Chapter 520
When There Is Nothing Left But Love
I pursed my lips as I ejected the USB drive. I drew a long breath to calm myself down before I sat
beside him. âI thought I hated you too. But as time goes by, I realized I was terrified and I blamed
myself for losing my child. Itâs all my fault.â
Ashton held my hands and gazed at me as he tucked my hair behind my ears. âItâs not your fault,â he
said softly.
I lowered my gaze, trying to pull myself together. Then, I looked up at Ashton and smiled at him. âWhat
were you thinking? It was snowing very heavily last night.â
He burst into laughter upon hearing that. âI thought you would feel sorry for me,â he replied.
âYouâll still feel bad for it anyway.â The past left our hearts scarred for life.
One wrong choice led to another.
I recalled what Emery once told me. âAshton was the one in agony. He thought he was protecting you
when he switched the DNA report. But turned out, he became the one who made your life a living hell.
He failed you and he killed a living child. Heâll be haunted by the guilt every night for the rest of his life.â
Ashton hugged me in his embrace and took a deep breath. âScarlett, I know my apologies and
compensation wonât change anything now. Just stay by my side. If itâs too painful for you, Iâll let you go.â
I sigh softly, then I wrapped my arms around his waist and laid my head on his chest. âEmery once said
that we have to move on to keep our lives going. We can reminisce about the past occasionally, but we
shouldnât hold on to them stubbornly. We wonât be able to move on if we keep looking back.â
He hugged me in silence.
The relationship between two people started off by attracting each other, then they slowly became
dependent on each other.
The past is painful indeed, but I still have a long life to live. I believe that time is the best cure for all
wounds.
After heading back to the bedroom, he took a shower in the bathroom. My stomach still ached. I
swallowed it up and walked to the balcony.
Ashton stepped out of the bathroom with only a white towel wrapped around his waist. He had a good
built with broad shoulders and a narrow waist. Any woman wouldâve fallen for him.
I couldnât help but burst into a soft chuckle.
He looked at me with doubt. âWhat are you laughing at?â
I walked toward him and stared at his chest. âHave someone told you how attractive you are?â I teased
him.
His face lit up with glee. âI donât mind you telling me more about that.â
I flashed him a faint smile. âIâll take a shower first.â
Ashton nodded with smiling eyes.
Staring at my reflection in the mirror, I kept thinking of Ashton while gargling.
I was depressed to find myself ageing fast. According to Emery, women at my age should be energetic
and smile often.
Sheâs right. I look so plain and lifeless.
Suddenly, my stomach churned violently and it was soon followed by a wave of vomit. I vomited out
most of the food I had just now.
Ashton heard something and quickly knocked on the door. âScarlett!â
I continued to vomit until my stomach was completely emptied. âIâm fine. Perhaps I ate too much just
now,â I answered him after gargling.
As soon as I stepped out of the bathroom, he pulled me into his embrace. âIâm sorry!â he said that with
suppressed emotions.
I pressed my lips together as I knew he felt bad for me.
The doctor said that there was no cure for depression. I could only try my best to control my emotions.
However, even I couldnât tell whether it was a disease or merely my personality.
Lying in his arms, I was rather calm as I patted softly at his back. âItâs alright. Itâs no big deal. Iâll be
fine.â
He hugged me extremely tight that night.
Initially, Emery and Hunter planned to have their wedding as soon as possible. However, they had to
set their wedding date at the end of the year due to the involvement of the media.
Their wedding was held at Christmas.
As their friend, I had to attend their wedding for sure.
Emery called me up. It was noisy on the other side of the phone. âIâm sending the dress over to you.
The makeup artist will be there too. Donât forget to arrive early. Iâm waiting for you, my bridesmaid!â
I froze for a moment before I realized she was expecting me to be her bridesmaid. I quickly rejected,
âIâm already married.â
Emery couldnât care less about that. âSo what? Who said that a married woman cannot be a
bridesmaid? Stop dilly-dallying. Hurry up! Iâm waiting for you!â
As the bride, Emery had a lot to attend to on her wedding day. She ended the call before I could say
another word.
The doorbell rang after around half an hour.
I answered the door. There was a short-hair girl holding a makeup kit, followed by two men. âMs.
Stovall, Ms. Moore asked us to come over to prepare you for the wedding,â said the girl with a smiling
face.
I took a glance at the men and saw the boxes in their hands.
I flashed a smile and nodded. âThank you. Come on in.â
The girl smiled and didnât say anything further.
Afterward, I got changed into the dress. It was a strapless dress in nude. Since it was winter, Emery
prepared a beige suede shawl for me.
The dress fitted perfectly, showing off my slim waist. Emery had always been a fashionista.