Chapter twenty five.
INNOCENT LOVE(BL)
The laboring queenâs cries echo through the corridors as Arthur strides into her chamber.
Despite the chaos surrounding him, his mind fixates on the storm that brewed earlier with Madin.
His words were harsh, but seeing those marks on Madinâs body shakes something deep within himâsomething he canât quite name but feels acutely. Betrayal? Pain? Or perhaps guilt?
He pushes the thoughts aside as he approaches the queen. This moment requires his focus.
The birth of his childâa future heirâis an event of monumental importance. But even as he sits by the queen's side, offering words of comfort, his mind betrays him, dragging him back to the confrontation in Madinâs room.
As the hours pass and the child is born, Arthur forces himself to remain present, maintaining the image of a dutiful father and king.
Yet, the moment he steps out of the chamber, the weight of Madinâs words crashes down on him.
"Are we even still together?"
The bitterness in those words replays in his mind like a haunting refrain. Is it true? Has he pushed Madin so far away that their bond has shattered entirely? Arthur doesnât want to believe it, but the evidence is thereâthose marks, the defiance in Madinâs eyes, the venom in his tone.
When he returns to his quarters, he expects to find Madin sulking or seething, perhaps waiting for another argument. But the room is empty.
His chest tightens as unease grips him. He calls for a servant. âWhere is Madin?â
The servant hesitates. âI⦠I havenât seen him, my lord. Perhaps heâs in the palace gardens?â
Arthur dismisses the servant and begins searching the palace himself. The unease quickly grows into panic as he checks every familiar corner and hiding spot. No one has seen Madin.
By the time Arthur returns to Madinâs room, his fury is boiling over. The chamber is untouched, except for a few missing belongingsâenough to make Arthurâs heart sink.
Madin has left again.
He slams his fist against the wall, the dull pain doing little to temper his rising rage. How dare Madin leave again? After everything theyâve been through, after everything Arthur has done for him, how can he just disappear?
As the adrenaline courses through his veins, another thought strikes himâa terrifying one.
Jeremy.
The way Jeremy lingered earlier, his concern for Madinâs well-being⦠Could he have helped him escape? Arthurâs jaw clenches, and his fists tighten.
âGuards!â he bellows, his voice reverberating through the palace.
When the guards arrive, his tone is cold, commanding. âBring Jeremy to me. Immediately.â
Moments later, Jeremy is dragged into the room, his expression defiant despite the guardsâ firm grip on his arms.
Arthur doesnât waste a second. He strides up to him, his voice sharp and accusing.
âYou helped him escape, didnât you?â Arthurâs tone drips with venom.
Jeremy lifts his chin, his voice steady. âI did.â
Arthurâs nostrils flare as his anger erupts. âHow dare you! Do you have any idea what youâve done? Where did he go? Where is he?!â
âI donât know where he went,â Jeremy snaps, glaring at the prince. âAnd I wouldnât tell you even if I did. Havenât you done enough to him already?â
Arthur freezes, the accusation hitting him like a blow. âWhat are you talking about? And how dare you talk like that to me?!â
Jeremyâs calm cracks, his voice rising with fury. âFirst , you can kill me if the way I talk to you right now gets to your nerve my king. Second, what am I talking about? How youâve treated him like dirt! How every word you throw at him is laced with anger or indifference. Youâve broken him, Arthurâevery single day, little by little. And you donât even see it.â
Arthurâs fists clench. âYou dareââ
âYes, I dare!â Jeremy shouts, cutting him off. âBecause someone has to! You think you can claim Madin as if heâs your possession while treating him like nothing more than a prisoner? Youâve pushed him to the brink, and now youâre angry he found the courage to leave?â
Arthurâs face darkens, but Jeremy isnât finished. âYou think youâve been hurt by his leaving? What about the pain youâve caused him every single day? What about the nights he spent crying himself to sleep because you wouldnât show him a shred of kindness? You donât deserve him, Arthur, and you know it. So why don't you go back to your dear wife and leave that boy alone!â
The room falls deathly silent, Jeremyâs words hanging in the air like a blade poised to strike. For a moment, Arthurâs expression falters, but the anger quickly returns. He gestures to the guards.
âTake him to the dungeons,â Arthur orders coldly.
Jeremy stiffens, but he doesnât flinch. âGo ahead,â he says bitterly. âThrow me in your cell, kill me if you want. I donât care anymore. Just know thisâyouâll never find Madin, and even if you do, youâll never have him the way you want.â
Arthur doesnât respond. He turns away as the guards drag Jeremy out of the room. His heart pounds in his chest, Jeremyâs words cutting deeper than he wants to admit.
As the door slams shut behind them, Arthur sits heavily on the edge of Madinâs bed. For the first time, he allows himself to wonder if Jeremy is right. Has he truly destroyed the very person he claims to care about? And if so⦠can he ever fix what is broken?