Irresistible 7 :)?

"Hi guys, I'm Ced's ex boyfriend." He smiles brightly.

WHAT THE FUUUUUUDGE MONKIESSSS! I shoot a glare at him.  Their is an awkward silence. GEE THANKS JOHN.

I grab John's wrist, "Sorry guys, catch up with you guys later!" I shout back at them and run off with John, practically dragging him. "Cedddd," John whines at me, I ignore him. Stupid boy! UGH. Why did he have to go and do that? I fled, I could swear this is the fastest I have ever ran in my life! I keep running until I spot Hottopic, my favorite store, well one of them.

I pull us into Hottopic and let go of his wrist, out of breath. John is also out of breath, "W...why. Did. You.." He inhales air and lets it out, catching his breath. "Do that?" He finishes his thought.

"BECAUSE, they don't know that I'm gay, you dip shit." Well, Oli probably kinda figured that I was gay last night. I sigh, remembering last night, how it was so amazing but yet so sadening, I shake my head."Thanks for making it awkward!"

He looks down, "I'm sorry, I didn't know, the time we were together you were so open about it."

"Well yeah! I just met these people not even 4 days ago!" Oh yeah, wow, its only been 4 days.

"Oh, I had no idea, Ced." He looks up at me, his eyes looking like he really is sorry. "I'm really sorry."

I shake my head, I close my eyes and clear my head. Oh what the hell? He saved me the trouble of having to do it. "Now that I think about it, you saved me the trouble of having to do it myself." I pat his head.

He smiles, "Thats true!" He beams, happy again. "Its been awhile since we last talked..." he said looking kind of sad.

"Yeah, sure has..." John broke up with me about a year ago cause, I quote, " I'm just not feeling "IT" anymore." I was so depressed, I was actually pretty crazy about this guy, my first love.

*****FLASHBACK*******

"Hey baby!!" I say running up to him, jumping into his arms kissing his lips so passionately. Oh how I missed his lips on mine.

He kisses back, but not with as much passion. Had I been the only one feeling sad about not being able to see each other for a couple weeks?

"Is something wrong, Johnnny?" I said pulling away.

"Ummm, no its nothing." He smiles at me. But I can tell its a fake smile.

"Are you sure?" I say raising my eyebrow.

"Yes, I'm more than sure." He grabs my hand, "Lets get to class."

"Mmmkay!" I say cheerfully. I know something is wrong but I guess I can wait for him to tell me whats going on. "I missed you, John. You have no idea."

"Mhmmm." He says. Thats all? No I miss you too? Maybe he hadn't heard me.

I giggle, "Johnnnnayyyy, I missed you."

He stares at me silently, by then we have stopped walking.

"Seriously, I really couldnt wait to be in your arms once again." I get close to him and wrap my arms around him.

He pushes me away, HUH? "Cedric, I..."

"Whats wrong?"

He looks down into my eyes, "We should break up..."

"What? WHY?"

"I...I'm just not feeling it anymore, I'm sorry." With that he turned away from me and walked away.

I just stood there staring at his back, what? What just happened? I feel so numb, the tears won't come....No...COME BACK, DONT LEAVE ME. Is what I wanted to say but I didnt.

Next thing I knew I was home, only then did my tears come. It felt like somebody was ripping my heart to shreds, I didnt deserve this! I dropped to the floor.....

*****END OF FLASHBACK****

"SNAP OUT OF IT." John said interrupting my thoughts.

"Oh my peanuts, I'm sorry, I spaced out." He laughed.

"That's okay, I figured you spaced out, like you always do." He smiles. I remember when I was in love with that smile, but now its just a smile. Now thats horrible.

"Oh by the way, Im sorry for dragging you, I just felt like fledding from that situation." I laugh.

"Understandable." He looks around, realization comes across his face. "Oh my goshhh, HOTTOPIC" He squeals. He dashes around, looking around.

"Haha, slow much?" I'm following him on his heals.

