Weak
Broken.
What happens when you feel worthless?
You make excuses
You don't care about how you look or feel anymore
You simply just cant
My worth is in the hands of all those men
I rely on them to tell me things
Tell me I'm pretty please
Just for tonight
Tell me you want me
Because baby when I close my eyes I'll believe it
I'll believe all those broken promises and false hope that all the others gave me
Even if I know deep down it's not true
I need it at this very moment
The heat between us will rise
But the connection won't be there
Our bodies are only strangers
Then it'll be over
My moment where I felt on top of the world
Where in the moment it felt so right
Ends up being so wrong
I end up where I belong
Rock bottom
A drug addict is always looking for his next high yet mine is you
All of you
Whoever will take the time
They have this sense of power of me that I don't like
I don't wanna disappoint
Never
I'm just not strong enough
I think they can sense that
And I think that's what scares me most..