Mile High Daddy: Chapter 4
Mile High Daddy: An Age Gap, Bratva Romance (Forbidden Silver Foxes)
Iâve dealt with complicated people my whole life. Men who lie without blinking, women who see through every facade, allies who smile to your face while plotting your downfall. Iâve learned to read them allâstudy their tells, their weaknesses, their desires. And yet, here I am, sitting across from Lila Evans, utterly confounded by a woman who seems to be nothing but herself.
Sheâs so unguarded, so completely unpolished, that itâs disarming. It makes her dangerous in a way I canât quite name. She doesnât even realize the kind of power she has, the kind of hold sheâs managed to take over me in just a few hours.
The way she talks is a constant shift between endearing nervousness and surprising boldness, like sheâs caught between wanting to impress the world and refusing to care what it thinks of her.
And her eyesâ¦those wide, expressive eyes that betray every thought, every emotion, no matter how much she tries to hide it. She looks at me like sheâs trying to figure me out, trying to decide if she can trust me. If she knew the truth, she wouldnât hesitate to run.
Which is why I canât tell her. Not yet.
I glance at her from the corner of my eye as Torres drives us toward New York. Sheâs staring out the window, her lips parted slightly, her thoughts clearly elsewhere. A strand of hair has fallen loose, curling against her cheek, and I have the sudden, irrational urge to brush it back for her.
This womanâ¦sheâs derailing my plans without even realizing it. I was supposed to be in New York by now, focused on the meeting thatâs waiting for me. My world doesnât allow for distractions, doesnât allow for softness. And yet, here I am, offering to drive her across states, introducing her to luxuries I wouldnât normally think twice about, watching her laugh over fries like itâs the first time Iâve smiled in months.
She turns toward me suddenly, catching me watching her. I donât look away, letting my smirk slide into place.
âWhat?â she asks, her tone defensive but tinged with curiosity.
âNothing,â I say smoothly, leaning back in my seat. âYou just seemâ¦relaxed.â
Her brow furrows slightly, and she glances at her phone, which has been buzzing relentlessly since we left the Burger King. Randallâs name flashes on the screen again, but she doesnât pick up.
âIâm ignoring him,â she says, almost to herself. âFor the first time, Iâm ignoring him.â
I feel a flicker of pride at that. Itâs small, maybe insignificant, but itâs a step.
âGood,â I say, my tone firm. âHe doesnât deserve your attention.â
She looks at me, her lips curving into a small, uncertain smile. âWhat if I change my mind later?â
I shrug, keeping my voice light. âThen you change your mind. But for now, enjoy the silence.â
Torresâs phone buzzes in the front seat, and I see his hand shift slightly as he checks the screen. A moment later, my own phone vibrates with a text. I pull it out and glance at the message.
Torres: Is it a good idea not to tell her who we are?
My jaw tightens slightly as I type back.
Me: Not now.
Our gazes meet briefly in the rearview mirror, and I see the silent question in his eyes. I give him a slight nod, and he returns his attention to the road.
Lila sighs softly beside me, her gaze fixed out the window again. She has no idea what kind of world sheâs sitting next to, no idea how much Iâm holding back just to keep her here, in this fragile bubble of normalcy.
We finally reach the outskirts of New York, the city lights stretching endlessly into the night. The energy of the city is palpable even from here, and Lila seems to perk up slightly, her shoulders relaxing as the familiar skyline comes into view.
Torres pulls up to a hotel, a sleek, modern building with floor-to-ceiling windows glowing softly in the evening light. I step out first, holding the door for her. She hesitates as she steps out, glancing up at the building.
âThis isâ¦way too nice,â she says, her voice filled with both awe and apprehension. âI canât afford this.â
I smirk, gesturing toward the entrance. âConsider it my treat. Itâs the least I can do since you introduced me to the wonders of fries and burgers.â
She laughs softly, shaking her head. âYouâre impossible, you know that?â
âIâve been told,â I reply, placing a hand lightly on her back to guide her toward the lobby.
She hesitates again at the entrance, biting her lip. âI donât know. This feelsâ¦extravagant.â
I lean closer, my voice dropping slightly. âRelax, Lila. Let me take care of this.â
She meets my gaze, and after a moment, she nods, a small smile tugging at her lips. âFine. But only because itâs been a long day.â
Inside the hotel, the air is warm, fragrant, and impossibly quiet compared to the bustling streets outside. Lila looks around with wide eyes, taking in the sleek marble floors, the towering glass walls, and the soft lighting that gives the entire space a golden glow.
