Chapter 165: Confrontation (2)
The Regressor and the Blind Saint
༺ Confrontation (2) ༻
Amidst the coexistence of three conflicting emotions within the same space, Annalise harbored suspicion due to the blatant dissonance she sensed in the conversation between the two individuals.
It was a well-founded suspicion. She hadnât been observing them for long, but she already felt clearly that the Apostle of Oath was someone who couldnât do anything against the Saintâs words. So, the current situation seemed strange in a way.
Annalise didnât erase the rising suspicion, and her mind raced to find the cause.
âDid they fight? No, thatâs not it. To say that they fought, his temperament itself felt different⦠Then, itâs probably a more fundamental problem than thatâ¦â
Magic that interferes with a personâs personality or disposition.
Unique abilities that can interfere with cognitive processes.
Annalise weighed all these possibilities in her mind as she continued her thought process, and managed to come up with an inference.
After all, she was none other than the Tower Master of the Aurillac.
Though she relied on the power of the serum, her deep understanding of unique abilities had allowed her to even interfere with Veraâs powers during their fight. Hence, she could entertain such a hypothesis.
ââ¦Cognitive distortion?â
To be precise, the process of treating cognitive distortion.
Since cognitive distortion was meant to be used on a sleeping target and not on someone who was in an awake state, there was a high probability that it would be correct.
âA spell, huhâ¦â
Recalling the contents of the papers she had been flipping through while researching Alaysiaâs serum, Annalise vented her irritation.
ââ¦But it doesnât fit.â
Trying to fit what she knew into Veraâs current state led to an unexplainable discrepancy.
If Annalise were in a human body, her face would undoubtedly show a deep frown. Her thoughts were becoming more complicated.
âIf theyâre trying to cure cognitive distortion, they shouldâve brought up the memories from when he was a very young childâ¦â
Obviously, that bastard must have been in the Holy Kingdom the whole time.
Wasnât it the case? If his cognition was distorted in the Holy Kingdom, wouldnât he try to treat it together with Renee?
Thinking about it, the part they were fixing was undoubtedly something that happened before he had an attachment to the Holy Kingdom⦠In other words, it must have been from his childhood, but the way he spoke and acted was eerily close to that of an adult, even though he should have been just a little kid at the time.
Continuing her thoughts while integrating the information revealed so far, Annalise suddenly felt a spark in her head.
ââ¦Wait.â
The Apostle of Oath claimed that he was chosen by Orgus.
The attitude that seemed to know the future.
On top of that, the appearance of deliberately mentioning the rewinded time.
To Annalise, who was once hailed as the continentâs greatest intellect, integrating those clues with her existing knowledge to arrive at a meaningful conclusion wasnât a difficult task.
[â¦Hah.]
An unintended sound escaped her lips due to her sense of disbelief.
At that, Vera and Reneeâs heads turned toward Annalise.
Staring into the eyes of the two individuals focused on her, Annalise was consumed by profound confusion.
ââ¦Could they have overwritten memories from before the time was rewound into this lapse?â
She wanted to say that was nonsense, but⦠Such thinking explained both his current appearance and what she had been suspicious about.
Was that all there was to it?
âMaybeâ¦â
The key to protecting the future that she thought was already twisted and beyond saving might be right in front of her.
The moment she realized that, Annalise felt hopeful but also a deep emptiness.
ââ¦It wasnât me?â
Salvation might be possible.
However, she was not the one who would make it happen.
The fact that a brat who was still wet behind the ears might be the key to salvation and not herself, who was praised as the greatest intellect, the one who reached the door of Providence, and called the giant of the era, was something that made Annalise who was the embodiment of self-righteousness and arrogance felt such emptiness.
Silence descended.
For Annalise, it was a silence caused by the feeling of being denied her entire life, and for the other two, it was a silence caused by the tension at the sudden change in Annaliseâs behavior.
Annalise stared blankly at Vera.
âA bastard like him?â
Once again, she negated the idea.
However, even amidst this denial, deep within her heart, there was an answer that whispered, âYes.â
No matter how much she tried to belittle him, the fact remained that the final move Vera showed during the battle in the Aurillac was of a realm she had yet to reach, even touching upon Providence. At least she couldnât deny that fact.
It dawned on her that maybe the key to salvation was really that clueless kid and not her.
[Fuckerâ¦]
Renee tilted her head at Annaliseâs vehement curse.
âWhat is it?â
It was a gesture that came out by itself as she wondered why that damned old hag had suddenly become like that.
Just as Renee was about to say something, Annalise let out a word that was close to a curse.
[â¦Scram.]
âWhat?â
[Didnât I tell you to get lost? I guess besides not being able to see with your eyes, your ears are also dull?]
âWhatâ¦â
An empty laugh escaped from Reneeâs lips.
âGrandma, did you have dementia? But, why are you being like this to me all of a sudden?â
When the unyielding Renee answered without flinching at all, Annalise felt her irritation soar and said.
[Little girl, donât you have something you want to hear from me? My head is cluttered right now, so I told you to get lost. Why canât you understand?]
âIâm sorry. Is it because an old bitch is saying it? I canât hear the words very well.â
[You fucking bitch.]
Reneeâs body flinched.
It was a reaction she made because she had never experienced a raw curse directed at her like that.
Quietly listening to the conversation between the two, Vera smirked at Renee being pushed back, and Reneeâs eyes burned with anger when she heard it.
âAre you laughing?â
ââ¦â
After unconsciously managing his expression, Vera belatedly realized that he had been acting like a âdog bastardâ as Annalise had said, and felt his pride was hurt.
