1. My Sister's Boyfriend

Chase.

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"I guess you'll do."

I stare at Sky in shock and confusion.

"W-what do you mean?" I ask sheepishly. He can't seriously mean what I think he means.. right?

Sky leans in. "You know what I mean."

My heart's beating like crazy when all of a sudden he kisses me.

His lips are so soft. It feels like I'm melting.

He starts kissing along my jaw and onto my neck. God, it feels so good. It's like I'm in heaven.

"This is what you want, right?" Sky whispers in between kisses.

I nod eagerly.

He chuckles softly.

Then he pulls away. I almost reach out to pull him back but I'm too scared.

His eyes are so cold. His gaze is intense but.. it's like he's dead or something. Like he's looking right through me instead of at me.

"Strip." He commands before walking over to the bed while he takes off his own clothes.

It's like I'm possessed, that's how fast I rip my clothes off. This is insane. This is crazy.

I've dreamed of this happening so many times. I never thought it actually would, though. Why is he doing this? Why would he sleep with someone like me? Is it because Loren's not here? Or.. does he really love me?

Loren. Oh, God, Loren. She'd feel terrible if she knew about this. I'm totally betraying her.

Sky is facing the bed as he takes off his shirt. I'm mesmerized by the way his back is so smooth. Sky..

I take a longing step forward.

But Loren! God, Loren, my sister. And God! Actual God! He's watching me right now! Sleeping with a guy, the highest of sins! And the guy is my sister's boyfriend! I need to stop. This needs to stop.

I look back at Sky and he's laying on the bed. His cheek resting on his hand.

"You coming or what?" He looks really bored. I don't know why, but it's so hot!

It's like my legs have a life of their own and I'm being pulled towards the bed.

He sits up and starts to kiss me again. This time he pushes his tongue inside and it feels so weird. I've never french kissed before but I love it. I want more of this.

Goosebumps cover my skin.

Sky lays me down and sits on top of me. He caresses my cheek tenderly. Slowly he slides his hands onto my chest, my stomach, all the way down to my crotch. I gasp a little as he touches me there. No one has ever touched that part of me. It feels so weird and so good.

Sky chuckles and looks into my eyes. He's actually smiling at me. He never smiles. Let alone at me! My heart beats out of my chest with excitement.

He kisses my neck again. Then he starts to suck on my skin and biting me softly. It hurts a little but not in a bad way. He kisses down my chest and stops when he reaches my nipple. He starts to suck on it and it surprises me how good it feels. I gasp and he chuckles, amused by my reactions. He continues to trace down my body with kisses and licks... and he doesn't stop when he reaches my crotch. His lips are warm and moist. I've never felt this sensation before. Jerking off doesn't compare.

It doesn't take me long to reach my climax. I release and to my surprise, he doesn't pull away. He swallows all of it. Somehow that makes me happy. Like we're more connected now or something.

I assume that's the end of it. He'll just go on home now. But he surprises me when he tells me to turn around.

I do as he says. I hear the sound of a bottle cap behind me but I'm too nervous to look.

Oh God. Oh God, Oh God. I'm about to lose my virginity aren't I?

Look, I know this is wrong and I'm supposed to be asking 'What Would Jesus Do' right now, but honestly.. Anyone in the presence of a guy like Sky would've done the same thing! You just don't say no to Sky. That's like Life Rule number one!

I feel him slowly go inside. It hurts so bad!

"Hey, relax." Sky whispers before kissing my back.

His hand traces my stomach and he caresses my length while kissing my shoulder.

I feel the tingles all over again. It's like his every word is a spell. I can't not listen.

I stop tensing my body and he slowly pushes inside me. I gasp and he moans.

It feels really, really weird. But I don't hate it. I don't hate it at all. It feels like the kind of thing you have to do more often. Could this happen more often? Could this be a thing?

Chase, please. One thing at a time. Focus on now. Focus on the present.

