Doubts and doubts and more

Here I am again

In this constant state of fear of heartbreak and loss

Losing me while I decide to indulge myself in you

Countless thoughts and memories I don't wanna lose

It only gets harder from here

I swear I was born to love you

God created our hearts for each other

Petrified if it's just another story to tell my children about

Is this it?

All my aches and worries lay at rest whenever I glance your way

At times I feel self hatred coming to the surface

She doesn't know how to be loved

I'm trying day by day to learn

Everywhere I go in my mind

I can't escape

You haunt my dreams and nightmares

You are my purpose

You are my everything

Don't you know that?