Chapter 954
Mr. Nian, Your Wife Refuses To Be The Substitute
954 The problem only lies with you and me (1)
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Faced with such a bone-chilling accusation, even an apology from Nian Yu was a dream.
Ning Qing couldnât tell if she was disappointed in him or what, but her eyes became hollow.
Nian lie, weâve been going around in circles for almost seven years. In these seven years, Iâve loved, hated, and despaired. Even today, Iâm still with you.
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She revealed a mocking smile, but it was quickly replaced by bitterness.
to be honest, when I think about those things, I still find it unbelievable. How can a woman still be entangled with the same person after so much pain and hurt? â
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âThese few days, Iâve been thinking, did I make the wrong choice? I shouldnât have agreed to be with you when I wasnât determined? Iâm afraid that Iâll make the same mistake again. Iâm afraid every day.â
He didnât know anything.
He didnât know that she had long been traumatized. Once he treated her the slightest bit badly, her negative thoughts would continue to swell.
I consoled myself that you love me, that youâll be good to me, that you wonât abandon me like you used to. I lied to myself so much that I almost believed Yingluo, but now I know Iâm just lying to myself.
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whenever thereâs any trouble between us, youâre not willing to believe me or tell me your thoughts, even if you know that Iâm only seeing that child to make myself feel at ease.
After she finished speaking, her tears fell.
Nian lieâs heart ached so much that it exploded. He squatted on the ground and reached out to hold her hand. The cold touch made his heart ache even more.
âNing, I was angry at first. I was angry that you thought I didnât want to see that child. I did! How could I not want to see him? He was our child!â
Ning Qing closed her eyes, as if doing so would prevent her tears from falling.
Nian lie squeezed her hand tightly, gathering all the strength in his body. His hand that was holding hers was extremely gentle, afraid that he would hurt her!
âIâm just angry that you thought I didnât like him and didnât want to see him without asking me. I didnât want to make you sad.â
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that night, you didnât ask me, ignored me, and didnât tell me that you were with Gu nanzhi. After you came to America, I was angry that you didnât tell me anything. I was just angry!
Ning Qing suppressed her grief and looked down at him. since you care, why didnât you say it? â You think I donât care about what you think?â
Nian lieâs eyes wavered. He gave in to his fate. no, I donât like it when youâre with Gu nanzhi!
Iâve never liked it!
âI understand how you feel about him, but I donât believe him!â
She wiped the tears from her face. the problem isnât with Gu nanzhi or the child. Itâs with you and me.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
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âI think you and I both need time to think about how to get along in the future.â
âAh ning, Jian Jiaâ
Ning Qing fell silent and did not want to explain anything anymore.
âIâm tired,â she said.
âNing, are you still mad at me?â Nian Ying was stunned.
Ning Qing shook her head. Iâve said what I needed to say, and I understand how you feel. Itâs too late, and we need to rest. We also need time to sort out what weâve said today.
Nian Xi was stunned. He didnât dare to guess what she meant by being so calm.
âGo and call the doctor,â ning Qing said.
He lowered his eyes and realized that the drip had been finished. He did not know when, but half of the blood had returned to the drip tube.
His heart ached even more, and he didnât know what to say. He could only nod and rush out.