Comfort

It's a mistake

At times I realize what I've been through

How I've managed to go on as I have

Chances and opportunity that just didn't sit right

Maybe it's the change that scares me

If it's change, then it's risk

Risk scares me.

Yet, stability frightens my inner core

Irony and bliss destroy me

You and me might not be the young people who fell in love

Every little thing used to bring happiness to me

Now it's annoyance and anger

Am i holding a grudge ?

Tired?

Am I even happy anymore?

I like to convince myself I'm the happiest I've ever been

Ever.

Maybe it's a lie that I've created aligned with comfort

Yes, sweet arms blessing me as I'm being fooled

All over again