Chapter 45
If You Want Me (The Toronto Terror Series)
Over the week that follows, Hollis and I see each other every day. We attempt a coffee date between classes and practices at one of the local shops, but with Toronto in the playoffs, itâs impossible for him to go anywhere without being recognized.
We ended up at the Watering Hole the other night because itâs safe, but Tristan and Dallas showed up, and then it became an everyone night out. It was the first time weâd been out with the crew since Hollis took me on the date and I decided to give us an honest shot. No one made a big deal of it. I hadnât realized how hard it was to keep this from the people we care about until we didnât have to anymore. Having Hollis casually put his arm around my shoulder and kiss my temple was freeing in the way Iâve always known it would be.
The hugs good night are long, and the forehead kisses are sweet. But not giving in to the chemistry is wearing me down. Hollis has set a clear boundary about getting physical again until Iâm ready to commit to being his girlfriend. My head is readyâand my lady bits tooâbut my heart is still bruised and nervous.
He heals it a little more every day with his thoughtfulness, though. Heâs taken to bringing me treats and gifts. Sometimes itâs as simple as a snack from my favorite bakery, or a bag of those horrible but delicious marshmallow bananas. My favorite gift so far, though, is the Terror hoodie that reads Hollisâs Girl across the shoulders. I wore it to my final exam, which Iâve just handed in.
Iâm meeting Rix, Tally, Hemi, Dred, and Shilpa at the Watering Hole this evening to celebrate my freedom from university life. Next week, Hemiâs assistant PR director posting goes up, and Iâm obviously applying.
Iâm about to send the girls a message when I notice I have new ones from Hollis, asking if Iâve finished my exam.
Aurora
All done!
I step outside and shiver at the cool spring breeze. Weâre in that weird time of year where Canada canât decide if sheâs hot or cold yet. I pause to fish my hoodie out of my crossbody bag.
âHey! Aurora!â Jameson calls as he approaches. âHowâd the exam go?â
âGood. How about you?â I shoulder my bag.
He was still finishing up when I handed mine in. I stopped at the bathroom before I left the building, though.
âSame. I think I nailed the essay question.â
I fall into step with him as we round the corner of the building. A parking lot separates us from the quad and the campus pub. I frown when I notice a horde of students gathered in one corner of the lot. âWhat the heck is going on over there?â
âMaybe a fender bender?â Jameson says.
As we get closer, I recognize the car. How could I not? Iâve been in the passenger seat recently. Itâs also a custom shade of blue that stands out. âOh my God, what the hell is he thinking?â Hollis is ostentatious about two things: his hoodie collection and his car.
As we get closer, I note that most of the excited horde are wearing various Toronto Terror clothing items, like hoodies and ball caps. A few even have patches on their backpacks. Itâs a cool logo, so itâs understandable.
âWhat the hell was who thinking?â Jameson asks.
âHollis.â I donât know whether to roll my eyes or laugh. âI need to save him.â
How would Hemi handle this? Weâve been out with the team before when one of the guys ended up swarmed by excited fans. She always steps in, and most of the time she gives the fans a minute to take a picture and get something signed before sending them on their merry way. This is a sizable group, though, which means itâll take more than a few minutes. Hollis can handle signing hats, but he gets antsy when thereâs no crowd control. Which is where I come in. âYou want to help me manage this situation?â I ask Jameson. âThere are playoff tickets in it for you.â I donât have the authority to do that, but Hollis does. And Iâve learned recently that heâll do just about anything to make me happy.
âAre you serious?â Jameson looks like heâs going to pee his pants.
âAbsolutely.â
âWhat do you need me to do?â
âCalm this crowd.â
A group of screaming girlsâjudging from the look of them, probably first yearsâtry to push their way to the front.
I channel my inner Hemi as I approach the group, whistling shrilly. âEveryone, please take three steps back,â I shout. âMove aside, please,â I tell the girls who are freaking out.
âItâs somebody famous!â one of them gushes.
âDo you watch hockey?â I ask.
She wrinkles her nose. âUm, no?â
âHeâs a hockey player.â
âOh.â That gets rid of four girls and allows me room to slip through a gap in the crowd.
Hollis is passing back a ball cap when I reach him.
