Mile High Daddy: Chapter 12
Mile High Daddy: An Age Gap, Bratva Romance (Forbidden Silver Foxes)
I stare at the phone in my hands, my fingers tracing the edges, my heartbeat pounding so loudly I can hear it in my ears.
I press the power button, and the screen lights up. The interface is simple, almost bareâno apps, no messages, nothing except one saved contact under Mom.
A lump forms in my throat as I hover my thumb over the call button. Itâs been two weeks. Two weeks since I was taken from everything I knew, since I last heard her voice.
What if sheâs angry that I didnât call sooner? What if sheâs been trying to reach me and thought I abandoned her?
I swallow hard and take a shaky breath before pressing the button.
The phone rings once. Twice.
Thenâ
âHello?â
The moment I hear her voice, everything inside me shatters.
A sob wrenches from my throat before I can stop it, and suddenly I canât breathe. Tears blur my vision, spilling down my cheeks as I clutch the phone like itâs the only thing keeping me from falling apart.
âHello?â My motherâs voice sharpens, confused. âLila? Sweetheart, is that you?â
I cover my mouth, trying to stifle the sobs, but itâs useless. Iâm crying so hard my shoulders shake, my body curling in on itself as I press the phone tighter against my ear.
âLila?â she repeats, her voice rising in concern. âWhatâs wrong? Where are you? Baby, talk to me!â
I try to speak, but my throat is too tight, my words tangled in the sobs wracking my chest.
I hear rustling on the other end, and then my motherâs voice turns frantic. âLila, sweetheart, please! Are you safe? Are you hurt?â
I squeeze my eyes shut, forcing myself to take a deep breath, but the words still come out broken. âM-Momâ¦â
âOh my God,â she breathes. âIâve been trying to reach you for weeks! Your father saidâhe said you were safe, but he wouldnât tell me where you were. Iâve been losing my mind, Lila. Whatâs going on?â
âIâI donât know,â I whisper, my voice hoarse. âI justâI miss you.â
âOh, baby,â she says, her voice cracking. âI miss you too. Tell me where you are, Iâll come get you. Just tell me where.â
I squeeze my eyes shut, pressing my forehead against my knee. âI canât.â
âWhat do you mean you canât?â she demands, frustration and worry thick in her voice. âLila, tell me whatâs happening. Did your father do this?â
I hesitate. I donât want to lie to her, but I also donât want to tell her the truthâbecause what would that accomplish? She canât save me from this.
âI donât know what to do, Mom,â I whisper.
Her voice softens instantly. âOh, sweetheart.â Thereâs a pause, and when she speaks again, itâs more determined. âTell me, Lila. Are you safe?â
I hesitate, my fingers tightening around the phone. Safe? I donât know anymore.
âIââ My voice catches, and I shake my head. âI think so.â
âLila,â she says firmly. âAre you with someone?â
I bite my lip. âYes.â
âWho?â
I hesitate, staring at the bedroom door as if Mikhail might walk back in at any second. My chest tightens.
âMy husband.â
The words taste foreign on my tongue, and the silence on the other end of the line stretches so long that I think sheâs hung up.
Thenâ
âWhat?â
I flinch at the sheer disbelief in her voice.
âLila,â she says slowly, like she canât believe sheâs even saying the words, âwhat do you mean your husband?â
Tears roll down my cheeks as I clutch the phone tighter, my body shaking. âMomâ¦I got married.â
The silence is deafening.
Then my motherâs voice drops, and I hear the raw edge of fury behind it.
âTell me everything. Now.â
âMomââ I start. I donât want to cause unnecessary distress. âIâm fine.â
âYou donât sound fine,â she says. âYouâre twenty-four. You were not married two weeks ago. What the hell happened?â
I wipe at my face, trying to breathe, but my chest is tight. I knew she would react like this. I knew she would be angry, confused. I just donât know how to explain something that doesnât even make sense to me.
âIâI didnât have a choice,â I say finally.
My mother inhales sharply, and I can almost feel her fury through the phone.
âYour father did this, didnât he?â she spits, her voice turning sharp. âI swear to God, if heâ ââ
âMom, stop,â I plead, my fingers gripping the phone. âPlease. Itâs done.â
âDone?â she echoes, like I just told her I decided to jump off a cliff. âLila, this isnât done. Youâre my daughter! If he forced you into this, Iâllâ ââ
âHe didnât force me,â I lie, though my voice trembles too much to be convincing.
Thereâs a pause. âSo you chose this?â
I shut my eyes, my stomach twisting painfully.
I donât answer.
