Mile High Daddy: Chapter 2
Mile High Daddy: An Age Gap, Bratva Romance (Forbidden Silver Foxes)
I do as he says, partly because Iâm still numb from everything that just happened, and partly because the flight attendant is still glaring at me. She probably would rather be seated here next to him.
I force myself to focus on something elseâanything elseâbut itâs impossible to ignore his presence. Heâs justâ¦there, radiating this cool, quiet confidence that makes me feel like a nervous rabbit in a field full of wolves.
âIâm Lila,â I say finally, because silence feels worse than my awkwardness.
âMikhail,â he replies, his accent faint but unmistakably Russian. The way his name rolls off his tongue sends a shiver down my spine.
Of course he has a voice that sounds like sin and silk. His jaw is sharp, his features strong and chiseled, but thereâs nothing pretty about him. Heâs the kind of man who looks like he was made for war, not comfort.
I swallow hard and nod toward the menu in my lap. âSo, uh, pretty fancy, huh? First class?â
His smirk deepens. âIt has its perks.â
I have no idea what to say to that, so I bury my face in the menu like it holds the answers to lifeâs great mysteries. Out of the corner of my eye, I see him settle into his seat, every movement smooth and deliberate. Heâs clearly used to this kind of luxury, while Iâm one turbulence jolt away from spilling my free champagne all over him.
Before the flight takes off, the flight attendant comes by with towels. I press one to my forehead, sinking into my seat. I could get used to this kind of luxuryâexcept I canât actually with my kindergarten teacher salary. I could have had this life once, if Mom hadnât rejected that life years ago. But I donât want to dwell on that right now.
As the plane begins to taxi, I grip the armrests a little tighter. Flying isnât my favorite thing, and my earlier sprint through OâHare didnât exactly help my nerves. I feel a warm hand on my arm, and I glance over to find Mikhail watching me, his gaze steady and calm.
âYouâre nervous,â he says, not unkindly.
I nod, swallowing hard. âNot a big fan of flying.â
âJust breathe,â he says, his voice low and soothing. âItâs safer than driving. Youâll be fine.â
Itâs a simple reassurance, but something about the way he says itâcalm, confident, like heâs in control of the entire situationâmakes me believe him. I focus on my breathing as the plane lifts off, and for the first time in years, I donât feel the need to close my eyes and pray.
As the plane levels out, I realize his hand is still on my arm. I look at him, and he raises an eyebrow, his smirk returning.
âBetter?â he asks.
âYeah. Thanks,â I mutter, trying to ignore the way my skin feels like itâs buzzing where he touched me.
He leans back in his seat, sipping his whiskey and watching me with a gaze that feels far too knowing. I canât decide if I want to thank him again or tell him to stop staring. Iâm not sure if itâs the altitude or the man beside me, but my pulse hasnât slowed since takeoff.
Mikhail sits with the kind of confidence that makes it clear heâs in control of his worldâor any world, really. Meanwhile, Iâm still trying to figure out how to recline my seat without breaking it.
I glance out the window, hoping the sight of fluffy clouds will be a good distraction, but my gaze keeps drifting back to him. Heâs scrolling through something on his phone, completely at ease, and I canât help but notice how his suit jacket fits across his shoulders. Broad shoulders. Ridiculously broad shoulders. I force my attention back to the untouched glass of sparkling water in front of me.
âYouâre staring, kiska.â
His voice pulls me out of my thoughts, smooth and laced with amusement. I turn toward him, my face burning.
âNo, I wasnât,â I protest quickly, which only makes his smirk deepen.
âYou were,â he counters, setting his phone down and fixing me with that sharp, assessing gaze. âSomething on your mind?â
Yes. You. But Iâm not saying that.
âNope, nothing at all,â I reply, trying to sound casual.
He leans closer, the scent of whiskey and something darker, richer, filling the space between us. âDo I make you nervous, Lila?â
I swallow hard. âI think the plane already covered that.â
He chuckles, low and deep, and the sound sends a shiver down my spine. Itâs not fair that someone can be this attractive and know it.
