Not Mine to Keep: Chapter 36
Not Mine to Keep (The Costa Family)
Facing me in bed that next morning, my sexy husband smoothed my nipple between his finger and thumb, eyes quietly locked with mine.
Weâd barely slept last night. He really had kept his promise to deliver over and over again.
And Iâd been a little giddy about how fast Iâd had my former playboy husband coming from getting down on my knees to suck him off.
But the shower sex.
Damn.
For such a clean place, itâd been . . . well, dirty (in the best possible way).
Heâd taken me against the wall, all right. And nearly took my virgin ass, too, but heâd decided to save that for another night.
Seems the both of us operated at two speeds: zero or sixty. And last night had been pedal-to-the-metal fast, and it was everything and more.
Heâd even mentioned something about us living on a farm with kids and animals one day, but that was probably delirious post-orgasm talk.
âYou sore?â he asked, changing the conversation in my head from farming to fucking.
Now thatâd be quite the song title. Number one on Apple or Spotify for sure.
I did the little nose-crinkling smile I knew he loved and reached for his hand on my tit and brought it between my legs. âWhich part? Iâm achy all over.â
He returned my smirk and thumbed my sensitive clit. âBut a good achy, right?â
I arched into his hand, and what was wrong with me? How was I ready to go again? âI mean, you took excellent care to ensure I felt all kinds of good last night, so most definitely a wonderful achy.â
With his free hand, he tossed the covers back and zeroed in on me. âYouâre a little pinker than normal and swollen.â
His concerned brows had me reassuring him. âThatâs what happens when youâve both made love and been properly fucked, I suppose.â
Clocking my chills, because the man didnât miss a thing, he covered me, then groaned at his phone ringing. Mustâve still been in his pants pocket on the floor.
âWhoâd call you at seven in the morning on a Saturday? Maybe you should answer,â I said when it appeared he had no plans to budge from our comfortable place.
âThey can wait. Iâm not ready to get up.â
âJust get off?â I teased.
âSo fucking naughty.â He grabbed hold of me beneath the covers and tangled us up in a warm embrace. âAnd Iâm here for it.â He kissed me, our tongues battling, and I knew where this would go.
But three more calls had me on edge, and him, too, because he stopped kissing me. âGive me a second. And donât move. I want morning sex with my wife.â
Morning sex with my wife. Music to my ears. The view of my muscular, handsome husband walking naked to grab his phone was more than a pleasant way to start the day.
I not so shamelessly stared at those rock-hard glutes as he bent over to retrieve his phone and began touching myself. Yup, already soaking wet.
When he faced me with his phone now ringing from a fourth call, the worried look in his eyes killed the happy feelings swelling inside me. âItâs Hudson,â he remarked before bringing the phone to his ear.
I sat, back to the headboard, holding the comforter tight at the uneasiness crossing his face while he listened to whatever Hudson told him.
âIâll be right there,â was all he said before ending the call.
âWhatâs wrong?â
He cupped his jaw, pointing his eyes toward the ceiling.
My nerves got the best of me and had me crying out, âWhat is it?â
âHudsonâs man watching your aunt didnât check in at zero six hundred our time like he normally does every day. Hudson reached out to Gabrielâhe couldnât get ahold of their guy watching her, either.â
âWhat are you saying?â But I already knew what he was suggesting. Someone got the drop on my overprotective and cautious aunt. Weâd corresponded via email two days ago, and sheâd been fine and even bought my lies that everything was fine on my end as well.
âHudson checked the footage from the cruise ship. She never reboarded from the port at the stop in Copenhagen yesterday, and neither did his guy or Armaniâs.â He slowly dropped his eyes to meet mine. âHe thinks Rocco sent his men to take her. Iâm not sure how they found her, but heâs running facial recognition on every one of Roccoâs known associates at the local airport in Denmark.â
I pushed away the covers and stood, too stunned to truly process what he was telling me.
âIâve been distracted. Hudson and The League suspected something was off because the Barones have been too quiet about us.â He chucked his phone on the bed and tore his hands through his hair. âIâm so sorry. Itâs my fault she was taken. I shouldâve predicted this. Rocco is always three steps ahead of us somehow. He even knew Constantine was coming for his father four years ago and . . . shit.â
âWhat is it?â I reached for his arm.
âHe must have someone on the inside.â His scowl intensified, as if putting something together in his mind. âOf course he would. War is a disgustingly profitable business andââ
âWhat? Inside of where?â
âGabriel was in Rome last month, and someone with advanced cyber skills hid the fact he was there.â Without further explaining, he eased free from my grip and grabbed his phone, making a call. âWe need to talk on a secure line,â he rushed out a moment later. âAnd yeah, I know you have one.â
âIs that Gabriel?â I asked, terror still holding my normal voice hostage.
He nodded, barely waiting for the full ring on his cell to answer. âWho do you work for? What government agency? Because someone youâre working with is dirty. They just set us up, and theyâre probably also looking to cash in on a new conflict in the Middle East.â
My hands trembled on my lap as Alessandro tore down the road in his Lamborghini. Javier and the others were doing their best to keep up with his pace, following behind us. If we didnât get pulled over, itâd be a miracle.
