The Chase: Chapter 16
The Chase: A Grumpy Sunshine College Hockey Romance (Briar U Book 1)
âStrip.â
Spending time with Summer isâ¦a challenge. And thatâs coming from me, a guy who plays hockey at the college level for a Division 1 school. I can honestly say that my grueling athletic career is a walk in the park compared to the sheer grit it takes maintaining a friendship with Summer Di Laurentis.
First off, itâs impossible for me to forget about the kiss we shared. Maybe sheâs been able to put it out of her mind, but it sure as hell hasnât left mine. Which means every time Iâve looked at her mouth these past few days, Iâve been reminded of how good it felt pressed against mine.
Second, Iâm still attracted to her, so usually when Iâm admiring that mouth, the fantasy doesnât stop with a harmless kiss. Her lips and tongue have played a starring role in so many dirty fantasies that Iâve taken to jerking off in the shower every morning to the thought of her.
Third, jerking off to her every morning makes it hard to look her in the eye when we hang out.
And lastly, when youâre friends with Summer, she does things like waltz into your bedroom and order you to strip.
âNo,â I answer.
âStrip, Fitzy.â
I cock one eyebrow. âNo.â
âOh my God, why wonât you take your clothes off!â
âWhy are you asking me to take my clothes off? Iâm not one of your French girls,â I growl.
She keels over laughing. Summer has this way of completely losing herself in fits of laughter. It usually involves tears, doubling over, and furiously rubbing a stitch in her side. When she laughs, she does it with her entire body and soul.
Needless to say, I like provoking that response from her.
âI donât want to draw you,â she says between giggles. She straightens and plants both hands on her hips. âIâm trying to help you, you stupid jerk.â
I swallow a sigh. I deeply regret telling her about my job interview with Kamal Jain tomorrow morning. It came up last night during our nightly sketching/study session, a routine weâve had going for the past four days. When she asked what I planned on wearing, I shrugged and said, âMaybe jeans and a blazer?â
To which sheâd gazed at me in horror and retorted, âIâm sorry, sweetie, but thatâs not a look you can pull off. Justin Timberlake, he can rock it like a hurricane. But you? No way.â Then sheâd dismissively waved her hand. âDonât worry. Iâll take care of it.â
I wasnât worried, and I hadnât asked her to clarify what she meant by âtaking care of it.â
I regret not asking, because now itâs eight oâclock on Thursday night and Summer just dropped half a dozen garment bags on my bed and demanded I undress.
âIâm not trying on clothes for you,â I say stubbornly.
âI told you, this isnât for me!â she grumbles in frustration. âItâs for you. Iâm doing you a huge solid right now, Fitz. Do you know how many thousands of dollarsâ worth of clothes are in those bags?â
I scowl. âI donât care how much they cost. I want to wear my own stuff.â
âWhat stuff?â She charges to my closet door and throws it open. âYou mean this stuff? A bunch of T-shirts. Jeans and cargo pants. Some sweaters, a couple of button-downs, a whole lot of sports jerseys, and more wife-beaters than any man should ever need to own.â
âAnd the suit I wore to my Uncle Nedâs funeral,â I say helpfully. âI could wear that if you want.â
âI do not want.â She rifles through the hangers. âEverything you own is either black or gray. What do you have against colors, Colin? Did red bully you as a child? Did green steal your girlfriend? Black, gray, gray, black, black, oh look! More black! This is insanity. Iâm literally going insane looking at your closet.â Summer spins around, glaring. âYouâre going to let me dress you for the interview, you hear me? Itâs my right, now that weâre best friends.â
âBest friends?â I sputter with laughter. âI agreed to no such thing.â
âIf I decide something, then itâs the law.â She sticks out her tongue. âYou have no say.â
Gone is the teary-eyed girl Iâd comforted mere days ago, and I have to admit itâs nice seeing her smiling and beaming at me. Directing all her innate sunlight at me instead of eyeing me with dark caution and cloudy uncertainty.
