chapter 86- pregnant?

Sienna p.o.v.

It's been a wild, crazy but amazing 4 months. The twins have already settled really good with myself and Jayden.

After they agreed om wanting us to adopt them we wasted no time with getting the adoption papers ready before signing it. We decided that for celebration we just wanted it to be us 4 instead off everyone as well.

We spent two whole days at a cabin and it was amazing. The twins loved it as did myself and Jayden.

Jayden is now Beta of his pack. Ot was a bit hard to adjust to at first I can not lie. I missed him a lot as he did with me but we have gotten into a routine now which is good. He's home by tea time so we can all go in together, sometimes he does have to go in for a bit after tea but not all the time. It's more if something has happened and it needs sorting.

We stay at the packchouse 3 times a week and we stay at the Coven 4 times a week. At first we were worried it would make the twins uncomfortable and for them to not like it but they actually love it. Sometimes they even stay at Skylar and Jacobs house (jaydens mom and dad.)

Onto another thing however is that for around a week I had been feeling different. I was feeling sick a lot and quite emotional. At first I thought I was coming down with a bug, witches can get ill but it's just not often. However I knee it was not a bug I just knew. My body felt different and I felt different. Just to be sure I took a pregnancy test 3 days ago.

Don't get me wrong myself and Jayden have spoken about having children but we agreed that we will not be trying for at least 2 years. I have been taking the pill but how do I explain to him I missed taking it twice? For two whole days in a row I forgot. I never did it on purpose I genuinly forgot.

When I took the test it came back positive. I'm pregnant. I didn't know what to do or think. I was shocked but at the same time I wasn't. I mean I missed the pill twice but I never expected to get caught in the space of 2 days me missing my pill.

I haven't told Jayden yet. I'm not really sure how to. It's my fault for missing the pill but I had just been so busy. I'm worried that us having a baby is way to soon. Im worried the twins will get a little upset as we have only just adopted them.

I'm worried that we have all juet gotten into a routine and I don't want everything to unsettle. Having a baby your very own is such a big commitment just like adopting the twins. I know we will all love our baby when it comes but im juet really worried it is to soon.

I have only just started to get my coven in shape, we have just adopted the twins a few months ago and jayden has just become the Beta and on top of that we are in the middle of our house being built.

I know I'm going to have to talk to him at one point about me being pregnant however I decided I would wait until after his twin sisters birthday which is tomorrow.

I kept the positive pregnancy test in the draw that Jayden does not really go in. It's in the bathroom where we keep extra toothpaste and I know we have plenty left so he has no need to go in there. In the draw is also where we keep extra hand wash and so on.

Right now I'm sat in the office with Rachel talking about some Coven work.

"The Coven is doing so much better especially finance wise." Rachel said happily making me smile and nod.

"I'm glad." I said softly with a smile.

After a moment of silence Rachel spoke again.

"You seem different." She said softly.

I looked at her confused.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You-" She started saying but was cut off by the office door barging open and in walked Jayden who looked really pale, shocked partly angry and confused but alos happy? I could feel all his emotions making me freeze and feel just as confused.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"Leave." He said sharply to Rachel making my eyes widen as well as Rachel.

"Excuse me! You do not get to speak to her like that Jayden that I'd not right! She has done nothing wrong." I said a bit angrily because I was. That was rude and their was no need for it.

All he did was stare at me. As in all of me. I could see rachel staring at his hands with wide eyes making me look at his hands making my own eyes widen.

Rachel cleared her throat before squeaking out a bye and quickly leaving the room.

The tension and silence between myself and Jayden was killing me.

"Please say something." I whispered looking down.

"Was you going to tell me?" He asked hurt.

"Of course I was Jayden." I said moving away from my desk heading towards him.

"When." He asked.

"After your sisters party." I sid softly.

"How long have you known." He asked .

"About a week I had a feeling but confirmed it 3 days ago." I said.

He nodded his head but took a step back as I got closer.

"Why did you not tell Mr straight away?" He asked hurt.

Tears stung my eyes.

"I was scared. It didn't even seem real to me it still doesn't jayden i-" I started saying.

"Baby it's okay calm down." He said seeing my breathe heavily.

He pulled my into a hug and took in my scent.

" how did I not realise." He asked himself.

"Your scent is starting to change a little. Only the slightest bit but it's starting to." He said softly snd their was a small smile.

"I'm sorry for not telling you." I said softly.

He shook his head no.

"No I am sorry for the way I reacted. I should not have reacted like that their was no need. I should have just spoken to you." He said softly.

He kissed my lips gently.

"Do you forgive me baby. I'm sorry." He said softly.

I nodded my head in yes.

"I was scared Jayden. We told each other at least two years and I forgot to take the pill for 2 whole days. I'm sorry I just-" I started saying but he cut me off with a kiss.

"It's okay baby. It's not all a bad thing baby. It's earlier then we expected but thats okay because we can do this as long as we stick together." Jayden said softly and I felt so relieved.

I nodded my head with tears running down my cheeks.

"Your right." I said.

"I know." He said cheekily making me let out a laugh and playfully smack his chest.

"I love you Jayden." I said.

"I love you too Sienna." He said smiling.