Irresistible 20

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I cup his face and whisper, "Because I love you, Oliver."

His facial expression turned from sad to shocked to many other emotions that I couldnt make out they changed so quickly, "W-what?" he rasped out.

Did I say it too soon? "I love you." I say again.

He just stands there staring at me. After what felt like forever I mumble, "Shit, sorry Oliver." I laugh nervously, I let my hands fall from his face and I embrace him I then pull away.

Putting on my best fake smile I can muster I smile at him, best to change the subject I can tell he doesnt know what to say. I push the rejection feelings away for another day and try to sound as happy as ever'.

"So what are you wanting to do tomorrow? Maybe we could you know sneak out and go to the mall or the movies." Or maybe he doesn't want to be alone with me now? Especially now that he knows I love him, "Or you know we could hang out with your friends at the park or they could come over here like that one day. Whatever you want to do." I smile.

He is still quiet, then he shakes his head and says, "What would you like to do?"

"Anything you'd like." Not wanting to upset him even more than I already have and happy that he spoke.

"Well anything...."

"Oliver!!!" I hear dad screech from downstairs.

He backs up and heads toward the door, "Be right back."

"Mmmkay."

As soon as he closes the door behind him I let out a long sigh and colapse on my bed and stare at the ceiling.

Fuck, I just ruined everything. I knew I shouldn't have said that I loved him to him. I swear I'm such an idiot!

He didn't even kiss me before he went downstairs like he normally would, I feel the pit of my stomach churn and my heart drop.

Did I really ruin everything? Maybe I could take it back. Maybe its not too late, I could tell him I was just kidding and we could go back to normal.

Would he believe it? No I dont think he would.

I sigh again and roll on my side and look at the sliding door, some fresh air might do me some good.

I sit up and put my feet on the carpet, I've never noticed how soft this carpet is, I wiggle my toes on the carpet, so soft...

I walk slowly to the door my heart still low.

Once Im outside I lean against the balcony and look up at the sky.

Inhaling deeply and exhaling, I run my fingers through my hair.

I can't take back the I love you, thats a cowardly move. Just don't say it again and dont do anything to I dunno....drastic

Maybe he wants space? Yeah Im sure he would, I should suggest to him that he should go have some fun with his friends, without me of course so he can relax, I know me telling him that I love him must be alot on him.

Maybe he loves you too? The voice in my head whispers.

I let out a laugh dont get my hopes up, I know he doesn't feel the same way I do about him, obviously you idiot.

But he could, he just wont admit it yet.

No he doesn't love me. Just leave me alone I don't want your stupid opinion. It'll only fill me up with hope.

With that, I didn't hear that tiny voice.

Thank goodness....

What am I going to do when I have to leave? What's he going to do? Am I just a fling? Or somebody to toy around with?

No Oliver isn't like that. He uh cares about me to a certain extent.

Man this guy has my emotions all over the place, why can't I just be happy that we're still together. We are still together right?

Of course we are yyou idiot, he didn't break up with you. Haha, I'm just thinking wayyyyyy to much.

I think I know what I should do....I should just act like I didn't say anything, be all happy and what not! Yeah I'm a genius! I''m sure he'd be more than happy with that idea.

Oliver's POV :)

He cupped my face and looked at me with lovingly eyes and whispered, "Because I love you Oliver."

What? Love? He loves me? Do I love him? "W-what?" I hear myself rasp out.

He says, "I love you." once again.

I stand there staring at him, he loves me? But why? I'm not all that great, do I love him back?

I feel my heart racing in my chest and warmth spread all over my body,

Maybe I do? But what if I say it back and I don't? I can't take that risk. I don't want to hurt him.

I see his face fall and my heart dropped did I just hurt him now? "Shit sorry Oliver." I hear him laugh out nervously.

Sorry? Why is he sorry? I was just about to ask him why he was sorry when he embraced me, taking my breath away, almost as fast as he was there he pulled away.

He looked at me and smiled putting that blank expression on his face, I hate that!

