Maybe one day

Please know that I'm afraid

I'm petrified of the reality

Why won't you swoon when I walk by you?

I'm used to being looked at with such a gaze

But never the one I crave

The one where you ask yourself

Where have you been all my life?

The look I get is pure animalistic

Almost like these men can't function without it

Sadly I give in at my worst times

Why can't you handle me at my worst?

When I spend so much damn time trying my best

But in the end it's never enough