Chapter 19: Drunk in Love

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Eleanor Pallos' POV

I woke up with the incessant ringing of my door bell together with a persistent knock on the door. I turned the night lamp on and check on the time, it was almost one in the morning.

Who the hell was ringing at this hour?

I thought about JJ and uncle Jude. My heart suddenly races with the thought that maybe something happened. I even forget that they could reach me through phone if something happened.

I bolted out of my bed and strode hastily to my door and only to see drunk Nicolai, still in his three piece suit, although his necktie was loose.

I was shock since I didn't expect him to come see me this early, I mean very early in the morning, like one. Who in their right mind to come visit me in this hour?

Like seriously.

So, I was gawking at him incredulously.

God, is he insane?

Does my sister knows that he's here, and now drunk. Barging in my place and intrude my peaceful sleep.

And dammit my heart. It seems like it's going to jump out of my ribcage. It was pumping furiously. And I admit, I still love this jerk. I was so elated to see him again, to be honest. And at the same time, scared. I don't want to feel that pain again, but seeing him now, that familiar pain is back, and still fresh.

My eyes locked on his. His eyes were full of unknown emotions. Why is he so charismatic that it's hard to get over his presence.

I ignored my hyperventilating heart and spoke. "Why are you here?" I heard my raspy voice and hazy voice which I didn't intend to sound like that.

His eyes sparkled and his mischievous grin pasted in his lips. "I need to get you pregnant, so you can't get away from me anymore!" He exclaimed, while trying to steady himself, but then just as he spewed out, he fell. I caught his arms before he fall off completely as I cursed inwardly.

I was so irritated and yet happy. He came to impregnate me. Damn my body and hormones suddenly got so excited.

Dammit!

Just when I got so excited ... "How could you impregnate me when you're knock out, ass.." I hissed when he passed out on my hand. I was so exasperated.

God, he's heavy. I mean really heavy. I gingerly put his upper body down and let him lay on the floor, half of his body was inside my door while the other was on the hallway.

I'm just hoping no securities will come up in this floor for rounding, or any occupants still awake.

"Nico, wake up." I tap her cheek with my one hand.

"Hmm.." he just moaned and then shifted his face to his side.

"Nico!" I tap again his cheeks a bit harder this time. "Wake up ass. I can't carry you inside!" I whisper yelled, frustrations and annoyance is bubbling in my system.

"Hmmmm.." was all I got.

I stood up with my hands flung in my hips as I stared at him in frustrations. I'm so, so mad right now. Honestly, I need my sleep, but I can't just leave him on the door.

"Urgh!" I grit out, clenching my teeth and crouch down again.

I slapped his cheeks hard, and he opened his eyes and bolted up. "Elle," he said hazily, then when he steps backward, he stumbled and good god, his reflex is fast.

He flail his hand and grab one side of the doorframe before he completely fall on his back.

I quickly close our gap and snake my hand on his waist and tried to assist him inside.

"You have to help me, you're too heavy to carry inside." I hissed and he just chuckled. I felt his hand around my shoulder became tighter and then his lips pressed on the side of my head.

We both almost drop on the floor.

"NICO!" I snap.

"Hmm.. you smell good, sweet pea." He murmured and all the fiber in my body stood up. Tingles rushes throughout my system.

I struggled to assist him to the couch since he kept on kissing my head and sniffing my hair, and my body is starting to melt into puddles. My legs is a bit shaky now, and my insides is like electrified, shooting every nerve endings.

Our close proximity is really unsettling.

"Stop kissing me, please..." I could hardly hear myself. "I'm struggling to keep my balance. You're too tall and huge compare to my body!" I scowled, trying to hide that desire he is awakening me.

He chuckled and it sounds so sexy and husky.

Dammit! Get a grip Elle.. You're fantasizing a drunk jerk.

"Oh, don't worry sweet pea. We will be perfect in bed. Every position, we will perfectly fit for sure." He declared so confidently, a bit slurry. Every words, was full of wickedness, and it turned me on.

I felt my cheeks so hot and I'm glad he wasn't facing me.

Oh his smell, his smell that I missed so much. His musky, citrusy scent that always drove my sanity to nuts, is assaulting my senses again. I was trying to ignore it yesterday. Ignoring his alarming presence, and yet, here he is, and we were so close. Our body touching, and now I felt my body heated with desires.

The night he touch me flash through my head and I felt a warm sensations in between my legs. I felt so damp.

Stop, stop! Not now Elle. Collect yourself... I chastised myself, but I couldn't help but smile. No matter how I tried to feel angry, holding him close to me and hearing his words, just melt me without a doubt.

I drop him on the couch trying to conceal the happy feelings I felt, with irritation. He grunted softly, but didn't complain.

"Pervert!" I hissed as I watch him lay his back on the couch horizontally.

