Chapter 23
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
I sent Stacey away and returned to the dining table. Eating alone was no fun, but it was already late
and I couldnât be bothered to head out.
After a few bites of dinner, I returned to my bedroom. Ashton wasnât coming back, nor did I have much
else to do, so I spent the past two days reading at home and searching the Internet for some houses in
Q City. If I were to live in Q City, Iâd have to find at least a place that was decent enough for my child
and me.
A sudden phone call made me stop in my tracks. It was Macy. The moment I picked up, my ears rang
before I could even speak.
âYou damned woman! Did you abort the child?â
It had only been a few days. âYeah. How did you find out?â
Macy went ballistic. âHow did I find out? You have the nerve to still ask me that? Do you even consider
me your friend? How could you have done such a thing without even telling me anything?â
There was no refuting this woman when she unleashed her fury. I clutched my slightly throbbing head.
âDelaying it would only cause more problems, so I took care of it ASAP. I wanted to tell you about it, but
youâve been busy these days, so I figured Iâd wait two more days!â
âDonât give me that bullsh*t! Iâm not against abortion, but donât you need someone to care for you after
the surgery? You never said a word to me about it! What if something happens to you?â Macy was so
frantic that she didnât mince her words.
My heart felt warm knowing that she was worried about me. After letting her give me a long lecture, I
finally decided to speak. âI plan to divorce Ashton, Mary. I might leave J City after that. Do you want to
leave too?â
I chose not to tell her about the child for nowâthere wasnât much of a point in doing so by now. Still, I
had to tell her about my intentions to move. Macy was now in J City because of me, after all; sheâd
surely cut me off if I were to leave without a word.
The woman fell silent for a long while before asking, âWhen will you leave? Where do you want to move
to?â
âSometime within these few months. I think Q Cityâs not bad. Iâd like to live there.â
âOkay, I got it,â she replied immediately.
To my surprise, Macy said nothing more. Thinking we had nothing else to talk about, I was about to
hang up when she suddenly spoke up again.
âCome get your man. Heâs totally wasted.â
I froze. âAshton?â
âWhat other man would you have apart from him?â
I was at a loss for words.
Why did Ashton get himself drunk? After ending the call, I packed a few things, put on my coat and
drove toward Macyâs bar.
Hour Bar wasnât too far off from the villa, so it only took me ten minutes to get there.
As usual, Macy was drinking by the counter, and she remarked helplessly upon seeing me. âHeâs
upstairs in the private room. The guyâs completely knocked out.â
I put the car keys into my purse. âWhy did he come here to drink?â
âHow would I know? Heâs been coming over since two days ago, but that hunky assistant of his always
took him home before he could get drunk. The assistant isnât here today, though. Thatâs why your man
is wasted,â Macy responded with pursed lips as she put her glass down. âYou got rid of the child
without talking to him about it; what makes you think heâd be in a cheery mood?â
I was stunned. Was Ashton really that upset because of the child?
I headed up to the second floor and found the room Ashton was in. No one answered after I knocked
twice, so I decided to enter anyway.
The intense smell of cigarettes and booze wafted into my nostrils the moment I opened the door. I kept
the door open, secretly airing out the room a little.
Inside the dimly lit room, a man leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed and lips slightly pursed. He
didnât seem drunk at all; in fact, he looked like he was just getting some shuteye.
âAshton!â As I called out to him, I spotted several empty bottles of whiskey. There was no way his liver
could take all this alcohol!
Upon hearing my voice, his eyelashes fluttered as he opened his eyes to gaze at me coldly.
Perhaps because I had disrupted his peace, the atmosphere turned chilly in an instant, and the way he
looked at me grew increasingly contemptuous by the minute.
âGet out,â he ordered in a deep voice, his lips parted slightly.
Knowing that he didnât wish to see me, I sighed and walked toward him. âYouâve had too much to drink,
Ashton. Letâs go home.â
Yet, the man squinted as a cold smirk appeared on his face. âHome? Is that what Iâd call home?â he
sneered.
I furrowed my brows, feeling my temper getting shorter due to my pregnancy. I would usually put up
with his humiliation, but this time, I couldnât help but respond grimly, âIf that isnât home, what is it? If you
donât wish to see me, Ashton, I can always give Rebecca a call and have her come pick you up. Macy
has a business to run, so stop giving her a hard time!â
Suddenly, Ashton grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me onto his lap before wrapping his arms around
my waist. Then, he violently shoved a hand down my collar and scoffed, âHome will never be home as
long as youâre around. Iâd say itâs more like⦠an inn.â