âRelax,â he says, leaning back again. âI donât bite. Not unless asked.â
I choke on my sparkling water, coughing so hard the flight attendant rushes over to check on me. I wave her off, my face now probably the color of a stop sign, while Mikhail watches me with open amusement.
âYouâre terrible,â I mutter under my breath once the flight attendant leaves.
âTerrible?â He tilts his head, pretending to be offended. âI was simply offering reassurance.â
âSure you were.â
The smirk returns, and I wonder if itâs possible to simultaneously want to punch someone and kiss them. Probably not healthy, but here we are.
As I attempt to focus on the in-flight magazineâbecause thatâs less dangerous than looking at himâthe plane jolts, the turbulence catching me off guard. My fingers clamp around the armrests, and I suck in a sharp breath.
âEasy,â he says, his voice soothing again. His hand settles over mine this time, his touch warm and steady. âItâs just a little turbulence.â
I glance at him, trying not to let my panic show, but I must fail because he leans closer. âBreathe, Lila. Youâre safe.â
His words shouldnât help as much as they do, but I find myself nodding, inhaling deeply. The turbulence passes quickly, but his hand stays over mine longer than necessary.
When he finally pulls back, I feel strangely untethered, like Iâve lost an anchor I didnât realize I needed.
âThank you,â I say softly, and he nods, his expression unreadable for once.
The attendant glides down the aisle, her practiced smile firmly in place as she refills glasses and jots down orders. Mikhailâs attention shifts from his phone to her as she nears, his voice smooth and commanding. âAnother glass of the Château Margaux, please.â
I glance at the deep red wine in his glass, intrigued. âIs it good?â
He tilts the glass slightly, the liquid catching the light. âItâs excellent. You should try it.â
âOh, I donât know,â I say. âWine and nerves donât always mix well.â
He raises an eyebrow, his smirk returning. âI promise, this will relax you more than that water ever could.â
Curiosity gets the better of me. âAll right. Letâs see what all the fuss is about.â I gesture toward Mikhailâs glass. âIâll have one of those, please.â
She hesitates, her eyes flicking between me and Mikhail, before she says, âIâm afraid weâre all out of the Château Margaux.â
The lie is so transparent I can practically see through it. I ignore the slight smirk on her face. Iâm not sure why she hates me. Just because Iâm sitting next to a hot guy? Thatâs really shallow. But before I can protest, Mikhail picks up his glass and hands it to me. âHave mine.â
I blink at him. âWhat? No, I canâtâ ââ
âYou can,â he interrupts, his voice low. His gray eyes lock onto mine, daring me to argue. âI insist.â
I hesitate a little before taking it from him, the stem cool against my fingertips. Mikhail leans back in his seat, watching me with an intensity that makes my pulse quicken. I lift the glass to my lips, feeling the heat of his gaze as I take a small sip.
The wine is smooth and rich, warming me from the inside out. But itâs not the taste that lingersâitâs the intimacy of the moment, the way his eyes follow every movement, as if heâs savoring the experience just as much as I am.
âWell?â he asks, his voice barely above a murmur.
âItâsâ¦amazing,â I admit, my voice softer than I intended.
âGood.â His lips curve into a faint smile, but his gaze remains locked on mine, making me acutely aware of the glass still in my hand.
I swallow, trying to find somethingâanythingâto break the tension. âI can see why you like it.â
âIâm glad you took mine,â he says, and I can practically feel my pussy clenching. Jesus.
Before I can respond, the plane shudders beneath us. My fingers tighten instinctively around the glass, and Mikhail takes it back, setting it safely on his tray table.
âItâs just turbulence,â he says, his voice calm, but the flicker of concern in his eyes tells me heâs watching closely.
The turbulence worsens, the plane jerking hard enough to elicit startled gasps from the other passengers. The seat belt sign flashes on, and the pilotâs voice crackles over the intercom, instructing everyone to remain seated.
