Chapter 233
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
I didnât have the courage to die because I was scared of the pain, be it slicing wrists or jumping off a
building.
The fear of pain made me a cowardly person.
His face sank. âScarlett, this is the last time. If youâd rather hurt yourself than get revenge, then Iâm
done. Whether you live or die will have nothing to do with me.â
I lifted my hand to grab his arm, apologizing in a hoarse voice, âIâm sorry. I was wrong. I shouldnât have
let my emotions take control of me!â
The fact was, I couldnât bring myself to die just like that.
Seeing my red-rimmed eyes, he sighed and placed my hand underneath the blanket before saying,
âDonât do anything stupid again. You have a long way ahead of you. Take things slowly and youâll be
fine.â
I nodded and fell into a daze with my eyes fixated on the ceiling. Why couldnât I run Ashton over? Why
wasnât I brave enough?
Sleep took over me once again, and it was already midnight by the time I woke up.
The moment I opened my eyes, I locked gazes with the man I was supposed to meet in the afterlife.
As usual, Ashton was clad in a black tailored suit. Perhaps because the heater was turned on, he took
off his coat, revealing the impeccably ironed white shirt, which was completely befitting of his
personality.
âYouâre awake.â He came forward and looked at me with an unreadable glint in his eyes.
He was the last person I wanted to see, so I shut my eyes.
âAre you hurting anywhere?â he continued speaking.
Without any desire to talk, I remained tight-lipped.
âWould you like some water?â
A frown appeared between my brows as the back of my hand throbbed with a dull pain. Iâd had too
many infusions in the past two months, so the bruise on the back of my hand hadnât subsided.
It started to get annoying.
My body was lifted up all of a sudden, causing my eyes to fly wide open and see Ashtonâs handsome
face up close.
A glass of warm water was held out in front of me. I stared unflinchingly at it but didnât react for a long
time. Finally, I raised my infused hand to take it.
Truth be told, holding the glass was a rather difficult task with the needle stuck into my hand. Ashtonâs
eyes were filled with pain as he looked at me.
As I squinted my eyes, the glass in my hand unexpectedly slipped out of my grasp. The glass shattered
upon coming in contact with the floor, the loud noise reverberating through the room.
Instantly, the temperature in the room seemed to plummet. With a faint smile on my face, I said, âSorry.
I didnât mean it.â
Even though I was apologizing, my gaze on him was unfeeling and had no trace of guilt in it.
His brows drew together as he replied in a tensed voice, âItâs fine.â Then, he crouched down to pick up
the broken glass.
Perhaps he couldnât stand the silence hovering over us, so he spoke again, âDo you still want some
water? Iâll pour you another glass.â
I lowered my gaze just then. Perceiving the slight tremble in his hands, the chill in my heart intensified.
âHe was suffocated to death. Did you see it?â I knew that with Johnâs personality, he wouldâve shown
Ashton that video.
From the moment Ashton appeared, I had noticed the repressed pain in his eyes.
Yes, he had cried, and that was all that mattered to meâknowing that he was in pain.
His hand stiffened midway, and he slowly raised his eyes to look at me.
When our eyes met, I sneered, âMr. Fuller, do you think a quick death is better or a slow one?â
He stayed silent, the pain he was feeling clearly displayed in his eyes.
Seeing as he didnât speak, I got frustrated and pulled out the drip needle on the back of my hand.
Because I had used too much force, some blood spurted out and stained the white sheets.
I swung my feet to the side and stepped onto the ground barefooted even though I knew it was littered
with glass shards.
Without hesitation, I pressed one foot down. When my sole landed on the back of Ashtonâs hand, blood
spilled from his palm and slowly spread on the ground. Did it hurt?
I didnât know. All I knew was that when I held the glass shard and desperately tried to cut the rope that
bound my childâs fate, it pierced into my palm again and again, staining the rope a dark red. Even so, I
had failed to save my child.
I slowly looked down and saw that Ashtonâs face had gone slightly pale from the sudden pain. With a
casual smile, I said, âSorry, I didnât see your hand there.â
âItâs fine.â His voice was flat, so flat that I couldnât detect any emotion in it.
Skirting around him, I poured myself a glass of water and sat down on the chair to sip on it.
Ashton remained crouched on the ground, pulling out the glass shards from his palm with an
expressionless face.
Blood oozed from the cuts on his palm and pooled on the ground.
Did it hurt?
I was numb to everything, with only frustration as my companion.
When Rebecca arrived and saw Ashtonâs bloodied palm, she looked as though she wanted nothing
more than to tear me apart. âWhat the hell did you do, Scarlett?â
Glancing outside the windows, I surmised that it was probably very late now. She was really crazy
about Ashton, even more so than I thought.
With an arched brow, I shifted my gaze toward her, only to realize that both Jared and Joe had come in
after her.