Chapter 36

One of his hands grips my hair, holding me in place as he slaps my ass and fills my pussy.

He’s not done.

I know what he wants.

When he pulls out of my pussy, he eases me back down to the bed but pushes a pillow beneath my hips.

“You’re so ready for this.”

“It’s going to hurt,” I say.

“I’ll make it good.”

I don’t know how he’s going to make sticking his dick in my ass good, but I trust him.

He’s using the lubricant he showed me before we got into bed. Kerry’s not at home. She’s on another camping trip, so we have the place all to ourselves.

Chase covers my anus with plenty of lubricant, stroking it all in, and the tip of his finger pushes inside.

I don’t know what he’s doing, but I wait patiently before I finally feel his cock on my ass.

I tense up as he starts to push forward.

“Relax, baby, you don’t need to worry.”

Squeezing my eyes shut, I feel him as he pushes a little of his cock inside me. It burns, the pain making me cry out, and he stops. One of his hands goes to my hip, holding me. His fingers are stroking, soothing.

I trust him completely.

If I really can’t do this, he’ll stop.

Even as I’m nervous, I know I want this. There’s no one else I’ll ever trust, just Chase. He’s part of my heart, and there’s no way I can make these feelings go away.

He starts to tease my clit, stroking across, around, over, and building up my need once again. I whimper as the pleasure is intense, especially as he sinks another inch inside my ass. He doesn’t stop his teasing, constantly building up what I want, and when he fills me with all of his cock, it’s no longer painful. I feel all of him inside me, and it only serves to make me want more.

I want to come so badly, but he keeps his strokes gentle, refusing to let me go over that edge.

“Please,” I say.

“You want to come?”

“Yes.”

He pulls out of my ass, and with only the tip in, he slides back in. Thrusting inside me, he keeps his fingers on my clit, but doesn’t move them. I’m completely lost in an ocean of want.

Chase doesn’t give me an inch, and I have to wait for him to fuck my ass, taking me in long strokes.

Each push of his cock makes my need even more desperate.

“You have such a tight ass, baby. I have every single part of you now. Your mouth, pussy, and ass. It’s all mine.”

And I don’t care.

He has my heart, body, and soul.

He can take it.

For Chase, I gladly give it.

His touch on my clit begins again, only this time, he doesn’t stop. He pushes me to the edge of my release, holding me so close, knowing what I need to make me orgasm.

Like a torturer, he holds it back, making me wait. Making me beg. It’s impossible for me not to beg for what I want, and I do.

“Please, Chase, I want to come. Please.”

He rams his cock inside me, and I cry out his name, pushing back against him, wanting his cock deep inside my ass.

With each thrust, I find myself craving him even more. When he finally grants me release, I do so, screaming his name as he fills me. I feel his dick pulse, stretching my anus as he comes, his grip on my hip tightening.

We’re both mindless in pleasure, his lips at my neck as he kisses me.

Chase collapses over me afterward. His cock is still inside me. I feel a little sore, but I don’t care about the pain.

Nothing matters to me other than his touch.

“I knew that would be amazing.”

I chuckle and look over my shoulder. I love his eyes. They are so blue and clear. He cups my tit, and I moan his name as he squeezes the flesh.

“I could get used to this.”

“Me being in your ass?”

“Maybe but I’m just thinking about this. Us, together, in this bed.” I don’t want to ruin the moment with my feelings, but they’re there on the tip of my tongue. It wouldn’t be a hardship to spill the words to him, but I hold them in, terrified that I’ll change what is happening.

“Have you got any plans to kick me out of the apartment?” he asks. He kisses my shoulder and chuckles.

“Of course not.”

“Then you better get used to it, Faye, because you’re never getting rid of me.”

To some women, that may sound super-creepy, but I love it. I love him, and there’s no going back now.

I want him with all my heart and soul.

****

Chase is in a meeting, and he sent me into his office to find a damn file that so far I’m drawing a blank on. It’s not in his cabinet, and he told me the name to look for. As I go to his desk, I sit down and start at the top drawer, working my way to the bottom.