âLila,â my mother presses, her voice cracking. âTell me the truth.â
I grip the sheets beneath me, trying to steady myself, but the words just wonât come. Because what truth am I supposed to tell her? That my father sold me like a bargaining chip? That I was tricked into thinking I was getting on a plane, only to wake up in this world where I no longer have control over my own life? That the man I married is both my captor and the only person whoâs shown me any kindness in weeks?
That despite everything, I still feel something every time he touches me?
No. I canât tell her any of that.
âLila.â My motherâs voice wavers, but thereâs a steel edge to it. âTell me his name.â
I stare at the door, as if saying it out loud will make him appear. I swallow hard.
âMikhail Ivanov.â
The line goes deathly quiet.
Then, in a voice so full of horror that it makes my blood run cold, she whispers, âNo.â
A chill races down my spine. My fingers tighten around the phone. âMom?â
âNo, no, no,â she mutters, her voice breaking. âNot him. Lila, listen to me. You need to get out of there. Do you hear me? You need to leave.â
Her panic is instant, visceral, like sheâs just heard I married the devil himself.
My heart pounds against my ribs. âMom, whatâ ââ
âNo!â she shouts now, desperation rising. âHeâs dangerous, Lila! You have no idea what youâve gotten yourself into.â
My entire body tenses. âHow do you know who he is?â
Thereâs a pause on the other end of the line, the silence stretching too long.
âItâsâ¦complicated,â my mother finally says, her voice careful.
Complicated.
The word doesnât sit right. It doesnât answer anything. If anything, it makes my stomach knot tighter.
âMom,â I press, my voice thin with desperation. âPlease, just tell me. What arenât you saying?â
Another pause. A sharp inhale.
âItâs better if you donât know,â she says softly. âJust trust me when I tell youâMikhail Ivanov is dangerous, Lila. You need to be careful.â
A lump rises in my throat.
Careful.
Because she knows I canât leave.
I swallow hard, pressing a hand to my forehead as nausea creeps back in. My stomach has been a mess for days, and I feel exhaustion weighing down on me like I havenât truly rested since I was brought here.
My mother must hear something in my breathing because her voice shifts, laced with concern. âLila, are you okay?â
I hesitate, my fingers gripping the sheets beneath me. âI donât know. Iâve been sick.â
âSick?â she repeats. âWhat do you mean sick?â
I sigh, my body curling in on itself as I press my palm against my unsettled stomach. âI donât know, Iâve just feltâ¦off. I keep feeling nauseous, and earlier today, I threw up.â
Sheâs silent for half a second too long.
âWhen was your last period?â she asks.
My breath catches. âWhat?â
âYour last period, Lila,â she repeats, firmer this time. âWhen was it?â
I open my mouth, but nothing comes out. My brain scrambles for an answer, for a memory, but I come up blank. The last time I remember tracking it was beforeâ¦before the plane. Before my whole world changed.
The realization makes my chest tighten.
âLila,â my mother says, softer now. âDid something happen? Between you and him?â
A wave of heat crawls up my neck.
I donât answer.
But the silence speaks for me.
My mother inhales sharply. âOh my God.â
I close my eyes, gripping the phone tighter.
âLila,â she says, âtell me he used protection.â
I press my lips together, a lump forming in my throat.
Another silence. Thenâ â
âOh, baby,â she breathes, the words full of so much sadness that my chest cracks open. âLila, you need to get a test. Right away.â
âI donât know what to do,â I whisper, my whole body trembling.
My mother exhales shakily on the other end.
âI do. You find a way out of there before itâs too late. I have an idea.â
I sit up straighter, my grip on the phone tightening. âWhat? What idea?â
âI have a friend,â she says quickly. âSomeone whoâwho helps people in situations like this. People who need to disappear.â
My breath catches. Disappear?
A sick feeling swirls in my stomach.
âYou donât have to stay, Lila,â she presses. âYou donât have to be trapped there. If you can get out, even for a few minutes, I can get you out of the city. Out of the country if thatâs what it takes.â
A cold sweat breaks out over my skin. I should be relieved. I should be grateful sheâs offering me a way out, an escape.
But something inside me twists.
I think of Mikhail. Of the way he watches me. Of how he gave me this phone so I could talk to her. Of how, despite everything, he hasnât hurt me.
Yet.
The word whispers through my mind like a warning.
âLila,â my mother pleads. âSay something.â
My pulse pounds in my ears. âMom, Iââ I hesitate, panic gripping my throat. âI donât even know if I can leave the house.â
âThen find a way,â she says fiercely. âI donât care what it takes. Make up an excuse. Say you need fresh air. Say youâre sick and need a doctor. Anything.â
I shut my eyes, my free hand gripping the blanket beneath me.