He pushes into me incredibly slowly. I start to feel more and more pressure. He's fully inside, I think and I feel something I've never felt before. Butterflies rage through my stomach and I tingle at the sudden passion I'm feeling. The only way to describe the feeling is ecstasy. Sky is breathing heavily and I'm kind of embarrassed at the sounds I'm making. This is unreal.

Sky moves in and out of me and now he too starts to moan of pleasure.

He groans one last time. His voice is such a turn on, I focus on that rather than the discomfort I feel when he pulls out of me.

He lays down next to me and stares up at the ceiling.

My body is shaking. What a rush. I can't believe that just happened. Did it? Please don't let this be dream!

"Not bad." He smirks.

"Thanks." I smile, glad that I wasn't the only one that enjoyed himself.

I can't take my eyes off of him. He's so beautiful. His hair's all messy. But not the ugly kind.. The sexy kind. I messed up his hair! I messed up Sky's hair!

"Would you quit staring at me?"

"Oh, sorry." I look to the other side of the room, terrified that I offended him or pissed him off in any way.

He starts to chuckle. "You are so weird."

Suddenly he gets up and picks up his clothes.

I can't help but stare at his naked body as he does. He's skinny and tall. His skin falls over his bones like satin. He looks so soft and delicate.

He looks like a doll.

I look like a twig.

I feel butterflies in my stomach.

He starts getting dressed.

My heart shoots into a kind of panic mode. He's leaving. Sky is leaving!

"Are you going?" I ask as I sit up.

"Yeah." He pulls on his hoodie.

"A-are you sure? Don't you want something to drink? I could make you some tea.. Or a smoothie. Or.."

He sighs.

Then he shrugs. "Sure."

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I sit down across from Sky at the dimly lit table. The table is super long but it's just the two of us. It feels so intimate.

I can't believe I just had sex with this guy. He's so out of my league.

He taps his ring against his cup of coffee. It's pretty cute.

I don't know why it's only now that I realize he's actually really cute. Not just intimidating and kinda scary and really hot. Some of his mannerisms are adorable.

I honestly don't know what to say. What do most people say after having sex with someone?

"Um.. it was really good." I raise my thumb.

I could smack myself in the face. Why did I do that???

Sky chuckles. "It was? Well, I'm glad. Maybe you should do an official rating online or something. So I can get more credibility."

I laugh a little.

I rarely get to see Sky laugh. He has such a beautiful smile.

I hear the front door open.

Sky rolls his eyes.

"That's my cue. See ya." He gets up.

A moment later Loren comes in.

He gives her a sarcastic smile.

"Oh my God, bb. I'm so sorry I'm late!"

I hate it when she acts dumb. It's so stupid.

He sighs.

She wraps her claws— I mean, hands around him.

He gives her an unenthusiastic single handed hug.

"Yeah, whatever. I'll see you later." He pulls away.

She manages to kiss him. He kisses her back.

It hurts to see them together. Just a few minutes ago he was kissing me like that.

Well.. maybe our kiss was just a bit more passionate.

..I think.

"Later." He says coolly as he walks out of the room.

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My cheeks are red and I'm all sweaty by the time I'm done jacking off. The same memory. For the millionth time. You'd think after two years one would move on but.. It's impossible. I can't forget that moment. There's something about Sky that just makes him irresistible. The memory, I mean. Of course Sky is with Aron and I'm totally cool with that. I just can't forget about that memory..

The door to my room swings open and Loren bursts inside.

I pull up the covers.

"Loren!" I shriek as I turn red as a tomato.

"Oh my God!" She exclaims, turning around. "You weren't—"

"No, I wasn't!" I lie.

This is so embarrassing.

"Oh, good." She turns to me again.

"You seriously need to knock before coming in!" I yell.

"I know, I forgot! Jeez, you never used to be so touchy about this."

"I'm not touchy, I just want basic privacy!"

"Whatever. I came to tell you Sky is here."

My heart skips a beat. "He is?" I haven't seen him in two weeks!

"Yeah, he just pulled up."

I jump out of bed and start getting dressed. Loren giggles as she walks out of my room.