Variation: Chapter 9
Variation: A Novel
WestCoastPointe: Nepotism isnât going to help that technique, RousseauSisters4
âYou will do this!â Anne shouted as I walked up Allieâs porch steps for the second time that day.
Surprise jolted my eyebrows upward. In the years Iâd known the Rousseaus, Iâd never heard Anne raise her voice. Eva? Absolutely. Lina? Once or twice. But Anne? Never.
She had to be yelling at Allie, convincing her to go along with Juniperâs plan. My hackles rose, and Sadie whined at my side as I rung the bell. The little golden hadnât quit shaking since Iâd picked her up at the vetâs office a half hour ago. âItâs all right,â I promised her, reaching over her leash to give her a pat.
The door flew open, and Anneâs frantic gaze jumped from me to Sadie. âWhere is she?â
âNot a fan of that tone, Anne,â I warned. âI told you I was taking her back to school.â I said it slowly, as though we hadnât all participated in the same conversation an hour ago and agreed that we needed an adults-only meeting. Anne had been overruled two to one, but sheâd still participated.
âLet him by,â Allie ordered from inside the house, her tone flat, just like it had been when Iâd arrived earlier. The tone made me wish sheâd yell or scream, anything to prove she was in there.
âHe has a dog.â Anne stepped aside, giving me a clear view of Allie, who sat on the second-to-bottom step of the main staircase, her arms wrapped around her middle. âDogs arenât allowed in the house.â
âBy all means, letâs talk on the porch,â I offered.
Allieâs head tilted as she stared at Sadie. âMomâs not here, so we make the rules. Let them in.â
Her mother not being here was the only reason I was allowed through the front door.
Anne sighed, then motioned us inside the house with a jerk of her hand. âIf she makes a mess, youâre cleaning it up.â
âOf course.â I walked by Anne into the foyer and took a seat next to Allie on the steps like it was the most natural thing in the world to position myself at her side.
âYou brought your dog?â Allie reached over my knees and stroked Sadieâs head.
Iâd never been so happy to see a tail wag in my life. âNot mine. I rescued her from a boat accident a little over a week ago. Her owner told the vet he has no intention of picking her up, so here she is. Her name is Sadie.â
âHi, Sadie,â Allie whispered, and just like that, the puppy stopped trembling. She scooted her butt right on over to Allie, wedged herself between our knees, and set her head on Allieâs lap. âForward, arenât you?â A faint but real curve pulled at the edges of Allieâs mouth, and my own mirrored in response.
Come to think of it, it was the first hint of genuine amusement Iâd seen on her face since dragging her out of the water last week. Worry stirred in my gut.
âNow that we know the dogâs nameââAnne shut the doorââdo you want to tell me how the hell your family ended up with our niece?â
âStop it,â Allie chastised gently. âItâs not like he had any say in what Lina did.â
âYou sure about that?â She leaned back against the door and folded her arms. âAre you Juniperâs father?â
Allieâs hand froze, and I tensed. âThat would be physically impossible seeing as I never touched Lina.â My eyes narrowed on Anne. It had only ever been Allie for me.
âSo our sister just happened to have a baby no one knew about and give that child to your sister?â Anne narrowed her eyes right back.
âI was just as surprised as you are when Allie told me about the results.â
âI just found out the day beforeââ Allie blurted, and I immediately regretted my words, realizing what Iâd let slip.
âYou told him first?â Anne shouted, her voice breaking at the end. âHe didnât just bring her over this morning?â
âI told him first,â Allie answered, her hand still on Sadieâs head. âAnd maybe I shouldnât have, but he already knewââ
âYou should have told me!â Anne shoved her fingers into her curls.
âI knowââ Allie whispered.
âHow could you keep it from me? Our Lina has a daughter out there!â Anneâs voice rose.
âMaybe if you let her finish a sentence, sheâd be a bit more open with you.â I let Sadieâs leash drop.
âDonât talk to her like that.â Allie bristled, her spine stiffening, and both sisters glared at me.
Shit, I stumbled right into that one. I should have known better than to intercede during a Rousseau-sisters fight.
