chapter 12- you have to go back to your coven

Sienna p.o.v.

It's been 2 days since the day u told the girls about my stuggles with eating. I have hardly even seen jayden to be honest. When I do however he always seems to be staring at me suspiciously. To be honest me not seeing him much has made me really sad.

Right now I am being called to both the alphas office. Skylar (jayden mom) is the one taking me to alpha xander and alpha Xavier's office. I'm nervous to be honest I cant lie about that.

As we walked in I noticed everyone else was also here including jayden. To be honest jayden does not look happy.

I sat down and looked straight at alpha xander and alpha xavier. Alpha xander had luna precious sitting on her lap who looked really relaxed. I wish me and jayden could be like that.

"Hello sienna. How have you been feeling?" Luna Precious asked softly.

I smiled at her softly.

"Alright thank you." I said.

"Do you know why we brought you down here." Alpha Xander asked.

I guess I do know why. I let out a sigh and nodded.

"'Me and my coven." I said softly.

They all nodded there head.

"We are sorry sienna. We would love to have tou here-" luna precious started saying but I cut her off politly.

"Its okay luna precious. I knew I would have to go back soon. I feel much better now anyways and I have had plenty of sleep and rest." I spoke nodding my head and agreeing with them.

They are right  I do need to go back.

"Sienna you can always come back here. We are all still going to be here for you." Luna precious said softly.

I nodded my head in thanks.

"Besides jayden is your mate. You are both going to have to have a talk sooner or later." Skylar (jaydens mom) said.

I looked at jayden who looked as though he tensed at this comment his mom made.

"I have already talked to some members in my coven. I will be heading over there this afternoon back to my coven." I said to alpha xander and alpha xavier.

They looked suprised to be honest.

"How-" hunter started saying but sarah cut in.

"She is there head coven leader now. Everyone in the coven can contact her when ever they want or need." Sarah spoke for me.

It is true. All yesterday I had everyone in my head asking when I will be coming back to explain everything. In all honestly if jayden was not my mate I would have been back the minute after I woke up. Everything would have already been explained and sorted. I new I can not leave it any longer.

"So you are just going to leave?" Jayden spoke angrily suprising us all.

I didn't really know what to say to that because what am I suppose to say. If he really wanted to speak to me he had these past 2 days to but all he did was stare when he seen me. He always looks at me suspiciously so I feel he does not trust me.

He growled loudly and stormed out the office making me jump. I looked at sarah and she smiled softly at me. Her eyes showing me everything will be alright. I noticed how Hunter went after him.

It hurt me to see him upset but what more can I do. He's confusing me with his feeling and is also hurting me. I have to think about my coven.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe before opening them and speaking.

"I have to do what's right for my coven." I spoke and it came out more cold then it was suppose to.

"We understand sienna. Maybe it is best you speak to jayden before you leave." Precoous said making me sigh.

"I'm not sure that's a good idea." I said looking at the door for where he stormed out.

"It Is a good idea. Speak to him sienna." Jacob, jayden dad spoke.

I looked at him suprised. I nodded my head and sighed.

"Do you need us to do anything before you leave?" Alpha xavier spoke.

I shook my head in no.

"No but thank you." I said.

He nodded his head and we all got up ready to leave the office. Once I got out the office door I noticed jayden and Hunter stood outside. Jaydens eyes instantly snapped to mine and he walked over.

"We need to talk." He spoke coldly.

I nodded my head but my heart was pounding out my chest. I was a little scared about how this talk would be. I'm scared he will reject me because well why would he not. After all my mom has caused a lot of trouble with his pack.

Even though I do not know jayden it really hurts to think about him rejecting me.

We started walking back into the office as everyone including alpha xander and alpha Xavier walked out. The only people left in the office was jayden and I.

I could feel my hands started to sweat due to nervousness and my heart pounding out my chest.

"Calm down sienna. I can hear your heartbeat pounding." Jayden spoke almost making me jump.

I nodded my head.

"Sorry." I spoke breathless.

He sighed and sat down on one of the chairs with me doing the same on another chair.

"So what do you want to talk about?" I asked awkwardly and almost slapped my forhead.

I knew partly what he wanted to talk about but because I am so nervous I just blurt anything out.

He looked at me almost amused before clearing his throat.

"Us." Is what he said before I felt like time had frozen. My breathing hitched and tears came to my eyes.

Jeez louise this was going to be even harder then I thought and I knew I was going to be hard.