âYou donât understand,â I murmur. âItâs not that simple.â
Her voice wavers. âThen tell me why. Why are you hesitating?â
I donât have an answer.
Because the truth is, I donât know.
I should want to run. I should be desperate to escape.
So why does my chest feel tight at the thought of leaving? Why does my mind immediately picture himâand the thought of him going away makes my stomach squeeze.
âI need to think,â I say.
My mother exhales, frustrated but trying to be patient. âI donât know how much time we have, baby. Listenâ¦I have an idea.â
The air outside is crisp, the late afternoon sun casting golden light over the sprawling gardens. Itâs quiet here, away from the heavy walls of the house, and for a moment, I can almost pretend that my life is normal. That Iâm just a woman standing in a beautiful garden, admiring the way the flowers sway gently in the breeze.
My fingers trail over the petals of a small, delicate bloomâtiny and pale, but somehow striking among the richer, more vibrant colors surrounding it. Itâs unassuming, yet beautiful in its own way. I crouch down, brushing the soft petals, feeling an odd sense of comfort in something so small, so untouched by the world Iâve been thrust into.
âThatâs narcissus.â
A deep voice behind me shatters my quiet moment.
I freeze. My pulse jumps, and I know before I even turn around who it is.
Slowly, I lift my gaze, and there he is. Mikhail stands a few feet away, his sharp gray eyes locked onto me, unreadable as ever. Thereâs something mesmerizing about himâhis perfectly tailored suit, the crisp collar, the streaks of silver in his hair⦠and the undeniable, feral edge lurking beneath it all. My heart stutters in my chest.
He steps closer, and before I can react, he reaches down and plucks the tiny white flower from the soil, twirling it between his fingers.
âPersephone was plucking these when the God of Death rose from the Underworld to claim her,â he murmurs, holding the flower out to me.
A shiver runs down my spine.
I look at the delicate bloom between his fingers, then up at him.
Itâs eerie, how similar the story is to mine. An innocent girl, oblivious to the fact that sheâs about to be taken away from everything she knows. Claimed.
I hesitate.
Mikhail watches me, his gaze unwavering, waiting.
Finally, I reach out, my fingers brushing against his as I take the flower. Another jolt of heat shoots through me, just like it did when he handed me the phone last night.
I close my fingers around the bloom, my throat dry. âAnd what happened to her after that?â
His lips curve slightly, though itâs not quite a smile. âShe became his queen.â
A breath gets caught in my throat. I donât know what to say to that. I swallow hard, glancing down at the fragile flower in my palm. The petals feel like silk beneath my touch.
Persephone never had a choice.
Neither did I. I start to walk and he falls into step beside me.
I twirl the narcissus between my fingers, watching its delicate petals shift under the light breeze. The wind carries the scent of earth and blooming roses. I should keep quiet. I should let the moment pass. But my motherâs words echo in my head, pressing against the walls of my mind like a whispered command.
Find a way to get out of his estate.
I swallow, gripping the flower tighter before looking at him fully. âI want to leave the house.â
His expression doesnât shift, but I see the slightest flicker of something in his eyesâcuriosity, maybe.
âIâm bored,â I continue, forcing my voice to stay casual, even as my pulse hammers against my ribs. âI feel like Iâm losing my mind, stuck inside all day with nowhere to go.â
His gaze doesnât waver.
âI justâ¦I need a change of scenery,â I add, rolling the fragile stem between my fingers. âEven if itâs just for a little while.â
Silence stretches between us.
My stomach twists. Does he buy it?
Does he think I just want some fresh air, some semblance of normalcy? Or does he see right through me?
Mikhail tilts his head slightly, studying me like Iâm something to be dissected. His gaze flicks to my hands, noting how Iâm gripping the flower a little too tightly.
âI canât keep sitting in that house like some caged bird,â I murmur, my throat dry. âItâs suffocating me.â
His jaw tenses.
I canât tell if thatâs a good sign or a bad one.
But Mikhail is dangerous. Heâs calculating. If he suspects anything, Iâll lose whatever sliver of freedom I have left.
He exhales slowly, crossing his arms. âWhere do you want to go?â
My pulse jumps.
Thatâsâ¦not a no.
I wet my lips, trying not to sound too eager. âAnywhere. Just out. A drive, a walkâsomething.â
He watches me for another long moment, his gaze piercing through every layer of my skin.
âIâll think about it,â he finally says.
I nod, forcing myself to look frustrated instead of relieved. As he turns away, my fingers tighten around the narcissus.
Itâs not a guarantee.
But itâs a chance.
Now, I just have to figure out what to do with it.