me

I expect nothing

No bad

No good

Just blankness

I am justified for all of who had promised

The big heart of mine can't feel anymore

My smile is so plastic, yet loved ones can't notice

The fire in me is out

Can't figure out where I went wrong

I wish the pain in my chest would convert into tears

Unfortunately, those are empty too

I hear the noise around me but I only listen to the voice inside my head

Screaming at me

I can't ever shut her out

Telling me all the wrongs and rights yet I choose to ignore her

One day I'll listen

But then it'll be too late

-I'm my biggest nightmare