I wish you weren't smart enough to catch on to my tricks
Deceiving you wasn't my intention
Would it make a difference if you knew?
I was so helpless
heart kept beating your name
You looked past all my rights to pry out my wrongs
Anger rises to the surface but I don't let her breathe for long
Sadness comes into the mix and I can't blame anyone
Not a single person put a gun to my head to do it
Yet here I am single handily destroying my own fate
-I can't stand to be this way