"Goodnight sweet pea. Please don't rape me while I'm sleeping ..." He slurred playfully and I rolled my eyes. Seriously, I wanted to think that he's faking drunk, but I smelt his breath mixed with alcohol and honestly, it's not the best smell, but that didn't even lessen the attraction I have for him.

His bloodshot eyes which still looks sexy and hot, was staring at me with mischief. I didn't realized he was still staring at me.

God, he's so playful and I'm loving it. My heart is raving up, while my head is opposing it.

No. He's not for me. I kept instilling in my heart and head.

I quickly took his shoes off, coat and his neck tie. Suddenly, his hands grabs mine, halfway of untangling his tie. I felt blushing again when I met his dark eyes, flickering with mischievousness. "Sweet pea, I'm still woozy. Wait till I get sober and you can have me all you wanted. .." He grinned deviously, and my irritation rises swiftly. I tug my hand off his hold, and then without gentleness, I tug his loose tie hardly, making him groaned disapprovingly.

Serves him right! I hissed inwardly.

"I'll get you an extra blanket." I shook my head and place his necktie on the coffee table so is his coat.  then left him.

"Come back here sweet pea, I still need to impregnate you!" He yelled and I could hear the seriousness in his tone.

"Oh yeah! As if you could do something, you can't even manage to walk straight." I rolled my eyes heavenward again, and puffs out an air in frustrations, as I walk to my room.

I came back with blanket, and he was already snoring. "Impregnate me huh?" I spread it over him, then I lean down and tucked it around his shoulder, while mumbling in vexation. "You better go home tomorrow, or I'll skin you alive. Urgh!"

When he's settled, I sigh as I stared into his peaceful sleeps. He's snoring a bit loud and I wonder how am I going to sleep.

Oh well...

Before I turned on my heel, I stared into his face once again, and my heart swelled with happiness, anger and frustrations. He looks like an angel in his sleep. Tamed and less evil. His angular jaws that gives him a very intimidating face, eyes that adorned with thick lashes, nose that looks almost perfect, and those lips... Those lips I always dreamed at night, kissing me.

I felt the tears starting to blurred my vision. Just thinking how much I love him and how clear it is that we can't be together still breaks my heart. The feeling of brokenness and emptiness filled my hearts again, fresh and painful.

"Why can't I forget you?" I mumbled as I gaze at him. Refreshing my memory of his face that I never forget. No matter how much I tried to forget everything about him, still his face, and name engraved in my heart, like a tattoo. "And then when I thought I was fine, you just show up?" I tasted the saltiness of my tears, then I realized, I was crying again.

I lost myself again.

I quickly wipe my tears and decided to go back to sleep. With a heavy heart, I securely lock the door and then went to sleep.

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I woke up with the delicious aroma of an espresso, then my belly growled simultaneously. I check the time, it's only six in the morning. I stretch my body as I kick my blanket to the bottom of the bed.

Then, I realized, Nico was here and sleep in my couch last night.

I quickly scrambles out of my bed, then slip on my slippers, and went to check if he's still in my place.

I saw him in the kitchen with only his boxers. My jaw almost hit the ground as I gawk at his sexy back, taut muscles in every right places.

Good Lord! How am I going to resist as such God-like jerk?

I suddenly felt my throat ran dry. I gulped the lamp stuck in my throat hastily. He didn't seem to noticed me yet, so I took my time watching him, as he moves periodically in my kitchen, facing the stove.

His muscles flex when he moves and stir whatever in the pan, it looks deliciously hot. Buttery smooth skin, and those ass, every man would die for.

Then, he suddenly turn around, and I gulped successively. Those abs, taut chest, and his v-shape. I couldn't tear my eyes off his sexy body. I wanted to run my fingers to his chest, and feel those muscles, the hard ridges of his abs, and his sexy v-shape.

My eyes stops at his bulging crotch, that his snuggly boxer short couldn't hide. It even showcase his proud member, and I am sure, that his friend is not small.

I know it's big. When I said big, I mean thick and long.

God, I can die now...

Suddenly, I felt so hot. The air seems so thick and it seems hotter now in my place.

My eyes travelled back up to his eyes, and I saw the lust and mischief swirling in his sea-green orbs. "Now you can rape me, sweet pea." He wriggled his eyebrow, looking so amused and yet the lust in his eyes is still evident.

He was deeply staring at me, and then occasionally his eyes travelling up and down my body. Then, I realized, I was wearing a black mid thigh silky sleepwear.

"Stop staring!" I snaps while trying to held back the blush that's creeping over my cheeks. "Why are you only wearing boxers?" I glared as I folded my hand against my chest, trying to hide my chest since I wasn't wearing any bra.

"I was so hot. You let me sleep in your leather couch. I was sweaty when I walk up." He pouted and he looks so cute.

