Chapter 47
If You Want Me (The Toronto Terror Series)
Aurora glances at the clock on the nightstand and pats my chest. âOoh, you should probably get dressed. My dad will be here soon.â Tonight could be the final game of the season, and if the universe is on our side, weâll bring home the cup.
She grins when I level her with a glare. âYou were parading around in your panties.â
âI was still deciding what to wear tonight.â
âYou were being a brat.â
âBut youâre relaxed, arenât you?â
âI am definitely relaxed,â I agree and start to sit up.
She leans in and puckers her lips. âI love you.â
âI love you, even when youâre a brat.â I steal one last kiss. âEspecially when youâre a brat.â I roll off the bed and hop to my feet.
She shifts onto her side and props her cheek on her fist. âThat was incredibly graceful.â
I look at the clock on my way to the bathroom. âWeâre cutting it close.â
âYouâre cutting it close. I have an hour,â she calls out.
âYou canât be naked when your dad comes knocking.â
âPoint taken.â She log-rolls off the bed and holds up her hand as I toss her a warm, damp washcloth. She wipes between her legs and tosses it into the laundry hamper beside her dresser.
The top four drawers are filled with her clothes. Now, whenever Tristan is home and Rix is at his place, Aurora stays here. Iâm not pushing for her to move in yet. She still has a few months before the sublet expires, but sheâs spending more nights in my bed than hers these days.
I quickly put on my suit while Aurora pulls on a pair of jeans, a Terror T-shirt with Hollisâs Girl and my number on the back, and her dadâs jersey over the top. Thereâs a knock at the door as we finish getting dressed. Roman has stopped letting himself in out of fear that heâll see something he doesnât want to.
Heâs getting used to me and Aurora being a couple. Nothing has changed in some ways, and in others, everything has. Openly showing her affection in public has been an adjustment, but a welcome one. Sheâs mine and Iâm hers, and I refuse to hide those feelings from anyone, especially not Roman. And while our friendship has changed, we both have the same first priority now, and thatâs Aurora.
We meet Roman at the door together.
âHey.â Aurora wraps her arms around him, then leans back and fixes his tie. âYou look great. Feeling good about tonight?â
âReady to shut out New York.â His gaze shifts to me. âHow about you?â
âSolid. Ready to get on the ice.â Iâve played every game this series, and Iâve felt strong. Iâm not where I was at the beginning of the season, but I have the entire off season to get there again.
The three of us get into the elevator. Aurora kisses Roman on the cheek as we approach the twelfth floor. âI love you. Good luck tonight, Dado.â
He gives her a quick hug. âI love you, too, kiddo.â
I reach for her just as she turns to me. Itâs like that more and more these days. Weâre in sync. I snake an arm around her waist, and she wraps hers around my neck. Itâs automatic, and for a second, I forget everything but her.
âYouâve got this.â She kisses the side of my neck and leans back so I can see her beautiful face. âI love you.â
I cup her cheek in my palm. âI love you, too. Iâll be looking for you out there tonight.â
âIâll be cheering for you.â
I brush my lips over hers. The elevator doors slide open, and I grudgingly release her. She steps into the hall and blows us both another kiss. âKick their ass tonight.â
Roman laughs, and she winks as the doors slide closed.
âYou all right?â I ask once itâs the two of us.
He leans against the wall and crosses his arms. âYou know, I worried I wouldnât be able to handle seeing you and my daughter together.â
I nod. I get that it isnât easy, but she needs to know I put her first every time. âI know itâs a transition, but Iâd rather you be pissed at me than deny her affection.â
âThatâs exactly how it should be.â A hint of a smile tips the corner of his mouth. âSheâs happy with you. Happier than Iâve ever seen her. Iâm not saying this is easy to get used to, but the way you love her makes the awkwardness worth it. I just want her to be content and loved, and thatâs what I see when sheâs with you.â
âIâd do anything for her,â I admit.
âI know.â
The elevator doors open, and we step out into the warm May afternoon. The playoffs have been intense, and this could be a historic night for us. We take Tristanâs SUV to the arena, and when we arrive, the energy in the locker room is electric. Everyone is buzzing with nerves and excitement. And that goes with us onto the ice.
