Chapter Four.
INNOCENT LOVE(BL)
âSo you think you came to this palace to have fun?â The guardâs voice is harsh as he looms over me, his glare sharp enough to cut through steel. âDozing off in the flower garden and smiling in your dreams like a princess. Well, just know youâre in big trouble.â
âWhy?â I ask, sitting up abruptly, startled by his tone. My heart races as I wonder what I could have possibly done wrong nowâIâve already finished my work for the day.
âThe crowned prince wants to see you,â he announces and turns on his heel, walking away as if his message were the end of the world.
âWhy? Iâm not his servant anymore. I was reassigned to the garden,â I reply, trailing after him, trying to make sense of this sudden summons.
âI donât know. Why donât you find out for yourself?â he retorts, dismissing my questions with an air of indifference.
With no other choice, I follow the familiar path to the mansion, climbing the grand staircases and navigating the winding hallways until I reach the princeâs chambers. The guard standing outside his door frowns at me, his brows furrowed in suspicion.
âWhere do you think youâre going? Youâre not allowed to work here anymore,â he says, his voice laced with authority.
âLet her in,â comes the princeâs voice from within, calm yet commanding. The guard begrudgingly steps aside and opens the door for me.
I enter the room, my steps tentative. The prince stands by the large window, gazing out at the bustling courtyard below.
His figure is regal yet relaxed, his hands clasped behind his back. The sunlight streaming through the window casts a golden glow around him, making him look almost ethereal.
âYour Highness, you called for me,â I say, trying to sound respectful despite the irritation bubbling inside me. His earlier behavior still lingers in my mind, coloring my perception of him.
âTomorrow, Princess Ferrior will be coming, along other guests. I need you to plan my outfit and inform the other servants to prepare everything for their arrival,â he says without turning to face me.
âI... Iâm not your servant anymore, your highness . I was reassigned,â I stammer, unsure how to phrase it without offending him. Surely he must know this already?
âOne thing I hate the most is repeating myself, Shorty,â he says, cutting me off sharply.
âBut I was toldââ I begin, only for him to interrupt again.
âWho hired you?â
âYou,â I reply reluctantly.
âAnd who has the authority to dismiss you?â he asks, his tone growing firm.
âYou,â I admit, feeling trapped.
âExactly. Then do your work,â he says, his words final.
âButââ
âGo, Maya. And tell that other girl that unless she has my permission to work for me, she has no business being near my room.â His voice is steady, his gaze unwavering as he calls me by my fake name for the first time.
I suppress a sigh and leave the room without further argument. My mind races with conflicting thoughts. He hasnât told anyone about reassigning me as his servant, so what if the queen finds out Iâm back here? Iâm not sure I want to know the consequences.
âWait,â he calls out just as I step out of the room.
âYes?â I reply, hesitating before turning back.
âThe necklace that was boughtâwhat do you think? Will she love it?â he asks, holding up a stunning silver necklace adorned with delicate gemstones. The intricate design glimmers in the light, its craftsmanship flawless.
âItâs beautiful, in my opinion. But I donât know her, so I canât say if sheâll love it or not,â I answer honestly.
âWell, it doesnât matter anyway. Iâm going to stop the plans between her and me tomorrow,â he says, his tone casual yet carrying an air of finality.
âWhat do you mean?â I ask, surprised by his statement.
âI donât have the same feelings she has for me, so I cannot let that engagement happen. Before, I didnât care about love or my preferences. I was willing to marry her because it seemed convenient, and I didnât have the time or interest to think about what I wanted. But now, things have changed. I think I finally have an idea of the kind of person I want,â he says, his voice thoughtful as he continues to gaze out of the window, his back still turned to me.
âAnd why are you telling me this?â I blurt out before I can stop myself. Iâm not sure what response he expects from me, a mere servant. Is this part of my job too, to listen to his personal dilemmas?
âBecause I want you to know. Why else? Besides, as my servant, youâre supposed to bear my burdens too. Didnât they tell you that?â he replies, a hint of sarcasm in his voice.
âWhat am I supposed to do with this information?â I ask, genuinely confused.
âOh, Shorty, you really are dumb, arenât you?â he says with a smirk before his expression turns serious. âArenât you going to ask me why Iâve changed my mind?â
âNo, Your Highness. I donât think Iâm the right person for you to open up to. Iâve already told you Iâm terrible at giving advice. Iâd rather not get involved in personal matters,â I reply, hoping heâll drop the subject.
âYou think I need your advice?â He laughs, a sound that both irritates and unsettles me. âDonât be ridiculous.â
âThen why are you telling me this?â I ask, my annoyance slipping into my tone.
âUgh, forget it,â he says dismissively, but after a brief pause, he adds, âMaybe Iâm worried because I know my decision will cause an uproar. But if I donât want something, I donât. And if I want something, I do.â
I stop in my tracks, turning to face him again. His honesty, though perplexing, draws me in. âWhy are you changing your mind about her, though? From what Iâve heard, sheâs admired and respected by everyone. Why throw away something so many men would dream of having?â
His next words catch me completely off guard. âExactly. Why donât you ask yourself that question first?â he says, his tone enigmatic.
âWhat do you mean?â I ask, puzzled.
âWhen I looked at those other girlsâthose who tried to get my attentionâI saw nothing but lust in their eyes. They undressed me with their stares, and it disgusted me. But you... You didnât look at me like that. Your gaze was free of expectation, and for some reason, it intrigued me,â he says, his voice quiet yet firm.
I canât help but stare at him blankly, the absurdity of his confession breaking through the tension. For the first time, I feel at ease around him. "So that's the reason you chose me?" I ask finding myself unable to suppress a laugh.
"What's funny about that? I was just curious, but for some reason am glad I chose you because you are lively and seem to be a good little girl ."
I flinch . Any topic to do with me being a little girl gives me goosebumps. "I should pass the information that you asked me to , and prepare everything for tomorrow." I leave closing the door behind me without waiting for his reply .