âIâm serious,â she says, turning back to me. âIâll pay you back for this. It might take me a while, but I will.â
Her sincerity is endearing, if not a little absurd. I raise an eyebrow, fighting the urge to laugh. âYou donât need to worry about that, kiska.â
âNo, really,â she insists, her chin lifting slightly in that stubborn way Iâve already come to recognize. âI donât expect handouts. Iâll figure it out.â
I study her, my gaze lingering on her faceâthe flush in her cheeks, the soft curve of her jaw, the way her green eyes light up when sheâs determined. She has no idea how much she stands out here, how out of place she looks in a space like this while somehow making it feel lessâ¦cold.
But more than that, she has no idea how much I already know about her.
The promise sheâs making is laughable, but I donât say that. Because what would she do if she knew the truth? That Iâve known her name, her voice, her face long before we met on that plane.
She doesnât know, and I canât tell her. Not yet.
Instead, I let my eyes drift over her, drinking her in like sheâs something Iâve spent years searching for. Her hair is a deep auburn, wild and wavy around her shoulders in a way that makes me want to tangle my fingers in it. Her skin is pale and freckled, glowing faintly in the soft light of the lobby. And her lipsâGod, her lips. Full, pink, and entirely too distracting when she bites down on them like that, as if she doesnât realize the effect it has.
Sheâs beautiful in a way that feelsâ¦honest. Not the manufactured, calculated beauty Iâm used to, but something raw, unfiltered. Itâs infuriating.
And worse, itâs intoxicating.
Even standing a foot away from me, I can feel the heat radiating off her. Her scentâsoft, subtle, something floralâwraps around me, invading every rational thought. My body reacts before my mind can stop it, the ache building low and insistent. I grit my teeth, forcing myself to step back just slightly, though it does nothing to temper the way my pulse quickens.
She has no idea what sheâs doing to me.
âI mean it, Mikhail,â she says, snapping me out of my thoughts. âYou canât just pay for everything. Itâsâ¦not fair.â
She looks so earnest, so determined to argue over something she canât possibly afford. Itâs impossible, given her modest teacherâs salary and the kind of life sheâs used to. But I donât laugh, because the truth is, I like this about her. Her stubbornness. Her pride.
âWe can figure that out later,â I say. âBoth of us had a long day.â
My gaze lingers on her. I want her to know what Iâm thinking aboutâour kiss on the planeâand she does, ducking her head away. I smirk.
I watch her as she turns back to the receptionist, her auburn waves catching the light. Thereâs an innocence to her, a softness she doesnât seem to realize she has. She doesnât belong in this worldâmy world. But Iâm a selfish man.
âRelax, kiska,â I say, my voice dipping lower as I step just a fraction closer to her. Close enough to feel her warmth, to watch the faint flush creep up her neck. âYouâll thank me later.â
Her lips part slightly, like sheâs about to argue, but no words come out. I take satisfaction in that, in the small victory of her silence, before stepping back again.
âA suite,â I say smoothly, sliding my ID across the counter.
Lilaâs head snaps toward me so fast I half expect her to pull a muscle.
âA suite?â she repeats, her voice rising slightly.
The receptionist looks between us, her polite smile unwavering as she begins typing into her computer.
âYes,â I reply, as if itâs the most natural thing in the world.
Lila crosses her arms, her cheeks already pink. âDonât you think thatâsâ¦presumptuous?â
I glance at her, letting my smirk tug at the corner of my mouth. âPresumptuous?â
She huffs, her blush deepening. âI mean, just because youâre paying doesnât meanâ ââ
I cut her off, my voice calm but firm. âSeparate rooms, kiska.â
Her mouth falls open slightly, and I watch as her blush spreads from her cheeks to the tips of her ears. The sight makes something stir deep inside me, and I fight the urge to lean closer, to tease her further.
âOh,â she stammers, looking down at her shoes. âRight. Of course. I knew that.â
I chuckle softly, turning back to the receptionist, whoâs now fighting to hide her own amusement. âSomething spacious, with two bedrooms,â I say, ignoring Lilaâs flustered state.
âOf course, sir,â the receptionist replies, her fingers flying across the keyboard. âWe have a beautiful suite available on the top floor. Would you like me to arrange for your luggage to be brought up?â
I nod. âYes.â
Lila shifts beside me, still avoiding my gaze, her embarrassment radiating off her in waves.
âHere are your room keys,â the receptionist says, handing me two sleek black cards. âThe elevators are just to your left. Please let us know if thereâs anything you need.â
I thank her and take the keys, handing one to Lila. She hesitates before taking it, her fingers brushing mine briefly.
âReady?â I ask, tilting my head toward the elevators.
She nods, her blush still firmly in place as she follows me.
We step into the elevator, and I press the button for the top floor. The doors slide shut, and the silence feels heavy, charged with unspoken tension. Lila shifts awkwardly, clutching her key card like itâs a lifeline.
âYouâre quiet,â I say, breaking the silence.
She glances at me, her blush creeping back. âI justâ¦wasnât expectingâ¦â
âA suite?â I finish for her, my tone teasing.
