like that, haha.

"Hah, I was deep in thought, just like Cedric said," He knows me so well it seems haha.

"Whatever."

We go inside and Cedric runs up to his room, I wonder what his rush is?

"Oliverrrr, are you ready for tomorrow?" She seems excited what is it with girls and liking weddings?

"Oh yeah I am."

We both go up to my room, and she jumps on me, "God, I can't wait anymore, Oliver."

She starts kissing me all over, ugh I used to be turned on by this?! Its such a a turn off!

"Clarissa." She continues kissing me all over and pushes me down and starts grinding on me, oh my goddd, "CLARISSA. STOP."

She continues to grind on me.

I hear a tap at the door and I see a very sexy Cedric walk in saying, "Hey could you help me w-..."

Clarissa then stops and has a look of satisfaction on her face, what the hell?

"Oh sorry..." She says embarrassed.

I see hurt in his eyes but blanks his emotions off once again, I hate that!

"No, I'm sorry. Should have waited for an answer," He says turning,

"Cedric.." I find myself saying.

He looks back with a cold look, "What?"

My mouth drops open he has never looked at me like that. "Nothing, nevermind." Dont be mad at me!

"Kay." He leaves the room.

"I feel bad that he had to walk in on us." Clarissa mumbled.

SURE YOU DID! "Go."

"Huh?"  she asks shocked.

"I said go. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Your telling me to leave?"

"Yes, I am."

"Why?"

"Cause." You made Cedric mad at me, and now all I wanna do is make him not mad at me anymore.

"Cause why?"

"I don't have to explain myself to you. Just go please. Im being nice about this, I dont want to have to get mean."

"F-fine..." I hear her stutter and she leaves.

FINALLY. Once I hear the door downstairs close I run out of my room and barge into Cedric's without even knocking.

He looks up and says,"Ever heard of knocking?" He looks at his cellular device.(Cell I just like saying Cellular :D)

"Cedric, when you walked in on..."

He puts his hand up silencing me, "You don't have to explain yourself to me, we aren't dating or anything so yeah."

I felt my heart tighten, he has never acted like this before, I dont like this side of him, I frown.

"I do have to explain myself."

"Nope." he says popping the P.

"YES! she jumped on me and started kissing me and I told her to stop but she wouldnt and thats when you walked in ."

"Kay." Whats with the one word response?

I walk up to where he is sitting on the chair and I lean down and hug him tight, "Please don't be mad at me, I can't take you being mad at me."

At first he doesn't do anything, then he says, "Don't worry about it, I'm not mad, I was upset but she is your girlfriend, what do I expect? For you guys to not act like you guys are dating when you are? Nope Don't worry I'm okay"

I can tell he is still hurt, "Your still mad..." I cant take him being mad at me. "Dont be mad..Baby, Im sorry."

He stiffens at the word baby, and then shakes his head, "You're forgiven. Just could you leave me alone for a little bit please?"

I honestly didn't want to leave him but he would get me out one way or another. I sigh, "I guess..."

I lean down and kiss his cheek and head for the door.

I head for my room once Im in my room I throw myself on my bed, UGH Im so frustrated! Why did she do that?!

Gahh, he looked so upset with me and he sounded hurt when he said that we weren't dating and that me and Clarissa were. What am I going to do? Will he be fine by tomorrow? I sure hope so.

I lay on my side and run my fingers through my hair, what am I going to do about this? I obviously care about Cedric, thats a no brainer, but would we be able to be together if I broke it off with Clarissa?

I sigh, I want to be with Cedric now that I think about it, wow. Never thought I would say that about a guy...

I obviously don't care about Clarissa anymore, what am I going to do? Break it off with her? But I dont wanna break her heart...but I really dont want to break Cedric's heart either!

I hate this, why does this have to be so hard?

I roll over on my back and stare at the ceiling, if I break up with Clarissa what would she do? If I stayed with Clarissa knowing that I actually wanna be with Cedric wouldnt that be bad for Clarissa, especially when she thinks I love her?

What would Cedric do if I stayed with Clarissa? Would he be depressed? Would he act like it didnt bother him? Would he be okay with it? Would it break his heart to a million pieces?

I sigh, I'll just sleep on it, and figure it out tomorrow...

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I guess thats all ;D I think this is the most I have ever written in a chapterrr :D Sooo now I feel even more accomplished! =DD!

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