It was a reaction that the body remembered and not the mind, so this was also something that the current Vera had no clue about.
[These fucking thingsâ¦]
Feeling even more self-deprecating as she witnessed the two acting like street clowns for a brief moment, Annalise sighed and uttered those words. Renee, feeling embarrassed for some reason, lowered her head.
Subsequently, Renee blurted out a dialogue that would befit a third-rate villain.
ââ¦Well, weâll back off for today.â
Renee said this because she sensed that Annalise was not willing to talk right now, and also because she felt that Annalise was having a change of heart for some reason.
[Yes, please. Please get lost. Because I want to organize my thoughts.]
Renee pushed herself up.
With a mixture of frustration and irritation, she turned her back with a snort of disdain.
âHand!â
When she suddenly cried out, Vera put his hand over hers as his body remembered this time as well.
It wasnât until after they had walked out the door that Renee realized that she had shown him an ugly appearance.
***
Vera frowned at the appearance of Renee, who had been tearing her hair out ever since they had met the Tower Master.
âWhat the hell is she doing?â
Is she manic?
Is the Saint of the Holy Kingdom not just physically but mentally ill as well?
They were thoughts that came to him because he couldnât see anything consistent in the appearances he was seeing throughout.
But Vera, who couldnât bear to say it, just kept his mouth shut this time as well and just stared at Renee.
âEuughâ¦â
A pained groan escaped Renee once more.
Her flushed face, accentuated by her white hair, obscured Veraâs vision.
ââ¦Her face looks perfectly normal.â
Thoughts that Vera had never pondered in his lifetime, such as how living together might be so exhausting, floated through his mind.
âHow much longer will you be like that?â
âEuugh⦠Yes?â
âI wasnât able to interrogate her properly, so the deal is still valid. Is there anything else you want from me? If thereâs nothing, I want to leave. Wouldnât it be better for the Saint too, if I am not by your side?â
âWhat do you mean? Even if Iâm with Vera all day, itâs not enough.â
Veraâs gaze narrowed.
âWhat?â
âAh, it was a slip of the tongue. Pretend that you didnât hear that.â
What was the point when everything had been already said?
Vera let out an involuntary sigh at the incomprehensible creature called Renee, and then he felt frustrated.
There was no other reason.
It was because of something he was doing before coming here.
âItâs going to be a problem if Iâm gone too long.â
The auction season would start soon.
That meant it was the season to sort the newly brought-in slaves and appraise the relics.
Therefore, wasting time in a place like this, where there was nothing more to gain, was out of the question.
âHow do I get outâ¦â
Aside from the fact that this place was the Cradle, the Saint used an unknown method to change the content of the oath so that he couldnât move without permission.
âIf she knew how to change it, she would also know how to reverse it.â
And so, Renee, whose body was shaking with shame, and Vera, whose leg was shaking with impatience, sat facing each other in the reception room.
âRenee!â
Aisha opened the door and came in.
Reneeâs head snapped up.
Veraâs gaze also secretly turned to Aisha.
âA beastkin?ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
At the end of his line of sight was a cat Beastkin girl with forsythia-colored hair.
âAh, an errand girl?â
Realizing the girlâs affiliation through the priest uniform she was wearing, Vera took his eyes off her, and Aishaâs eyes lit up.
It was a reaction that came out when she realized that the conversation Norn and Miller had before she came here was true.
â It seems Sir Norn can get some rest today because the Saint is in charge of Sir Vera while he is conscious.
â Ah, thatâs good. Would you like to have a drink?
â Sounds good~!
Today was the day Vera had the ritual.
Aisha, whose mind had already made âVeraâs ritualâ synonymous with âa chance to find something to teaseâ, could not pass up the opportunity.
âAisha?â
When Renee called out to Aisha in a surprised voice, Aisha made a triangular mouth shape unique to cats, pulled out something in the air and shouted.
âI brought Jenny too~!â
âHueeekâ¦!â
The thing in her hand was Jenny, the Apostle of Death.
Vera looked at the brightly smiling Aisha and Jenny, who was sweating coldly as she rolled her eyes anxiously, then said provocative words while only lifting one corner of his mouth.
âDid the Saint set up a nursery in the Cradle?â
Aishaâs face brightened even more.
Leading Jenny with bouncy steps, Aisha sat next to Renee and stared at Vera with sparkling eyes.
Vera felt his mood sour at Aishaâs sparkling gaze.
âWhat is it?â
âHuh? Nothing!â
She looked really happy while shaking her head vigorously.
It was such an expression that made Vera want to âflick her foreheadâ without even realizing it.
Seeing Aishaâs obvious behavior, Renee realized what Aisha was thinking and responded with an awkward smile.
âHm, how about Hela?â
âSheâs training!â
âHow about Krek and Maâ¦â
âDrinking with Norn and Miller!â
âThatâs it, thereâs no guardianâ¦â
Renee quickly gave up.
In fact, sending Aisha away was the right thing to do, but she didnât do it because of the personal greed that came to her mind aside from that rational judgment.
ââ¦I canât be the only one to feel ashamed.â
She had shown a pathetic sight in front of Annalise.
Unfortunately, Vera would probably remember that sight when he returned.
So, to avoid being hit one-sidedly, wouldnât it be fair for her to see Veraâs embarrassing appearance as well?
âUhm, ehemâ¦â
Renee turned her blind eyes to the ceiling and cleared her throat.
Meanwhile, Aishaâs words continued.
âYou know, Vera, donât you have something you want to say?â
It was a statement delivered with the face of a predator eyeing its prey, looking for any weakness to exploit.