âYes,â she says, her voice sharper now, as if sheâs trying to reclaim some dignity. âAnd separate rooms, obviously.â
âObviously,â I reply, my smirk widening.
The elevator dings, and the doors slide open to reveal a plush, carpeted hallway. I gesture for her to step out first, and she does, her shoulders still tense.
We find the suite at the end of the hallway, and I unlock the door, pushing it open to reveal a sprawling space bathed in soft, warm light. A living area with sleek furniture stretches before us, and two separate bedrooms are visible on opposite sides of the suite.
Lila steps inside, her eyes widening as she takes it all in.
âThis isâ¦wow,â she says, her voice breathless.
âNot bad, is it?â I reply, setting my bag down near the door.
She turns to me, her lips twitching into a faint smile. âYouâre full of surprises, you know that?â
I step closer, just enough to make her glance up at me, her green eyes catching the light. âYouâve seen nothing yet, kiska.â
Her blush returns, and she quickly turns away, mumbling something about finding her room. I watch her retreat, my smirk softening into something elseâsomething I canât quite name. Iâve lived long enough to know better. To know sheâs too young, too untouched for a man like me. But that doesnât stop me from wanting her.
As much as I want to push, to see just how far that blush will spread, I remind myself that patience is a virtue. For now, this is enough.
Dinner arrives quickly after I step out, freshened up.
I ordered enough to ensure sheâd eatâroasted chicken, grilled vegetables, fresh bread, and a bottle of wine to take the edge off her nerves. The hotel staff sets everything up on the table in the living area, efficient and silent, before leaving us alone again.
Lila sits curled up on the couch, glass of wine already in hand, her face turned toward the window.
I take a seat across from her, pouring myself a glass, but I donât drink. Instead, I watch her, her auburn hair falling in soft waves around her face, her green eyes fixed on the glass in her hands.
âYou should slow down,â I say, my voice calm but firm.
She glances up, her lips curving into a faint, almost defiant smile. âWhy? Afraid I canât handle it?â
âNo,â I reply, leaning back in my chair. âBut I think youâre trying to drown something, and that rarely works.â
Her smile fades, and she sets the glass down with a sigh. âMaybe I am,â she admits. âThis isâ¦a lot. Everything about today has been a lot.â
I nod, giving her the space to continue.
âFor the first time in my life,â she says softly, âI justâ¦ran away. From everything. From my responsibility, from the person everyone expects me to be.â She looks at me, her eyes glassy but determined. âItâs terrifying.â
âAnd freeing,â I add, my tone lighter, teasing.
Her lips twitch, but she doesnât fully smile. âMaybe a little.â
I take a sip of my wine, studying her. âItâs not the worst thing, you know. Running. Sometimes itâs the only way to figure out where youâre supposed to be.â
She laughs softly, shaking her head. âYou sound like you have a lot of experience in that department.â
âPerhaps,â I say, letting the word hang in the air.
She picks up her glass again, swirling the wine but not drinking it. âYouâre not what I expected, Mikhail.â
âAnd what did you expect?â
âI donât know,â she says, her voice quiet. âBut notâ¦this.â
I smirk, watching as she takes another sip. Her cheeks are rosier now, her shoulders a little more relaxed, though thereâs still something guarded about her.
âYouâre thinking too much again,â I say, setting my glass down. âYou need a distraction.â
Her gaze sharpens slightly, her curiosity piqued. âLike what?â
I let my smirk deepen, leaning forward slightly. âWell, we could always revisit what you said on the plane.â
Her eyes widen, and for a moment, she looks genuinely flustered. But then she surprises meâher expression softens, and she leans back, meeting my gaze head-on.
âIâm not ashamed of being a virgin,â she says defiantly. I like herâtoo much already.
âYou shouldnât be,â I reply, my tone more serious now.
She tilts her head, studying me. âAre you?â
I raise an eyebrow, unsure if sheâs teasing or genuinely asking. âA virgin?â
She nods.
âNo,â I say simply, waiting for her reaction.
She smiles faintly, her confidence growing. âDidnât think so.â
The air between us shifts, almost crackling.
âI donât want to sound desperate,â she says suddenly. âIâm twenty-four already. I havenât been on a date for the past few months. People just cancel on me, and at this point, Iâm not sure if itâs ever going to happen. God, I thought I would die today as a virgin.â She hesitates, biting her lip as her eyes drop to her glass. âButâ¦what if weâ¦?â
My body tightens, every instinct screaming at me to stop this now. Sheâs here, in New York. I should be making the call, letting her father know where she is. Thatâs the plan. Thatâs why Iâm here.
But then she looks up at me, her green eyes wide and unguarded, and I feel the pull of her like a vise around my chest.
âWhat?â I ask, my voice rougher than I intended.
âWhat if I want you to make love to me?â she says.