chapter 68- my coven.

Sienna p.o.v.

I was surprised that in the space of 3 hours we have had more off my coven signing up agreeing to help.

What we did was we had 3 forms. One form was for those who knew they could help and wanted to. They were either strong, could fight or had good powers.

The second form was for those who did not believe they could help in the war but wanted to or believe they could help by staying back and helping what they can do around the coven for example looking after the children, cooking, cleaning and helping with the hospital.

The third one was for those who believed they could not help and even if they could did not want to.

I could not lie it hurt when I noticed there was a few people name on that list. There were 5 peoples name on that list.

It doesn't sound like a lot but I want my whole coven to trust and want to help us all out in any situation.

"I want to help." I heard rachel saying as she came in my office.

Jayden was talking to some people in my coven about what they could do to help. Their was 2 women and 3 teenagers wanting to know if there was anything else they could do to help while we are gone. We have only allowed people who would come to war with us to be 19 and above. We only get our powers at 18 and not everyone is trained. So I didn't want anyone who had only just got there powers as they could also put themselves in danger.

"You will be helping rachel." I said softly.

"No Sienna I want to come to war." She said softly.

I frowned.

"Rachel.." I started but she cut me off.

"Please Sienna. I want to show you that I am loyal and that I am strong and not just your assistant." She said pleasingly.

I frowned.

"Rachel I know full well you are loyal. You are the most loyal one here that I could trust. Also you are more then my assistant. You help me with our coven. If ir was not for you I don't think anyone in this coven would trust me. You are the main reason this coven is still here.

I am not saying I do not want you to come to war because i think your powers are useless i want you here to be in charge off the coven when i go to war with them. You know how to run things and you will make sure it goes smoothly. You being here is more important."  I said sternly at the end.  However I meant everything I said. I know she knows I did because not only does she trust me but her powers are to be able to see if someone is lying.

"Alright I will stay. But please come back safely to us all." She said with tears in her eyes. I could see she was really worried.

I walked over to her and gave her a hug.

"Of course I will. " I said softly.

She smiled and nodded wiping her tears away.

"I never asked how your mother is doing. Is her medication helping her?" I asked softly.

Rachel's eyes softened.

"She is actually getting better. Slowly but surely. She is awake a lot more now. She was always to tired so she slept most the time but she is eating and drinking more and also awake a lot more." She said softly.

I smiled.

"I am glad." I said.

"If you need anything for us to help you with Rachel then let us know." Jayden said coming up to us making us both jump.

"Thank you." She said in appreciation.

He nodded his head before turning to me. He kissed the top of my head before speaking.

"How are you feeling baby." He asked.

"I'm okay, I just want this over and done with." I said making him nod in understanding.

"I have looked at the list of the ones who will come with us and I have spoken  few off them. Most will be really good with the powers they have. I have asked a few to stay behind that are seeming more nervous even though they want to help because I don't want to risk anything with them so i gave them the option as if they are to nervous for them to stay behind and help here and there will be no judgments from our side as we understand. I made sure they understood that what they will do back here will be helping out just as much." Jayden said firmly.

I nodded minehead and smiled before packing his lips.

"Thank you." I said softly.

He looked st me confused.

"what for ?" He asked.

"Being so understanding with them all and not judging them all as well. Us witches well it's not actually often we war against anyone. I know werewolves do not fight often either war wise but you guys are always protecting your pack from rogues. It's not often we have to do that so thank you. And for helping us." I said softly.

He frowned while looking st me.

"You have nothing to thank me for Sienna. I will always protect you and put family." He said softly before kissing me.

"I have just spoken to my dad. He has some pack warriors ready for tomorrow." Hunter said coming into the room making me pull away from Jayden and clear my throat. However I stayed in his arms not wanting to be far away from him.

"Tomorrow?" I asked confused.

Hunter looked at Jayden and frowned while shaking his head. Almost as if to say you have not spoken to her about it yet?

A low growl rumbled from Jayden lips. A frown appeared even deeper on Hunters lips but an understanding look appeared on his face.

"Let's go back to your home we will talk then." Jayden said softly.

"No, you can tell me now. I thought it would be at least a couple days before we attack jayden." I said with a frown looking at him.

He sighed before looking at me.

"Well we felt it might be best we do it tomorrow. The earlier the better." Jayden said as Hunter stood there awkwardly not knowing what to do.

"We? And who is we?" I asked feeling a bit angry and hurt.

"Me, Hunter, My uncles and dad." Jayden said confidently. However this spiked my anger.

"And you did not think to mention this to me?" I asked calmly but felt nothing like that.

I know he can feel the anger in our bond.

"I was going to speak to you about this tonight baby." He said standing closed to me to pull me to him but I stepped back.

Before I could say anything Sarah barged into the room .

"Did you know that we are going to war tomorrow Sienna? I sure a hell did not. Do we even have a plan?" Sarah said angrily but also looked at me hurt.

I frowned.

"No I just found out." I said gritting my teeth.

She looked a bit surprised but then angry again.

"So not one of you thought to tell us? Or let us in on this " sarah shouted.

"Baby i-" Hunter started but I heard enough.

"ENOUGH." I shouted angrily.

They all were startled including Sarah but all looked at me. I could feel the rage so far down in my bones. How fucking dare they. As grateful as I am for there help this is my coven.

"Baby listen i-" jayden started and came closer to me but then froze once he noticed things starting to fly around.

Paperwork started scattering around and the weather outside turned bad. The cloud was dark and the rain was pouring. Thunder and lightening all started and I never realised how angry I was until I seen all what i was doing.

I need to calm myself down. Right now being with these is not going to calm me down but only fuel my anger.

"Don't.!" I shouted seeing Jayden try come close.

He stepped back hurt but I ignored it.

"I appreciate the help you are all giving to me including your family Jayden but this is my coven. How dare you think I should not have been apart of this meeting you all had to talk about when we would attack. We have not even told my coven when it will be because i thought it was at least going to be in a few days. This is my coven Jayden. Mine to protect and mine to cherish. I am grateful for what you are doing for me and my coven but this is my coven Jayden. This is not your pack to where what you say goes." I shouted in pure rage before storming out the office and slamming the door shut.

I walked down the hallways wanting to go and calm myself down. I could see many of my coven all bowing there head to me and they all cringed seeing how angry I am.

My eyes softened slightly seeing that they where afraid. My heart hurt because I know at this instant I reminded them of my mother.

As I headed outside the rain and the coldness hit me straight away not that I cared at that moment in time. I could see the lighting light up the sky and the thunder growling each step i took.

I walked towards the forest needing to calm myself down. As weird as it sounds seeing the thunder and lightening and the rain, watching as it pours from the sky slowly calms me down.  However I did not expect what was going to happen to happen. Maybe walking in the forest was not the best idea, especially alone.