Relief crosses his face when he sees me, followed by concern. He wraps a protective arm around my waist.
I smile. âWhat were you thinking, coming to a university campus in your flashy sports car?â
His grin is sheepish. âThat I wanted to pick you up from your last exam so we could celebrate.â
âThat was sweet, but you probably should have driven your other car.â Before he can defend himself, I curve a hand around the back of his neck and pull his mouth to mine. I even indulge in a few strokes of tongue before I pull away.
âYou know thatâll end up on the hockey sites,â he says, but heâs still smiling.
âYeah. We need to manage this situation youâve created. Then we can go celebrate.â I pat his chest and turn around, whistling the way Hemi taught me again.
The people closest to us step back. I raise my hand. âHi, my name is Aurora. Iâm Hollisâs girlfriend, and I completely understand your excitement that heâs here, because I share it.â
That gets me a few shocked gasps and some laughter. âHollis has twenty minutes. He will sign hats, shirts, or bags, but no body parts. Please have your camera phone ready for a photo. Any inappropriate touching or comments, and he will leave immediately.â
With the help of Jameson and campus security, who have come over to check on the commotion, weâre able to handle the crowd while Hollis signs hats and bags and takes photos with fans. I grab contact information from the security guards and promise Jameson Iâll text later this weekend with ticket information.
Once weâre in the car and out of the parking lot, I angle my body toward Hollis. âAre you okay?â
âYeah. That wasâ¦unexpected.â
âToronto is in the playoffs, and a university campus is a hotbed for excitement, especially on the final day of exams.â Weâre lucky more than half the campus has already cleared out.
âI wanted to surprise you.â His gaze moves over me in that familiar fiery way that makes my toes curl. âYou were sexy as fuck back there, by the way.â
âThanks.â I beam at the compliment.
âDid you mean what you said?â he asks as he stops at a red light.
I bite back a smile. âAbout being your girlfriend?â
âThatâs the part, yeah.â His expression is hopeful.
âIâd sort of hoped weâd have a little more privacy when I said that, but there were some thirsty women eyeing you.â When his face starts to fall, I rush on. âBut yes. I mean it. I choose you, Hollis. I mean, Iâve been choosing you for a while, and I know youâre in this with me. Iâm ready for this, for us.â
âYeah?â
âYeah.â
âI am so fucking glad to hear that.â His smile is wide and warm and full of so much love my heart gets all gushy, along with other body parts.
âI think we should go back to your place and celebrate our new relationship status and my being finished with university.â
âWhat kind of celebration do you have in mind?â
âHmmâ¦â I tap my lip. âHow about the kind that includes a look at that list of fantasies I have?â
He kisses the back of my hand, and I feel it in my vagina. âI love that idea. Plus, I have a surprise waiting for you at home.â The light turns green, and he refocuses on the road.
âOooh, I love surprises. Except the kind where my dad walks into my apartment unannounced, or when Tristan canât wait for Rix to come over and they end up having a fuckfest in our apartment instead of at his place.â They havenât done that without warning since I mentioned to Rix how the walls can be thin. Tristan even apologized for ever making me feel uncomfortable. I think it was more painful watching how awkward he was than accidentally hearing their antics.
âIt would be justifiable to return the favor before she moves in with him full time,â Hollis muses.
âWeâre tamer than they are by a long shot, though.â
âYeah. Thereâs no way Iâll put my entire hand in your vagina.â
âThree fingers are always welcome.â
Hollis groans. âLetâs hope we make it past the front door.â
âI sort of hope we donât.â
We hit the next red light, and Hollis taps agitatedly on the steering wheel.
I shift in my seat and slide my hands between my thighs. âI canât wait to get you out of those clothes.â
He eyes me from the side. âWhat else canât you wait for?â
âMm⦠So many things. Iâve missed kissing you.â
âIâve missed that, too.â
âAnd the feel of your mouth on me. God, Iâm dying for your tongue between my thighs.â
He makes a deep noise in the back of his throat.
âAnd that sound. I want more of that.â I skim the back of his hand with my fingertips, and he groans again. âI love that so much.â
âWhat else do you want, Princess?â
âI want to be under you. I want the weight of you pressing me into the mattress, your hand on my throat, and your eyes on mine while you fuck me hard and slow.â
Hollis nearly misses the turn into the parking garage. The tires squeal as he makes the hard right. He barely has the car in park before he jams the release on his seat belt, spears his hands into my hair, and takes my mouth in a searing, bone-melting kiss.
