Chapter 572
I Want a Divorce
Chapter 572 I Really Canât Accept It
Sean gazed at Abigail, feeling a heavy weight on his chest.
âEven if I were to accept you again and consider starting a family with you, I know that things can never
go back to how they were,â she said. âI have given you my deepest emotions, and I donât believe! have
wronged you. It was you who ignored my true feelings during those three years. Now, you want to
return to the past. Do you think thatâs possible?â
He apologized. âIâm truly sorry.â
want to fully accept you, but I canât. Everyone thinks that I can think through, let go, and move forward
from the wrongs that were done to me, but I canât understand why. I now realize that people are always
entangled and filled with grudges. I keep thinking about the wrongs each of you did to me. If I didnât
care, tha would be the real sign that I donât care about any you.â Abigail rarely opened up about her
inner thoughts to Sean, but she felt it was necessary to clarify.
He watched her quietly, feeling like he was entering her heart for the first time.
âJust like I genuinely donât care about Old Mrs. Graham, so when I see her, I feel like sheâs just an
ordinary stranger. Iâve even started to forget her past actions toward me. Itâs because I still care about
all of you that I keep obsessing, keep recalling those unpleasant memories, and firmly hold them in my
heart,â she said with a bitter smile. âI care deeply about everything. Iâm not that generous.â
Sean held Abigailâs hand, his eyes slightly red. Then, he lowered his gaze and softly said. m sorry,
Honey. I was truly wrong.
She looked at him and smiled gently. âI really donât want to let go⦠I know Grandma was right, but I
canât accept it. I donât know the solution, so I agonize over it.â
Abigail often found hers If lost in thought during late nights. If she hadnât cared for Sean. she might not
have felt dhe pang of sadness seeing him risk his life for Luna. This incident became a turning poi it in
their emotional conflict. It led her to give him another chance seeking a reason to reconcile with him, to
find peace from the pain of the past he had ca Yet, despite these efforts, she found herself in inner
conflict, still not having fully accepted. him. There were times when she wished he would experience
the same pain she had endured-a desi she deeply despised in herself.
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gail realized that she had indeed accepted Sean, yet a part of her still beld completely moved on from
the scars of their failed mar Las long as he of her life, there lingered a fear of facing the same hurt one
not be an easy fix because pain is not easily erased.â He clasped her hand flyg But hearing what
youâve shared brings me joy. Itâs taught me the importance of Leine
mindful not to hurt those who care for us. I now understand that if Iâm fortunate enough to have you
back, I need to remember the pain Iâve caused and tread carefully to avoid hurting you again in the
future.â
She was a little surprised by his words.
He looked at her with teary eyes and said again, âIâm sorry.â
sean, did you ever love me when you married me?â Abigail asked Sean candidly, looking in his eyes.
I didnât care for you, I would have made every effort to avoid marrying you. Neven itâs beyond the point
of return now. My past indifference towards you was a result of my immaturity, I was under the
impression hayot were only with me to fulfill Old Mrs. Quinnâs desire for grandchildren and to ensure
her peace of mind, as you are extremely respectfu! istakenly believed that you were willing to do so,â
he expressed.
She smiled. âSo, you thought I was very obedient, right?â
less.
Abigail and Sean had never been completely honest with each other⦠If there had been a little more
honesty from both sides, it wouldnât have ended in divorce.
He nodded. âBack then, you really were very obedient. You would agree to whatever my grandmother
said. Even if it was unreasonable, you would still do it. You took all of Old Mrs. Quinnâs words to heart.â
She leaned back in her chair and sighed softly. âI was immature, too.â
âIn this past year, youâve learned to be yourself. You now tell me that you canât fully accept me and
donât trust me. Iâm pretty happy about that. At least I still have some usefulness, right?â Sean rea*sured
himself.
Abigail thought that he was right.
âHave you rested enough? If you have, letâs go back then,â he said even though he felt a mix of
emotions after he ring her candid words.
âAlmost,â she said. She felt much more at ease after sharing her feelings with him. She no longer had
to dwell on these messy thoughts on her own.
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hand and helped her up. As they walked back, he said, âIâm genuinely hared these things with me. Itâs
helped me understand my mistakes, and i nât forgiver, me yet.
She puri hend to lock at him. âSean.â
âYes?â He instinct dyked at her.
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ou return to re brings me great joy,â she expressed, a serene smile dancing in her
pes. It signified her success, having not fallen short of her expectations.