When itâs time for the game, the girls are all behind the bench tonight. Ashish ends up on the Jumbotron when he blows his wife a kiss. Shilpa catches it and brings her fingers to her lips. Earlier in the season, I would have razzed him for that, but tonight I can appreciate their commitment to each other. This isnât an easy life, and Shilpa is a rock star.
Tristan scans the row for Rix and taps his fist over his heart. Rix makes a heart with both her hands and when the camera pans away, she drops it to her crotch.
Dallas laughs.
Flip glances behind us. âWhatâs going on?â
âNothing,â Tristan and I say at the same time.
Flip gives the girls a thumbs-up, and Tallyâs face turns red as the cameras return to their row.
Aurora and I do what we always do when sheâs at games these days: at the same time, we mouth the words I love you and make the corresponding hand gestures. Is it cheesy as fuck? Absolutely. But it makes her smile every time. The crowd has gotten wise to this, and pictures of us have ended up on the hockey sites recently. It used to bother me when that happened with Scarlet, but it feels different with Aurora. Thereâs no agenda; weâre not on display. And Auroraâs grown up in the hockey world, so sheâs used to it. That makes it easier to roll with.
Stiles and Madden start the game strong, scoring a goal in the first two minutes. But Bowman ties it up at the end of the first period. Grace scores another goal for New York at the beginning of the second period, and then weâre fighting to tie it back up through the end of the second period. Itâs an intense game, with New York working to drag this out to all seven games. But at the beginning of the third period, Madden scores, tying it up again. Everyone is playing hard, and Grace is using it to his advantage. With six minutes left in the game, Stiles takes a hit. It doesnât look like it should take him out of the game, but heâs favoring his right leg. And weâre set up for a face off at New Yorkâs net, putting us in an ideal position.
Thereâs a back and forth with the refs, and Stiles skates back to the bench, shaking his head.
âYou all right, man?â I ask as I pass him.
He lifts his chin, a slight smile at the corner of his mouth. âGet that goal, man.â
I take my place at right wing, and the puck drops. Thereâs a scramble for control, and Madden flips it to me. I skate behind the crease and pass it back, getting into position. Weâre back and forth, keeping the puck away from New York, looking for weak spots in their defense. Madden takes the shot on net, but it bounces off the post. The roar of excitement becomes a sigh of disappointment.
But New Yorkâs defense misses the opportunity to reclaim control, and Madden snags the pass. Defense is already in position, though, blocking his shot on net. He passes to me as I move in, ready to take the shot. New Yorkâs goalie adjusts his position, and at the last second, I scoop the puck and flip it up. It sails over his pads and hits the back of the net.
Toronto loses their fucking minds, and I find myself smashed into Madden and Palaniappa.
We try to compose ourselves pretty quickly. We still have four and a half minutes of play left. Weâre in the lead, but anything could happen.
New York scrambles to get back in the game, but Grace makes a stupid move during the next shift with Stiles and gets called for tripping. The two-minute penalty attached to that makes it impossible for New York to score the goal they so desperately need to stay in the series.
We win the game 3-2, and the Cup is ours. Itâs one hell of an end to my comeback season.
The locker room is buzzing after the game, and Tristan claps me on the back, his grin wide. âDude. You made history.â
I shake my head, but I canât stop smiling. âThat should have been your goal.â
âWho knows what would have happened if Iâd been out there instead of you? That could have been any of us. You fought for this, man. I know it; you know it. Celebrate the fuck out of it.â
An hour later, we step through the doors of the Watering Hole. Roman is at my side. I donât make it three feet inside before Iâm tackle-hugged by Aurora. Her entire body winds around mine. âThat was amazing! You were amazing!â She mashes our mouths together. âIâve already had two glasses of champagne, so I canât be responsible for the things that come out of my mouth tonight.â
âMaybe censor them in front of me,â Roman says.
âOh fuââ She untangles herself from around me. âSorry, Dado.â She dances over and hugs him. âYou were amazing, too.â
He pats her on the back. âThanks, kiddo.â
She edges between us and links her arms with ours.
In that moment, I realize it doesnât matter what comes next, whether I decide to play next season or hang up my skates and go a different direction. Iâve done the things I wanted to in this career. Hit all the high notes. This is the win of all wins. And itâs that much sweeter because I get to celebrate it with the people who matter the mostâmy best friend and the love of my life.
Aurora is it for me.
My person.
And sheâs worth every risk.