"You know it, I haven't been to hottopic in who knows how longggg.I swear I'm having withdrawals." He picks up a pair of skinny jeans, he looks at it like he wants it but puts them down.

I head in a different direction, looking at things, UGH this place is always so expensiveee. I sigh, and bring out my wallet to look to see how much I have, Hmmm, about 100 bucks. Man I feel like I'm rich. HEH. I got money, I got money HEY HEY HEY HEY. This for some reason makes me think of the movie The Little Rascals. I love that movie, I feel myself smiling, remembering the scene when Alfalfa farts out a bubble, I start giggling.

"What's so funny?" I feel his breath on my neck by him I mean Oliverr, Mmmmm, if only he knew what that did to me. Wait? What's he doing here? I thought I fled. UGH.

"Oh nothing, just remembering the movie The Little Rascals."

"Oh my goshh, Ceddd, I remember that movie." John interrupts.

"Me too! OH Remember that time.."

"When we.."

"Laughed soo hard.."

"We peed are pants?!" HAHAH We finished each other's sentence.

"HAHAHAHA. GOOD TIMES."

I looked up at Oliver, something was wrong..."Hey you okay?" I look at him.

"Yes, Just perfectly fine." He said in between clenched teeth, what was his problem?

"Oh, where's is Clarissa?" Instantly, I feel jealous. UGH and Im the one who brought her up.

"She went to the bathroom, you guys hungry, I sure am, lets get some food." He heads out.

John and I exchanged glances, giving each other the look that says, "whats his problem?" We shrug and head after him

"YES, Im starved." I say happily. Trying to keep thoughts from my head away so I dont get depressed.

"Me too, Ceddd." John said, and starts to skip so he can catch up to Oliver, I skip to." WEEEEE, I love skipping."

"I knoww, I remember." John says thoughtfully.

I laugh nervously, oooooooookay?

"Oli, what are we getting?" I ask anxiously.

"Anything you want..." He looked down at me, with those eyes, ahh those eyes, I look away knowing if I continue looking into his eyes I will literally throw myself at him. We know where me throwing myself at him goes, not so gooooood.

I'm walking next to him and I look over at John, "Hey, what do you wa..." Im interuppted by the tingles shooting up my arm, oh crap my hand bumped into Oliver's.

"Oh sorry, Oliver I really didnt mean to do that." I say quickly, moving my hand away, I feel myself blush, UGH just by my hand lightly touching his I blush? Whats my fuuudging problem?!

He looks kinda of hurt, but why? No it must be my imagination, of course it is. He doesn't want me. I feel my heart sink.

"Oh hey guys" I hear that .....INSERT MEANIEST WORD HERE.  Clarissa. She comes toward where I'm standing and pushes her way inbetween me and Oliver. OH well, they are dating. "Hi.." we all mumble back.

"So Cedric, I had no idea you were gay.." UGH she would bring that up, dumb shlut you knew I was gayy.

I sigh, well I did have to talk about it eventually, "Umm yeah, I am."

"You came off as straight as a pole, how can you hide it so well?" I notice Oliver and John are interested in my answer.

"Can we get food first? Then, I guess I'll talk about it?" Dreading talking about it with Oliver with us knowing he is repulsed by me.

"SURE."

I skip away, trying to decide what I want, when I feel a tap on my shoulder, "Hmmm?" I turn around to see an Oliver looking straight at me, My heart thuds, stupid heart.

"Oh hey Oliver," I smile brightly, I look away looking at the five guys menu," Where is Clarissa and John?"

"They went to subway. or something. I dont knoww." He mumbles quietly.

Is he okay? He doesn't seem himself. I look at him and he is looking at me, I make a silly face hoping it will make him laugh. It worked he laughed.

"God, Cedric, thanks! I needed that." He says laughing.

"I noticed." I smile at him, "so what do you want?" I try not to get to close to him, so Im like maybe 4 feet away from him. For some reason, everytime I look over at him he gets closer. Must be my imagination.