âTake me to see her,â Anne ordered before I could even utter an apology. âI barely got five words in before you ushered her out of here like I was the enemy.â
âNo way.â Allie shook her head. âItâs bad enough that she came here behind Carolineâs back. Weâre not going to steamroll this girlâs life, which is exactly whatââ
âIs she healthy? Happy? What are her grades like? Are the kids nice to her at school?â Anne fired off question after question.
ââwill happen if you step in,â Allie finished, scratching under Sadieâs chin.
âYes,â I answered. âWhen she gets her way. Decent. And yes, sheâs well liked, from what I hear. And Allieâs right. You go barging in there and Caroline will slap you with a restraining order. Sheâll see you as a threat, and sheâs terrified of losing Juniper.â
âI have every right to know my niece,â Anne argued.
âNo, Caroline has every right to protect her daughter,â Allie countered. âWe donât have a single right when it comes to Juniper. Not legally. Whether or not we like it, Lina didnât leave her with us, and there had to be a reason Lina never even told us she existed.â
âI just want to talk to her.â Anne slumped against the door, and Allieâs shoulders dipped.
This whole situation was a clusterfuck. âCaroline is an excellent mother and would die for that girl,â I added. âSheâs in good hands.â
âAnd weâre supposed to trust you?â Anne snapped at me.
âDonât,â Allie warned her sister. âYou want to fight, come at me.â
âIâm more than capableââ I started, only to shut my mouth when Allie lifted a single hand.
âYouâll do this.â Anne repeated her earlier demand with a softer tone, but no less determination. âPlease do this, Allie. Just pretend to be Hudsonâs anything if it keeps you close to Juniper.â
Allie focused on Sadie as if Anne wasnât even speaking.
This was so unfair to ask of Allie, but I respected her wishes and kept my mouth shut.
âShe really doesnât have a home?â Allie asked, glancing my way with somber eyes. âThe dog?â
My brow knit at the quick change of subject. âNo. Not yet, at least. My landlord has a no-pet policy, and twenty-four-hour shifts arenât kind to pets, but Iâll find someone for her.â
âYou canât take her to a shelter.â Her tone sharpened.
âI wouldnât.â My gaze raked over Allie in quick assessment. She seemed exhausted. I had no idea what she usually looked like, so I couldnât tell if she was eating normally, or if the circles under her eyes were typical, but Iâd bet she was training herself into the ground.
Her family had never let her take her foot off the fucking gas pedal.
âYouâll do this for me, Alessandra,â Anne reiterated, jarring me back to the conversation.
Holy fucking guilt trip.
Allie sighed. âDo you really think Caroline will ban us from seeing Juniper if we just tell her?â she asked me, rubbing Sadie behind her ears.
I curved the brim of my hat and thought it through. âI honestly donât know. Sheâs been more than a little overprotective since Sean died, and I donât see that changing. I hate to admit that Juniper is right in one regard. You have a better chance of Caroline accepting you if she gets to know you first.â If we survived when it blew up in our faces.
âSo you think this is a good idea?â Allie asked. âYou want me to slip into your family under false pretenses so I can worm my way into your sisterâs good graces?â
âItâs pretty horrendous when you put it that way.â I slipped my hat backward. âIâm torn. If it was anybody but you, Iâd say to get fucked. But it is you.â I swallowed the big-ass knot forming in my throat. âI think Juniper has a right to know where she comes from, and if Caroline realizes her biological family isnât something to fear, it will take a massive weight off her shoulders. But I hate the thought of lying to my sister, and if your mother finds out . . .â My stomach pitched like I was still that eighteen-year-old kid.
âMomâs too busy teaching to bother with us,â Anne interrupted, and Allie looked away. âShe wonât interfere.â Anneâs voice quieted as she walked toward Allie. âJuniperâs the lastâthe onlyâpiece we have of Lina, and this is our chance to know her.â
âThen you do it.â Allie stroked her hands down Sadieâs neck.
âNo.â The word slipped out before I could stop it.
âWonât work,â Anne agreed. âHe doesnât look at me the way he looks at you. Itâs the only reason I think this rather . . . childish plan might work. He could carry the whole ruse just glancing your direction.â
Was I that transparent?