I wanted to kiss him so much.

I felt a pang of remorse when his words sunk in my pervert mind. "Oh.. I'm sorry." I sigh. "Besides, you're too heavy to bring to my guest room." I said matter of factly.

"That's alright. I already called my secretary to send me some clothing here." He casually shrugs with his smile broaden.

"Oh alright.." I nodded, but then I realized he said clothing. "WAIT WHAT?" My voice raise and octave when realization hit me.

"Come on, share your place. Beside it's big. I can use the guest room." He said. He turned to the stove and turn it off, then move the pan, before facing me back.

I was staring at him in disbelief. How on earth he could be this casual, and here I am, hyperventilating with his presence and this dickwit was too over calming..

"You've got to be kidding me!" My brows pressed together.

"I'm not kidding, Elle. Besides the hotel Mr. Reed settled for me is too far." He stressed out.

I shut my eyes to calm my raging hormones. I need to stop this nonsense desires, and think rationally. When I open my eyes, he is already in front of me.

I step back in sudden discomfort. I could feel my temperature rising tremendously. "D-don't c-come too c-close, Nicolai! I will not think t-twice to kneel where the sun don't s-shine!" I stuttered my warning, giving him a venomous stare I could muster, ignoring the drumming in my ribcage.

"Your eyes says differently, sweet pea." he said barely above whisper with his husky drawl. With only his velvety rich drawl sends tingles down my spine, shooting down my core.

He ignored my warning as he kept closing our gap. Before I could kneel his crotch, he grab my thighs and then lifted me up in a swift motion. Man, he sure is fast.

I squealed, startled at the sudden action and contact. At the turn of event.

Holding his neck simultaneously as he held my bottom. I automatically wrap my legs around his waist to get more support.

And every reason evaporates into thin air when our lusty dark eyes locked. The air in the room thickens and it's suffocating me. My desires rose tremendously. His hot body pressing on mine didn't help at all. My body quivered with great anticipation.

"I missed you so much, sweet pea. You don't know how much I wanted to hold you like this." He murmured then he captured my hungry lips. The kiss was feeling surreal. I have dream it and imagine it at night before going to bed. It's like my lullaby to bring me to my peaceful sleep.

Now, it's all real. And it still feel surreal.

"God, I missed you so much.." He grunted and I could feel the longings in his voice, the torment he felt seems to fuse mine. He doesn't know how much I have miss him too. How much it's hard to forget the kisses we shared.

He bit my bottom lip and I gasped at the sudden stinging sensations, that only made me wanted more. A sweet tingling sensations erupted in my every nerve endings, when he suck it soothingly.

Gosh, just his kisses made me feel delirious.

I felt the cool marble and I realized, he puts me down on the island counter. His hands are already busy skimming my back and sides underneath my sleepwear.

"Nicol .." I moaned his name when his one hand cupped my breast and knead it gently. "Oh God ..." I breathes, biting my bottom lip to held the scream of ecstasy...

"Fuck!" He groaned, and he stood in between my legs, grabbing my thighs and pulled me closer to him. With my bottom still sitting on the counter, I wrap my legs around his waist and we kiss aggressively. I was already burned with desires, no chance of getting out from the carnal pool. I'm already drowned and carnal desires already consumed me.

My moans slowly rising each seconds.

My hands got busied, skimming his sexy muscled back, digging my nails in his back whenever like an electrocuting sensations hits me hard, erupting throughout my cells, increasing the erratic uproar in within me.

His hot moist lips travelled down, and I don't know when did he undress me. I just felt his tongue grazing around my areola and felt like a bolt of electricity shoots all over my cells down to my core, pleasuring me intensely. Then, he suck my sensitive nipples. My fingers tangled with a mass of his hair, as I kept on moaning loudly.

I'm so lost. So lost in the sea of carnal desires. God, he's so good, amazingly good and I can't get away. I'm all trapped in his skillful hands and tongue.

I felt his finger in between my legs, swiping the thin fabric to the side and he touch my labia, teasing my throbbing p_ssy. "Sweet mother of fuck... You're so wet, baby!" He groaned all the while he's kissing me.

"Take me, Nico!" I whispered throatily. I can't wait anymore.. I needed to feel him. My insides is begging something. Something I want, but I don't know what it is. I just want to feel more of him, more that he can give.

"Oh yes, baby. I will not stop. I will fuck the living daylights out of you!" And for some reasons, it excites me even more.  Then, he entered one finger in mine ... "I will not stop ..." I groaned and whimpered deliriously. Sweet sensations shooting all over me. ..

"Please ..." I beg.

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A/N: I know you will hate me even more.. When things got intense and then I stop! Whaahhaha...

Sorry, about the cliffhanger? Because I want to keep my readers on the edge of their seat, hooked to every word... (I know I'm bad...)

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