My hands grip the armrests, my knuckles white as I focus on my breathing. But the turbulence doesnât easeâit gets worse. A sudden jolt sends a flight attendant stumbling, her tray of drinks crashing to the floor. Overhead compartments creak ominously, and a suitcase tumbles out, narrowly missing a passenger.
The screams start then, sharp and panicked, and my heart feels like itâs trying to claw its way out of my chest.
âLila.â Mikhailâs voice pulls me back, firm and steady despite the chaos around us. His hand covers mine, grounding me. âLook at me.â
I do, my breathing ragged. âThis isnât normal. This isnâtâ ââ
âBreathe,â he says, his tone unshakable. âYouâre safe.â
The plane jolts again, harder this time, and my body tenses. âHow can you be so calm?â
âBecause panicking wonât help.â His grip tightens slightly, his touch a strange comfort in the chaos. âIâm here. Nothing will happen to you.â
A loud bang echoes through the cabin as another compartment bursts open, scattering bags and coats. More screams fill the air, and I can feel tears pricking at the corners of my eyes.
âI donâtâI donât like this,â I manage.
âI know,â he says softly. His free hand moves to my cheek, guiding my gaze back to him. âBut I wonât let anything happen to you. Do you understand me?â
The plane bucks again, harder this time, sending a cascade of loose items from the overhead bins onto the floor. A suitcase thuds heavily into the aisle, and someone screams. My heart is racing so fast Iâm not sure itâll survive the next jolt. Every nerve in my body feels like itâs on fire as I grip the armrests, my knuckles white, my breathing shallow.
Iâm going to die.
The thought rings in my head like a bell, over and over again, drowning out the chaos around me. My mind starts spiraling, and before I can stop it, a flood of regrets hits me. All the things Iâve never done. The places Iâll never see. The life I thought I had more time to live.
And then it hits meâthis big, glaring regret that feels both ridiculous and monumental at the same time.
Iâve never had sex. Never been kissed properly, not in a way that made me feel like the earth moved. Never felt someoneâs hands on me in that way, never let myself get lost in another person. Iâve spent my life waiting for the perfect moment, the perfect person, and now I might die without ever knowing what that feels like.
Tears blur my vision, and I press my forehead to the cool leather of the seat in front of me, whispering a silent prayer to anyone who might be listening. The plane shudders again, and I snap upright, words tumbling out before I can stop them.
âI donât want to die a virgin!â
The cabin is loud with commotion, but the words feel deafening to me. My hands fly to my mouth in horror as I realize Iâve just said that out loud. Out. Loud.
Next to me, Mikhail turns his head slowly, his gray eyes narrowing slightly. His expression is unreadable for a moment, like heâs trying to decide if he heard me correctly.
âWhat?â he says.
My face is on fire as I stammer, âIâI justâ¦if we crash, I donât want to die withoutâ¦you knowâ¦â
His lips twitch, and for a second, I think heâs going to laugh. But then he leans closer, his gaze locking onto mine, sharp and assessing. The tension of the moment shifts, morphing into something else entirely.
âYou want to lose your virginity before you die?â he asks, his voice low and even, like heâs asking about the weather.
I canât look at him. âI didnât meanâ ââ
The plane shudders again, and I flinch, gripping the armrests tighter. Mikhail doesnât move, doesnât flinch. He just sits there, watching me with an intensity that feels like itâs peeling back my layers, one by one.
The turbulence begins to ease, the violent shaking giving way to a gentle hum as the plane stabilizes. The pilotâs voice comes over the intercom, announcing that weâve cleared the rough air and are now flying smoothly. Around us, passengers murmur in relief, the tension in the cabin slowly dissolving.
But my heart is still pounding, and Mikhailâs gaze hasnât left mine. He leans back in his seat, his lips curling into that maddeningly knowing smirk.
âThat,â he says, his voice quiet but deliberate, âcan be arranged, kiska.â