"So what are you wanting to do tomorrow? Maybe we could you know sneak out and go to the mall or the movies." He's changing the subject? Why?  "Or you know we could hang out with your friends at the park or they could come over here like that one day. Whatever you want to do." He smiles, I can tell its forced.

Why is he forcing himself to smile? Is he hurting cause I haven't said anything back yet? I dunno if I should even say anything back...well to the I love you...

He loves me....

I decide maybe I should say something, I shake my head trying to clear my thoughts, "What would you like to do?"

"Anything you'd like."

I honestly don't care what we do as long as its with him...

"Well anything...."

"Oliver!!" I hear dad screech for me. What does he want?

Well I guess this takes us out of this awkward situation..

I back up toward the door and say, "Be right back."

I hear him mumble a small, "mmmkay."

Once I close the door behind me I hear Cedric let out a sigh from behind the door, and head toward dad, "Yeah dad?"

My heart still racing. Do I love him too?

"I don't want you alone with that boy, he blackmailed you into something you didn't want you to do. I forbid  you to be by yourself with him!"

I scowl, what the fuck? I'll be by myself with him if I want to, but I can't say that to my dad if I say that he will suspect something is up with Cedric and I.

So I say, "Yes sir."

He rolls his eyes, "Stop being an idiot, son."

What? What the fuck?

"What?"

"I said stop being an idiot."

"Im not being an idiot."

"Yes you are, think! If you think hard enough I'm sure you'd figure it out."

What is he talking about? Im not being an idiot.

He sighs and rubs his temples, "Think about it. You can go now."

I'm so confused!

I turn on my heel and head for the door.

Dad's POV (:D)

My son is a complete idiot I swear! Do I look stupid? Obviously something is going on between them two.

I feel very bad for Cedric having to suffer from the idiotness(Not a word? Lol) of Oliver.

Why can't he grow a pair? Its not like we'd disown him or anything, we love him dearly!

I say all these things and do what Im doing to give him a little push so he can tell us and not be so secretive.

What am I going to do with him?

Oliver's POV again :DD

Once I get at the top of the stairs I look in the direction of Cedric's room and hesitate, I do want to 'see him...

I find my legs carrying me to his room, I open the door and look around, I don't see a soul in site.

He might be out on the balcony, he seems to go out there when he's thinking.

I walk up to the door and see Cedric staring at the sky, he looks deep in thought, I tap on the glass door to get his attention and he looks my way and a smile spreads across his face.

He walks up to the door and opens it, "Well hey there handsome!" He seems pretty happy....

"Hi."

"I was just relaxing out here, the sky is so beautiful, you should come look." He grabs for my hand but then stops himself, he pulls his hand away and walks to the edge of the balcony and motions for me to come over to him, what?

Why didn't he grab my hand? I felt my heart tighten.

"Oli? You okay? Come onnnn, the sky might disappear." He laughs a little bit.

"Alright I'm coming." I try to sound happy.

Today's been one hell of a rollar coaster.

Cedrics POV (:

I almost forgot to keep my hands to myself. Ha, I mean I'm sure he didn't want me grabbing for his hand so soon.

"Oh by the way! I thought of a perfect idea for you!" I said excitedly. Even though I was the complete opposite.

"Oh? What might that be?"

"Well you know how you have just been spending so much time with me?"

He chuckles, oh how beautiful that sounds right now, "Yes, what about it?"

"Well I thought since I've been taking up your time and what not...-""

"You haven't been taking up my time, I've loved every second with you and I wouldn't have had it any other way."

My heart did a leap, I felt my face blush a little bit.

I smiled a real smile this time, "Oh well....I was going to suggest that you should go hang out with your friends and what not."

"Without you?"

"Yeah without me." I smile, he probably loves the idea about having some space.

His face turns into a scowl, "What if I said I didn't like that idea?"

I frown, why wouldnt he? I thought he'd want the space...

"Why dont you like it?"

"Cause you are leaving in a couple days I want to spend every second with you not with my lame friends."