âCome on, Fitz. Please? Just try on a few outfits. If you donât like them, Iâll send them back.â
âSend them back to who?â My stomach churns. âPlease donât tell me you bought these.â Iâm not good with accepting gifts, particularly expensive ones.
âOh no. That would make a huge dent in my trust fund. My parents would murder me.â She shrugs. âA friend of mine sent them over as a favor. Sheâs the stylist for an actor.â
âWhich actor?â I canât help but ask, curiously eyeing the bags.
âNoah Billings.â
âNever heard of him.â
âHeâs on a CW superhero show. Heâs about your size, maybe a tad shorter. Most of these have been tailored to him, but weâll see what we can do. Anyway, Mariah said you can borrow whatever you want, as long as we pay for it to be dry-cleaned before we give it back. So now shut up and strip, sweetie. I want you to look great tomorrow. I mean, this is huge.â
Sheâs right. It is huge. A job at Orcus Games would be a dream come true.
âYouâre right,â I concede. âI canât look like a scrub.â
âIâm sorry, did you say Iâm right? As in, youâre wrong?â
âYes, Summer. Youâre right. I need to make a good impression.â I sigh in defeat. âLetâs see whatâs in those bags.â
She squeals loud enough to make me flinch. Man, thatâs a seriously high pitch sheâs got there. âYou wonât regret this. This is going to be so much fun.â
Clapping happily, she does a few spins, her blonde hair whipping around her slender body. She punctuates the excited dance with a little jump where she kicks out both legs and then lands directly on the tips of her bare toes.
âWhoa,â I blurt, genuinely impressed. âWhereâd you learn to do that?â
âI took six years of ballet.â She marches to the chair and picks up the first garment bag.
Right, I remember sheâd mentioned ballet had been one of her interests. âDidnât stick with it, eh?â
âI told you, I get bored easily.â She unzips the bag and extracts a hanger that holds aâ¦
Gray sweater.
âItâs a fucking gray sweater,â I accuse. âYou know, like the one hanging five feet away from us? The one you were just criticizing?â
âFirst of all, itâs not gray. Itâs slateââ
âItâs gray.â
âSecond of all, itâs Tom Fordâis the one in your closet Tom Ford? I didnât think so. Third of all, shut up and come touch this.â
Iâm scared sheâll smack me if I donât, so I do what the lady orders. I canât help but whistle as my fingers encounter the softest wool Iâve ever felt. âItâs nice,â I relent.
âPerfect, so weâll try it over thisâ¦â She checks the second hanger. âOooh, over this Saint Laurent shirt. Actually, no⦠You know what? I donât think we even need a shirt underneath. I feel like the sweater might be thick enough that your nips wonât show. Weâll pair it with these trousers. Turn around.â
âWhy?â
âI want to see your butt.â
âNo,â I say indignantly.
âTurn around.â
I turn around because I donât feel like losing another argument, but I throw in a silky reply just to unnerve her. âDo you like what you see? You can give it a squeeze if you want.â
She makes a squeaky noise. âAre you flirting? Thatâs highly inappropriate.â
âSays the woman staring longingly at my ass.â
âKeep telling yourself that,â she replies, but I donât miss the breathy note in her voice. âOkay. Weâll try the trousers, but Noah Billingsâ butt isnât as muscular as yours. These might show off a little too much ass.â
âIs there such a thing?â I ask solemnly.
Summer grins. âTouché. All right. Letâs see how this looks.â
Iâm about to remove my shirt, when I realize sheâs still standing there watching me. âWhat, I donât get any privacy?â
âYouâre just taking your shirt off. Itâs not like youâre getting naked.â
Yes, but it still feels kind ofâ¦intimate. I shrug the thought away. If we were at the beach, Iâd have no qualms going bare-chested. Iâm being a pussy right now.
I peel my T-shirt over my head.
