Before

What is it about you that makes me feel like I'm only this small, weak person?

I used to have all the might in the world

Now, I have limited myself on what I can do

I care about nothing

I don't care about the things I used to

I simply can't

My feeling is almost numb

Don't worry I feel but what I feel is not love and joy

It's pure anger and prideful ness

I've hate the person I've become

I don't know why I had to end up like this

I just sometimes wish I could go back

Back to where pain was only a story I'd read about

-before