When I reach for his belt buckle, he covers my hand with his. âAs much as I want your hands on me, Roman is finally talking to me again, and being caught getting a handy in my car when weâre an elevator ride away from a bed seems unnecessary.â
âFair.â I back off, and Hollis rearranges himself before we exit the vehicle. The elevator takes forever to arrive, but itâs empty, so he backs me into the corner. âI canât wait to get my hands all over you,â he murmurs as he kisses a path up my neck.
The elevator dings, and he puts distance between us as the doors slide open. Which is good because my dad is in the hall, holding a giant gift bag with the word Congratulations written across the front in cursive.
âOh, hey. I tried to drop this off, but you obviously werenât there, and the safety latch was on, so I guess Rix and Tristan are.â
âThatâs a safe bet.â
He nods, and his gaze shifts between me and Hollis. âI thought youâd want to celebrate a little, but uhâ¦maybe later?â
My heart squeezes. Heâs really trying. Do I want to celebrate by getting naked? Yes. But I want to help repair my dadâs relationship with Hollis first.
âI was supposed to meet the girls at the Watering Hole in a couple of hours, but we could head over now?â I suggest.
âI donât want to interfere with whatever plans youâve made.â He looks so unsure of himself, and sad.
âYouâre not interfering, Dado. This is a big deal and a big day. I want you to be part of it. We both do.â I squeeze Hollisâs hand.
âCome on, Roman.â Hollis pulls my dad into the elevator with us.
I hit the button for the lobby and send a group message about the slight change in plans.
When we step out of the elevator, Hollis laces my fingers with his, and we walk down the street together. We grab our favorite table, but instead of sliding into the seat beside my dad, Hollis takes the spot beside me and stretches his arm across the back of my chair. Our regular server pops by, and Hollis orders me a martini the way I like it and beers for him and my dad.
Dad looks between us. âYou picked Aurora up from her exam?â Heâs started calling me Aurora recently. Iâm not a hundred percent sure I want him to anymore. I donât feel like Iâm fighting to be seen as an adult the way I used to.
âI did,â Hollis says.
My mouth is suddenly dry. Iâm not sure where this is going.
âYou take your SUV or the Audi?â Dad asks.
âThe Audi.â
He nods and rubs his bottom lip with his thumb. âHow long before you got mobbed?â
Hollis laughs. âAs soon as I got out of the car.â
âThat was a rookie move.â
âI wasnât thinking.â
âDonât you remember when we picked Aurora up from one of her high school dances in my Porsche?â Dad asks.
I slap the table. It was green and over the top and impossible not to notice. âI was so freaking embarrassed! And then I had to cram myself in the back seat!â
âShit. I do remember that. You were pissed at us.â Hollis laughs.
âYou were all my friends talked about for weeks. It was so annoying.â I roll my eyes, but Iâm smiling. It wasnât long after that when I flubbed my math test and tried to make Hollis my tutor. Never in my wildest dreams did I actually believe weâd end up here.
âIâm sure it was frustrating.â Hollis gives me a knowing smile.
I elbow him in the side. âOh my God, check your ego.â
âI gotta use the bathroom. Iâll be right back.â Hollis kisses me on the cheek and slides out of the booth.
âI canât believe I didnât see it,â Dad muses.
âSee what?â
âThe way you look at each other.â
âWe were trying to hide it for a long while. And Iâm sorry for that.â
He shakes his head. âI would have had a hard time no matter what, PeâAurora. I know youâre an adult, but youâll always be my baby girl. And Hollis is my best friend. There wasnât an easy way around this.â
âHeâs still your best friend?â I ask.
âYeah. Itâll take me a while to get over this, but I see how he is with you. How he feels about you is written all over his face. That he was able to hide it for as long as he did is a freaking miracle. No one was ever going to be good enough for you, but if thereâs one person I trust to put you first, itâs him.â
I reach across the table and squeeze his hand. âI love you, Dado.â
âI love you, too, kiddo, with all my heart.â