My jaw dropped, I uh wasn't expecting that. My hearts hammering in my chest, how can he be so sweet to me?

HE always has my emotions on over drive.

"Well then we can hang out if you'd like to."

"Why wouldn't I want to?"

Because I thought you'd feel awkward or youu know feel weird knowing that I love you...

"I dunno."

He shakes his head, "Baby, of course I want to."

baby...

This man always surprises me....

I smile, "Okay! Well what would you like to do with me tomorrow?"

"Anything."

"Hmmm,"

"How about I take you somewhere?"

"Sure! I'd love that."

Something went over his facial expression when I said love.

I always seem to ruin everything, "Haha I mean I would like that." I smile, "Where?"

"I dunno yet just get a good night's sleep and expect to be out with me all day tomorrow." He smiles.

Good he's smiling, phew.

"Okay! I can't wait."

"Neither can I." He walks up to me and grabs my hand and squeezes(I think I failed at spelling this lul.) it.

He's grabbing my hand? I didn't think he'd want to...

"Cedric?"

"Hmm?"

"Can I kiss you?"

My heart jumps in my chest, he wants to kiss me?

"I mean if you don't want to..."

"Are you an idiot? Of course I want to." I smile.

"Good, I was hoping you'd say that."

I love him... I smile brightly. Realizing we are still together, why was I so upset when he didn't say it back?

I mean it hurt knowing he didn't feel the same way but at least he likes me enough to be with me.

He puts his finger under my chin lifting it up so he can get better access to my mouth and leans down kissing me, the tingles I felt were making me feel so alive once again.

I kissed him back, of course..

Once we kissed for a good 5 minutes, I smiled. "I missed that."

"We kissed earlyer." He chuckles out.

"We did? Oh yeah, well its felt like years...." I say dreamily. Glad everything is kinda back to normal.

"That it did." He embraced me tightly.

I felt so right being in his arms, and it was the perfect time to say I loved him but I knew he wouldn't like that too much.

Oliver's POV ( I know I keep switching.)

I'm laying here with Cedric fast asleep on my chest, I cant sleep.

Don't worry I locked the door nobody's going to barge in and interrupt us. Like they always seem to do, I still can't believe he told dad that he blackmailed me.

And the fact that the reason he did it was cause he...loves...me...

Is he sure that he loves me? I mean I hurt him, I know I do, thats all I've done since he's been here.

How can he love sombody like that?

He on the other hand is loveable, his amazing personality, his smile, his body, his big heart, how he treats me, the way he looks at me...

Just him looking at me makes my heart race like a race horse.

I fall asleep with the question in my head, Do I love him?

I awake to an empty bed, ready to spend the day with my man the man I can't wait to see every morning the man who's always on my mind.

Where is that amazing boyfriend of mine?

I climb out of bed and head for the stairs in search of him, when I see him down stairs on the phone with this look on his face,

When I get all the way down stairs he has hung up the phone, and he looks like he's about to cry,"Baby whats wrong?"

He looks at me with tears in his eyes and throws himself at me,"Its my mother, she's in the hospital, she ....she." He sniffles, "S-some, drunk..car..severe..."

He wasn't making any sense, a whole bunch of words all mixed up. all I knew was my baby was hurting and real bad. He sobs into my shirt.

By then dad and mom are down stairs asking whats going on and see's that he's in my arms and I honestly don't care right now,

"What happened?!" Dad asks with concern in his voice.

"I dont know something about his mom."

Dad's eye's widen.

"Mom...." He whine's.

I rub his back, "Baby whats wrong?" I say.

I see my dad's eye's widen even more if thats possible.

"Cedric babe, calm down tell me whats wrong." He is going to hypervinaliate.

I put both my hands on the side of his face, and look him in the eyes' "Cedric baby, listen to me, tell me whats wrong so I can help you."

"M-my mom, she's in the hospital some drunk driver hit her while she was helping an old man that was stopped on the side of the road, they say she might not make it through the night." He whines.

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