"Ummm," I jump and look over, He is so close to me now! "Geez dont scare me like that!"

He is laughing, "Oh....my....god....THAT WAS HILARIOUSSSS.You should have seen your face. PRICELESS." OH god its nice to see him laughing.

"Haha, very funny, you turd." I smile at him. Why was he so close to me? GAHH, don't even think about it, it will only give you hope.

"May I take your order?" The dude, says. Hmmm, "Sure, Ummm." I lean closer, looking at the menu, hmmm.

Next thing I know is Oliver is pushing me aside and pushing me backwards and  stepping in front me, what the fuck? "Ummm, Oliver?"  I look at him and I see him glaring, I look at the other dude and he is glaring. Whats going on? Why are they glaring at each other? I shake my head, GEEZ SUCH CHILDREN.

"Geezus you two, I dont know whats going on but geez. " I push Oliver aside."Im hungry so I would like to order." I glare at both of them. You dont want to come in between me and my food.

Oliver's POV(<3 <3)

When I saw that dude checking out my Cedric I instantly got jealous, I had to push him aside and let that stupid mofo know that Cedric was MINE, what the hell is my problem? Cedric's not mine..

"I want a pizza, for sure, and don't forget the fries, duuude. MAKE IT LARGE FRIES" He smiles, and looks my way,"What would you like?"

He is completely breath taking, UGH. What am I even thinking, pushing those thoughts aside," Same thing."

"Okay, make that two of the same order!" he says cheerfully. I can't help but smile.

He moves up and I follow, "That will be 9.85." says the dude looking at me with a scowl on his face, I glare at him, back the fuck up. I shake my head, ughh, I need to get rid of this jealousy, I have Clarissa! and Cedric is a guy, A GUY!

"Mmmmkay," I hear Cedric say happily, and hands him the money, the dude gives him his food."Byeeee." He winks at him, he winksss! I...UGH.

I follow Cedric to the table where I see John and Clarissa waving like maniacs. I instantly hear Cedric giggle a little, what a cute giggle, my eyes go wide, I shake my head. Ever since last night that boy has had my head all jumbled up!

Cedric goes right over to John and sits right next to him, ugh for some reason I hoped he would have sat next to me, I sigh and walk over to Clarissa and sit next to her.

"Hey, handsome." She says loud and clear.

I see in the corner of my eye Cedric, look alil jealous but it soon vanishes and he turns to John, "So, what is that? It looks like doggie manuer(FAIL?)" He lets out a laugh, and John laughs along with him.

"DUDE, its not doggie manuer, Its chinese?" he looks at it again, "I think.."

This causes Cedric to giggle hysterically. Why doesnt he smile like that with me? Or laugh like that with me? Oh my god, I can't take this, I turn to Clarissa.

"Oh yeah I forgot to say hey, so hey babycakes." I wink. Trying to hide how I'm actually feeling, which is like a jealous boyfriend, and not Clarissa's boyfriend, Cedric's.

She winks back. Then starts rambling on and onn about something about this new perfume in Victoria secret, I'm mostly paying attention to Cedric's convo with John.

"So ummm Cedric?" I hear him say, he sounds serious.

"Huh?" he says then taking a bite. Then he lets out a moan of pleasure from it tasting so good I guess, I lick my lips, thinking about last night when he let out sexy ass moans. I really need to stop thinking about this!

"I ummm, kinda miss youuu..." He mumbles. Instantly my heart droops low, I find myself wanting to hear his answer. What will he say?

"Ummm..." I hear him say slowly.

"I know I broke up with youu and what not. But.."

"John.." He interrupts. I make sure I'm actually listening to hear his response.

I see in the corner of my eye that he is rubing his temples.

"I really-..."

"Oliver! Are you even listening to me?!" I snapp my hearing back to her, oh crap. "Yes, sorry I spaced out."

"Haha, that wasnt very nice." She pouts.

"I know and I'm sorry, just was thinking."