He reached for my hand and gave it a quick squeeze before reaching for the gear-shift thing (or whatever it was called) to have us flying off an exit for Oyster Bay in Long Islandâapparently, his parentsâ other home in New York.
Heâd called for his family to be assembled there like they were part of the Justice League, and heâd barely spoken two words to me since heâd ended his call with Gabriel in the bedroom.
âI donât want to distract you while youâre driving this fast, but, um, if itâs safe to talk . . . ?â I peeked at him, catching his eyes before he focused back on the exit we were taking.
âYou can always talk to me.â He slammed on the brakes when a Honda made an abrupt stop before us.
âYouâre upset, and Iâm shocked and confused. I guess I donât even know where to begin,â I admitted before my stomach turned as he maneuvered around the next car going too slow for him. âSo Gabriel has been working for Italian Intelligence undercover, and so is Leo.â I snagged the other details from memory Iâd overheard from their call, wondering if I said it all aloud, itâd somehow make more sense. âGabriel and Leo have been undercover for years, and thatâs how Gabriel knew Constantine had been taken by Rocco four years ago. Someone at the agency is leaking intel to Rocco. It has to be someone at Italian Intelligence whoâs unaware Gabriel and Leo are assets.â
I understood why he was driving so fast. My auntâs life was on the line. Time was of the essence. But I grabbed hold of the oh-shit handle when he took a sharp turn around another bend. One thing was for sure, the man could drive.
âMy contact at the CIA was able to corroborate Gabrielâs story,â he finally said, confirming heâd heard me. âThe Agenzia Informazioni e Sicurezza EsternaâAISEârecruited Gabriel and Leo. Well, gave them no choice but to turn or face multiple life sentences in prison.â
âBut the goal wasnât to take down the DiMaggios? Iâm so confused.â And nauseous from driving so fast.
âNo, the mafiaâs not who the AISE cares about. Their focus is on foreign problems. Given how many international business deals the DiMaggios are involved in, AISE wanted insiders in the DiMaggio organization to help take down bigger sharks.â
âLike Rocco?â I whispered, connecting the dots.
âExactly. And it was Gabrielâs case officer in Rome that he met with three weeks ago, not Esposito.â There was relief in Alessandroâs tone that Gabriel hadnât been the reason why those men had come for me in the park in Nashville.
And yeah, same. I didnât want Gabriel to be evil. I just never suspected heâd been secretly working for Team Good Guy. âHis case officer canât be the mole at the agency leaking info to Rocco, because Rocco wouldâve given up Gabrielâs name to Armani and Marcello.â
âRight, to protect an asset in the field, very few people will know their identity,â Alessandro quickly answered, and when we finally slowed down, I realized it was because we were in suburbia and passing houses. âWhich means someone who is part of the task force to take down the Barones, both now and back then, is an insider for the Barones. But that person doesnât know Gabriel and Leo are assets in the field.â
âYou think whoever that person is also told Rocco you were coming for his father four years ago, and thatâs how Rocco managed to get ahold of Constantine?â
He swung his focus my way, his jaw locked tight, and nodded. âThankfully, Gabriel doesnât know The League is monitoring the compound.â
âWhich means the insider doesnât know youâre aware of Roccoâs real location in Romania. But you donât think Rocco will have his men bring my aunt there?â
âNo.â He turned down another road and further reduced our speed. âHe wonât expose his current compound, especially with his father on the verge of starting a new conflict in the Middle East.â
âSo how will you track my auntâs location and ID the inside traitor?â
âBecause whoever at AISE miraculously gets intel on her whereabouts is the traitor, and instead of letting them know weâre onto them, weâll send a team to that location while simultaneously hitting the compound in Romania.â
He stopped outside a gate, punched in a code, and then we began down a long driveway. A gorgeous home was at the end, and other cars were already parked out front.
âAnd you think Rocco wonât have her killed, not just because sheâs bait but . . . ?â I couldnât finish my words, too queasy from the thought and the drive to get it out.
âYou really want me to answer that?â
Unbuckling, I closed my eyes and shook my head. Torture. The sadistic son of a bitch liked to torture people first. âBut if heâs not the one who has her, because heâs in Romania, then what?â
At the feel of him squeezing both my hands, I opened my eyes to see him peering at me. âIâll get her back alive. I promise you. The jet is being prepared as we speak. Iâm leaving today.â
âI canât ask you to risk your life to save her,â I sputtered, tears finally catching up with me as reality grabbed hold of me.
âIâm getting her back. Killing Rocco. And then my family will deal with the other problem.â He let go of one hand to palm my cheek.
The other problem . . . killing Armani and freeing me from the prison of my bloodline. Right.
âMy job isnât done yet.â
âYour job?â I frowned.
âYou know what I mean. Iâm still in the habit ofââ
âTrying to push me away?â My shoulders fell. âWell, just so you know, I donât ever want you to be done with your job,â I whispered, and he caught a tear with the pad of his thumb. âI thought I made that clear last night.â
His throat bobbed from a hard swallow. âI know,â he began, his voice catching, âbut maybe I needed to hear you say it one more time.â