Summerâs green eyes widen. Appreciation heats her expression, and damned if that doesnât inflate my ego like a helium balloon. It only gets bigger when she lets out a breathy noise that speaks directly to my dick.
âI love your tattoos,â she informs me.
âYeah?â
âUh-huh.â
Her gaze is glued to my naked torso. Holy shit, if she keeps looking at me like that, I might not be able to stop myself from touching her. Itâs already been a Herculean effort for me to draw her every night without giving in to every carnal urge thatâs begging me to fuck her.
But I canât. Not unless she makes the first move. I already blew my chance thanks to my behavior on New Yearâs. My hypercritical words had hurt her, and just because sheâd accepted my apology doesnât mean I can assume sheâs into me now. The fact that she referred to us as âbest friendsâ is probably a good indication of where I stand.
Iâve been friend-zoned.
âPermission to approach the chest?â
A hasty laugh pops out. âPermission granted?â
She steps forward for a closer examination of the ink on my arms and chest. âDid you design these yourself?â
âYeah.â
âMy God, Fitz. Youâre so good.â
Embarrassment creeps up my throat. I donât take compliments well. Never have. So I make a noncommittal sound that hopefully she interprets as a thank you.
âYouâre really into the fantasy imagery, huh?â She focuses on my left biceps. âThis sword is badass. Is it based on Sir Nornanâs glass sword in The Glass Forest? No, wait, the sword doesnât show up until the third book.â
âWeeping Devils,â I confirm, naming another title in the Shifting Winds series. Nerves make me pause, because I donât want to rock the boat again. âWhich one is your favorite?â I quickly add, âItâs not a trick question, I promise. I know you read them.â
âIf you want to get technical, I didnât read themâI listened to the audiobooks. Iâm obsessed with audiobooks,â she reveals. âAnd to answer your question, Iâd have to go with the first book. First book is always the best.â
âAgreed.â
She touches something on my shoulder. âOhhh, this is so pretty. This cluster of roses.â Her impish gaze lifts to mine. âNot very manly,â she teases.
Iâm too distracted to respond or take offense, because her fingertips are still tracing my bare flesh. Air gets trapped in my throat. The sweet scent of her shampoo tickles my nose, along with a hint of her signature perfume.
I find myself asking, âWhat perfume is that?â
âChanel No. 5.â Her lips curve in a smile. âThe only scent a lady should ever own.â
âIâll take your word for it.â
My body weeps from the loss of contact when she withdraws her hand. âEnough chit-chatting, Fitzy. Put this on.â
The next thing I know, sheâs shoving the sweater over my head. I feel like a child as I slide my arms into the sleeves and poke my head through the neck hole. I swear Summerâs fingernails scrape my abdomen as she drags the shirt down.
A shiver races up my spine. Iâm turned on.
Like, really turned on.
Shit, and now I have to take my pants off, and Iâm wearing boxer-briefs that perfectly outline my cock. Sheâs totally going to notice.
Ding.
Summerâs phone chimes with an incoming text. Oh, thank you, Jesus. As she turns to check the message, I hastily kick my sweatpants off and slide into the crisp black trousers. Making sure her gaze is occupied, I do a quick rearrange of the dick region so itâs not as pokey. When Summer turns back to me, I hope I resemble a man who isnât harder than granite.
She whistles softly. âOh, I like this, Fitz. Itâs super sharp. Here, look.â She angles the closet door so Iâm able to see my reflection in the full-length mirror.
Iâm pleasantly surprised. I clean up nice. âSweet,â I say. âLetâs go with this.â
I register her disbelieving expression in the mirror. Then she barks out a laugh. âColin,â she says between giggles. âAre you always this naïve?â
I wrinkle my forehead. âWhat do you mean?â
âIt means this is the first outfit youâve tried on.â She pats my arm as she brushes past me, chuckling under her breath. âWeâre just getting started.â
âStarted with what?â comes a suspicious voice.