"Well, you can make it up to me later," She winks seductively. Normally that would have worked but I wasn't even turned on. whoa that was weird, maybe cause I'm stressing myself out? Mhmm.

"As you wish," I wink back, trying to act like I really want to "make it up to her."

"Mmmm, anyway as I was saying..." By then I was toning her out and listening to Cedric's convo.

"Haha, do you wanna go to spencer's after your finished eating of course?" Said John.

CRAP, I missed it! STUPID CLARISSA. UGHHH, I really wanted to hear what he said. What did he say?! Did they get back together?! Oh gosh, what if they did?! I felt my heart tighten. I gasped out loud.

"Oliver? You okay?" I heard Cedric and Clarissa say at the same time. They both looked worried.

"Oh yeah I'm fine, no worries! " I smiled.

"Okay good!" Clarissa said.

"Hmm, If you say so." Cedric said hesitantly. Then turned back to John, No dont turn to him, look at me! MEEEE.

"Guys, I think I'm about ready to head home..." I mumble barely even above a whisper.

"What was that?" Clarissa asked curiously.

"I'm about ready to go home."

"Awwww." Clarissa and Cedric and even John said at the same time.

"I'm just not....feeling well."

"Fine, but you still have to make it up to me later." She winks.

I nod. "Of course."

"Awww, I was having fun too." Whined John.

"Haha, thats okay, oh! Here, do you want my number? So we can keep in contact?" He was going to give him his number? But why? Did they actually get back together?

"Sure!" Then they exchanged numbers. I just want to rip that guys throat out. UGH. I shouldnt be feeling this way, especially towards a guy.

They hug, and I definitely feel jealous, I want to hug Cedric, I want to feel him in my arms. I shake my head, stop it, now.

"BYE!" They both say waving.

"Alright lets goooo." I say, grabbing Clarissa's hand, wishing that it was his.

"Mmmmkay." We head towards my car and we all get in.

Clarissa grabs for my hand when I turn the car and I back out, heading home. The whole ride there is silent, I drop Clarissa off, kissing her and her saying, "See you later." She says seductively.

I nod and Cedric climbs up front and turns the music on," Sorry, I need some moooooosic!"

I chuckle at this,"Thats alright." Then he blares some hip hop, I think it was Jennifer Lopez on the floor? Who knows..I back out and head towards home, and I hear cedric singing along, god what a beautiful voice..

I make sure I'm all the way to the left of the seat, so I dont feel tempted to do anything like grab his hand and such. I sigh, what am I going to do with myself?

Cedric's POV. WOOT WOOT.

While I'm singing I notice him all the way to the left of his seat, he really is disgusted with me? I frown but realize I'm frowning and put a smile on my face, gotta act like everything is okay.

I really shouldnt have done what I did last night, maybe he wouldnt be so disgusted with me? DAMN RIGHT he wouldnt. I feel my heart drop, I wish he would like me, the way that I like him..

Of course he would never, I need to let go of this little fantasy of mine. I just remembered! They forgot about the whole me being gay crap, SCORE FOR ME! I do a happy dance in my head.

We pull up into our driveway by then the sun is down.

"Dang, today went by fast." I look over at him, he is staring at me intently,"Hey you okay?"

He nods, and opens his door , I do the same and skip ahead of him. "LALALALA, what a great day." Even though I wished it was just Oliver and I, but hah, nooo. A guy can dream though cant he?

I stop at the door and wait for Oliver to get to the door, I turn around to see him really close to me. My eyes go wide, geez does this guy not know the impact he has on me.

"Ummm, your kinda close..."

"So?" He says darkly.

"Would you mind?" Before I shove my tongue down your throat and do naughty things to you.

"Hmm, nope." He then did the same thing I did to him, he traps me between his hands and the door.

WHATS GOING ON?!

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I hope this is long enough? O; A CLIFFHANGER? (: I will try to write alot tomorrow, I have exams but I will write, and Friday is my last day so I can write more. I was thinking about starting another story, should I? Tell me what you think pleaseeeeee <3 Love you guys :3