âAnd itâs foolish,â Anne continued, âbut itâs all weâve got, and Juniper isnât wrong in thinking you can win Caroline over. You win everyone over with that heart of yours. And whatâs the worst that happens? Caroline finds out and weâre right back where we started, barred from seeing Juniper. Thereâs nothing to lose and everything to gain. Go to the party, Allie. Please.â
âIâm not going to change her mind in a single day.â Allie didnât bother even glancing up when Anne fell to her knees on the foyer floor before her.
âTrue.â I nodded. âKnowing my sister, it will take weeks, if not months.â
âThen youâll do it for as long as it takes to convince her.â Anne set her hands on Allieâs feet, and her words started to tumble quickly. âWe have to be sure Juniper is okay. We owe that to Lina. And if I canât be the one asking the questions, making sure Linaâs little girl is thriving, then youâll do it for me. You have to, Allie. Juniper asked you, and saying no would be like denying Linaââ
âThatâs a low blow,â I interrupted when Allie drew in a sharp breath. âIâm not doing anything sheâs not a hundred percent enthusiastic about.â
Anne bristled.
âWhat day is the party?â Allie asked, glancing my way.
âYou donât have to do this. Iâm not even sure we should.â I searched her eyes for a hint of the fire Iâd seen when I pulled her from the water, or when Iâd prodded her at the bar, but found only grim determination. âOr if we can.â
âWe can.â She tilted her pointed chin. âIâm here and Lina isnât. This is the least of what I owe her. Will you help me or not?â
My jaw flexed once. Twice. I would have told her anything she wanted to bring the fire back into her eyes. God only knew what I would have done to see an actual smile, to know she was happy after everything sheâd been through. Maybe getting out of this pressure cooker of a house, spending some time away from the studio with my weird but smotheringly close-knit family would provoke a little laughter. Weâd be good for her, Juniper especially.
But faking a relationship with Allie? My chest tightened as she waited for my response. How the hell was I supposed to be that close to her without losing myself? Maybe I had to. Maybe that was my penance. There was no hope for any kind of actual future between usâsheâd never forgive me for what Iâd done if she knew the full truthâbut maybe this was my chance to make even a small portion of it up to her. I could help her find that fire, even if she aimed it at me. âSaturday at noon. My parentsâ place. Itâs Carolineâs place now. Alessandra, weâll have to be flawlessly convincing to pull it off. My family is disturbingly perceptive.â
âOkay.â She stood, and Sadie rose with her. âFive minutes at a time, right? Isnât that what you used to tell me? As long as you hold up your end, I can pretend to be in a relationship with you. Iâm great at playing a role.â She bent at the knees and picked up the end of Sadieâs leash. âJuniper has to understand that Iâll be back in New York mid-August, so we canât drag this on indefinitely. If Caroline doesnât like me by then, itâs a lost cause.â Allie shrugged. âBut weâve always been good for a summer, right?â
Ouch. That hit somewhere in the vicinity of my rib cage.
âOkay. Summer it is.â Guess we were doing this. I nodded, fully committing myself. If this was what she wanted, I would do it for her, for all of them, even Caroline. And it wasnât like I had to pretend to want Allie. Apparently, I was shit at hiding it, anyway. âIâll more than hold up my end.â
âGood, then Iâll be there Saturday. Now, Sadie and I are going to take a nap. No need to find her a home. Iâm hers now.â Allie started up the steps with Sadie. Her voice, her motions, they were all so flat that my ribs constricted as I twisted to watch her walk away. âOh, and Hudson?â she said from the top of the stairs, turning to look at me. âTo be flawlessly convincing, you should unblock my number so you can get ahold of me, assuming thatâs why you never picked up any of the times I tried to call you.â
âYeah.â My gut hollowed, because thatâs exactly what the eighteen-year-old fool Iâd been had done. âI can do that.â
She walked into her bedroom and shut the door.
âI think she just stole your dog.â Anne rose to her feet and dusted off her knees.
âShe was never mine. I just rescued her.â And I couldnât think of any better place for her to be. I stood, then walked down the last two steps to the foyer. âNow, whatâs going on with Allie, and why arenât you doing anything about it?â