We turn to find Hunter in the doorway.
A thread of discomfort wraps around my insides. Hunterâs been keeping his distance from me since Sunday night. He hasnât stated outright that the Spin the Bottle thing pissed him off, but I get the distinct feeling it did.
In my defense, I wasnât even playing the damn game, and I wouldnât have kissed Summer at all if Jesseâs bossy girlfriend hadnât insisted. I know better than to argue with Katie.
Besides, if Hunterâs upset that Summer and I kissed, he can man up and talk to me about it.
âListen to this,â Summer tells him in an amused voice. âI brought six garment bags of clothes for Fitz to try on. You know, for his interview tomorrow. Heâs only tried one outfit.â She points at the Ford and Saint Laurent combo. âAnd he thinksâ¦â She looks like sheâs going to explode with laughter. âHe thinks weâre done now.â
I expect Hunter to give her a blank look. But my teammate snickers at me, obviously in on the joke. âNaïve bastard.â He strides into my room and sprawls on the bed. âThis is gonna be fun.â He winks at Summer. âGo get Hollis. Tell him to make some popcorn.â
âOn it.â Sheâs already hurrying out the door, yelling, âMike!â
âTraitor,â I grumble at Hunter.
He merely grins. âYou gave an heiress from Connecticut permission to dress you for an interview. You really think Iâm going to miss this show?â
I sigh. I guess I could put my foot down and declare this travesty over, but clearly Summer is having fun, and this is the first time in days that Hunterâs actually seemed at ease with me. Maybe I was imagining his aloofness, and he doesnât care about the kiss at all.
âListen, about you and Summer,â he hedges.
I spoke too soon.
âShe said youâre helping her with her midterm.â
âMmm-hmmm. I am.â I pretend to be preoccupied with the left sleeve of my sweater, examining it as if it holds all the secrets to the universe.
âAnd then there was the whole, ah, kiss thing on Sunday.â From the corner of my eye, I see him run his fingers through his dark hair. âSo Iâm just gonna come out and ask. Is there something between you guys? You hooking up?â
âNaah, weâre not.â Man, this sleeve is damn fascinating. âWeâre just friends.â
âYou sure about that?â
I force myself to look him in the eye like a mature adult. âIn case you forgot, I was walking by minding my own business when that bottle landed on me. Neither of us wanted to follow through, remember?â
âTrue.â Heâs nodding slowly. âYou guys did look really uncomfortable.â
Did we?
I try not to frown. Because what I remember is how her lips set my entire body on fire. I remember her tongue rubbing against mine and sending an electric shock straight to my balls. I remember breathing in her addictive scent and almost passing out with need.
But Hunter saw discomfort. Interesting.
Maybe thatâs why Summer hasnât raised the subject of the kiss even once since it happened. Fuck. Am I actually in the friend zone?
âI think sheâs awesome, Fitz.â He shrugs. âI wasnât joking about the whole dibs thing when we got back from Vermont. Iâm into her.â
He shoots a glance toward the doorway, as if heâs worried Summer might be standing there. But he relaxes when her and Mikeâs laughter echoes from downstairs.
âAnd I think sheâs into me,â he continues. Another shrug. âI mean, we made out on New Yearâs. Weâve cuddled.â
Theyâve cuddled? The stab of jealousy I feel hurts more than I expect.
âIâm planning on asking her out.â He tips his head, watching me carefully. âIs that going to be a problem?â
What the hell am I supposed to say to that? Yes, itâs gonna be a problem? What if I did say that? What then? Would we have to duel for Summerâs honor?
âLike I said when we discussed her moving in, as long as it doesnât affect our lease, I donât care what you do.â Itâs very, very difficult to utter these words, but the alternative would only create problems Iâd rather not deal with at the moment.
If Summer was ripping her clothes off and begging me to screw her, maybe my answer would be different.
But sheâs not.