Chapter . Thirty_nine.
INNOCENT LOVE(BL)
Arthur freezes, his breath caught in his throat, his heart stopping momentarily. Overwhelmed, he stumbles back, collapsing onto the bed, tears streaming down his face.
Madin, equally shaken, moves toward him. He wraps his arms around Arthur tightly, holding him as though afraid to let go.
Arthur clings to him, his own arms encircling Madin in silence. There are no wordsâonly the shared weight of emotions, the years of pain and longing expressed through their embrace.
A knock at the door shatters the moment. A guardâs voice filters through. âMy lord, King Harris of the Bugada Kingdom wishes to speak with you before he departs.â
Arthur struggles to steady his voice. âTell him Iâm unwell. Iâll visit him tomorrow.â he says.
âMaybe you should see him. It might be importan__,â Madin begins, trying to pull away, but Arthur tightens his grip.
âNo, just... â Arthur murmurs firmly, unable to even say what he wants to say. Burying his face into Madinâs shoulder.
"Madin, I don't know where to start, but one thing I should have already said is... I am really sorry for what I did to you.
I know only words can't take away the pain I caused you, but if it could help, then tell me anything I can do to fix what I did to you,"
Arthur says, his voice pained and cracking with emotion. "It's been killing me every second since you left. Even now, sitting here with you, I am still worried that it could just be a dream.
Because that's how it has beenâdreaming of you, waking up to disappointment and agony."
Madin stays quiet, his lips pressed together as if holding back a dam of emotions. He knows if he starts talking now, he will break down completely, and he refuses to let himself do that.
Arthur, desperate for a response, continues, his voice faltering with guilt. "Madin, I should never have puniâ"
"Please! Stop!" Madin snaps, his voice sharp, his emotions barely in check. "I donât want to remember those things, Arthur. You have no idea what they did to me.
Iâve spent these past three years trying to bury them, trying to put everything behind me, and Iâm not willing to talk about them now."
Madin stands up abruptly, his body shaking with suppressed rage and pain. "Iâm tired, Arthur. Tired of living a lie because of you. Tired because my whole life has been a lieânot because I chose it, but because everyone sees me as worthless and delicate. A man who canât even stand up for himself. Well, guess what? Iâm not letting anyone take advantage of me anymore!"
Arthur flinches as Madinâs words hit him like a physical blow.
"What happened between us, happened," Madin continues, his voice shaking. "And I donât need you to do anything to fix it. You can move on now."
"Madin, please," Arthur says, standing as well, his eyes filled with a desperation that mirrors the pain in his heart. "I cannot have this life without youânot when my father is gone too."
"Yes you can," Madin replies sharply. "You needed closure, and now you have it. It will be easy for you to move on now."
"Thereâs nothingânothingâthat could ever make me move on from you," Arthur says, his voice firm despite the tears threatening to spill from his eyes. "I just confirmed that, Madin. I felt connected to you even without knowing that it's you.
Madin, I donât want this to sound like an excuse for what I did, but back then, I was afraidâafraid that woman might hurt you and our unborn children. Madin, I never meant to hurt you."
Madinâs brows furrow, his voice cold. "If thatâs the case, why didnât you tell me back then?"
"Because sheâs smart," Arthur explains. "She would have known. That might have made it worse. If I insisted choosing you over her, she might have even killed you. Sheâs a psychopath, Madin, but I promise youâI'll make her pay for everything sheâs done to us, to my father."
"Do what you have to do," Madin says, his voice full of emotions. "But thereâs never going to be anything between us again. Itâs too much pain for us to be together. So letâs just move on."
Arthur stands frozen as Madin walks out of the room, his words echoing painfully in Arthur's mind.
He feels too weak to react.
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Madin steps outside of the main mansion, only to be surrounded by palace staff and familiar faces calling his name.
Screaming his name, blocking his path, others have already ran to look for Arthur to inform him about Madin's reappearance.
The commotion is overwhelming.
"Madin?! Oh my God!" Princess Loretta gasps, making her way through the crowd. She pulls him into a tight hug. "Please, Arthur needs you. He needs to talk to you." She says , her voice braced with happiness.
Madin stands stiff, not returning the hug. "We already talked," he says quietly.
Loretta pulls back just enough to study his face. "Youâve been with him?"
"Yes."
"You talked?!"
"Yes"
"And you were leaving? Heâs letting you go?" Loretta asks unbelievably.
"My princess," Madin says softly, tears playing on his eyes balls. "thereâs nothing that can be done to redeem the relationship we shared. So weâve decided to move on."
"I donât believe that," Loretta says firmly, shaking her head. "Thereâs no way Arthur would accept that. Madin, please, donât do this to him. No one is perfect. He made mistakes, and heâs been paying for them for the past three years. Please, give him a chance to fix it."
Before Madin can reply, Arthurâs voice rings out behind them.
"Madin..."
Arthurâs steps are weak but determined as he walks toward them, his face a mix of hope and vulnerability.
Everyone falls silent, stepping back to give him space. He stands before Madin, his eyes locking onto his with a determination that hasnât been there before.
"I cannot let you go," Arthur says, his voice unwavering. "Not again. I love you, Madin. I always have. I always will."
Madinâs heart races, the depth of Arthurâs sincerity breaking through the walls heâd built. He wants to resist, to hold onto his anger and pain, but he canât. His love for Arthur wonât let him.
"Arthur..." Madin whispers, trying to disagree but Arthur doesn't give him that chance.
He drops to one knee, his eyes never leaving Madinâs. "I donât deserve you, but Iâm begging youâ I know you don't trust me but give me a second chance to earn your trust again. Give me a second chance to be yours , because I really need you__ I need you to be mine. Marry me, Madin. Let me spend the rest of my life proving to you that I will never hurt you again."
Tears stream down Madinâs face, unable to refuse Arthur's plea anymore. He nods, his heart aching with love and the promise of forgiveness. "Yes," he whispers. "I will marry you."
The courtyard erupts in cheers, and before Arthur can even process what is happening, the palace staff and citizens begin organizing a spontaneous ceremony.
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