Chapter 9
If you Don’t Love Me, I Will Die
âSo⦠what brings you here, anyway?â
âIâm here to visit my older brother. Do I need a reason to come see you? I just wanted to see your face.â
Aria Radner.
The audacious girl was Edwardâs younger sister.
She lacked the familyâs reserved demeanor, yet somehow, I felt a sense of familiarity.
Perhaps it was also Edwardâs emotions at play. Regardless, I had no memories of her.
I only knew of episodic incidents from reading books.
âBy the way, brother, this is delicious. It feels like a dessert from the capital.â
âRight, because itâs a dessert made in the capital.â
âWowâ¦â
Unbeknownst to us, Aria, who had been exploring the mansion, entered the kitchen and started gobbling up the dessert I intended to give Ania.
âBrother, did you have this kind of hobby?â
âItâs for my wifeâ¦â
âUghâ¦â
Aria frowned.
âDidnât you know? Brother used to be all dreamy-eyed whenever Aniaâs name came up. It seems completely different now.â
With an incredulous expression, Aria pushed the last remaining madeleine into her mouth. Then, patting her belly with satisfaction, she smiled.
âThank you for the meal.â
âWhy did you come, anyway? Surely not just to steal desserts.â
âGeez⦠do I look like such a parasite?â
While she did give off that impression, I didnât voice it. Aria pouted.
âI couldnât attend your wedding, so⦠Since you got married, I thought I should visit at least once.â
âAnd the Tower?â
âWhy are you like this, brother? Itâs my vacation already, you know?â
âIs that so?â
âEdward Radner, Mr. Marrying-a-beauty, canât even get his act together after getting married?â
â⦠I guess so.â
No, it wasnât true, but saying so would easily create misunderstandings, so I just nodded.
âHave you already forgotten? Anyway⦠howâs Ania?â
Aria walked back into the kitchen, looking around as if searching for Ania.
âSheâs sick.â
âWhat? Why? How bad?â
âShe caught a cold about a week ago.â
âThatâs serious.â
It seemed Aria was well aware of Aniaâs condition.
They have been close since childhood, so it was understandable.
âItâs not that serious. Her body is almost fully recovered now.â
âOh, reallyâ¦â
Aria shook her head as if she couldnât believe it.
âYou foolish brother. Where can you find a healthy person when theyâre sick?â
âAnia seemed fine, though.â
âSheâs just pretending to be okay!â
When I casually replied, Aria jumped up and playfully hit my head. It didnât hurt much.
âListen, brother. In this world, no oneâs okay when theyâre sick. If they do, itâs all an act.â
âYou never knew when I was ill.â
âThatâs because youâre a weird person, brother. Anyway, listen. Ania pretends to be okay because she doesnât want to worry the people around her.â
âHmmâ¦â
Looking back, it seemed true.
She said she was fine, yet she asked for my hand, and I even sang her a lullaby.
âWas she pretending to be okay in her own way?â
Or perhaps it was a scheme to deceive me. Anyway, the more I knew about Ania Brontë, the more mysterious she seemed.
âHere, take this.â
At that moment, Aria handed me a box.
âWhatâs this?â
âGreen tea.â
âGreen tea?â
âItâs the kind Ania likes. Itâs made from leaves that only grow in the lands governed by the Northern Duke, so itâs incredibly expensive. I had difficulty getting it, but remember: itâs for Ania.â
âIâm not really a fan of green tea anywayâ¦â
âJust say you understand!â
âAlright, I get it.â
As I responded with a gloomy expression, Aria giggled.
âI wanted to see my sisterâs face after a long time, but sheâs not feeling well⦠Iâll see her later. Well then, see you again, brother.â
âAre you leaving already?â
âYeah, I have to. Iâm a busy person too, you know? After all, Iâm the towerâs best mage, Aria!â
âImpressive.â
âHeheâ¦â
I accompanied Aria to the main gate as she prepared to leave. Since the tower was quite far away, I had asked Ricktman to summon a carriage, which arrived shortly.
Aria initially complained about why I bothered to call a carriage, insisting she would just go on foot, but eventually, she boarded it.
âWell then. Take care now that youâre married, big brother.â
âSure. Study hard, too.â
âYeah.â
Aria smiled mischievously and playfully wrinkled her forehead.
âDonât ever drink the green tea.â
âI wonât.â
âAnd⦠take good care of Ania, okay?â
âI will.â
âSheâs a precious person. Sheâs someone you like, and I like her too.â
âA precious personâ¦â
âAlright, Iâm off!â
With that, Aria said her goodbyes and swiftly left.
***
Fortunately, a few days after Aria left, Aniaâs cold cleared up as if it had been washed away.
And so, our ordinary married life resumed.
We shared meals, Ania fed me, andâ¦
Of course, the monotonous routine didnât last forever.
Ania Brontë was a noble lady of Duke Bronte, and I was the eldest son of Earl Radner.
Even without any special events, nobility always had its busy aspects.
Ironically, the tranquil honeymoon period without any incidents felt more strange.
âAn invitation to a ball has arrived.â
Ricktman said one day during mealtime.
âWho is it from?â
âEarl Roland. He manages a large farm in the west and maintains a close relationship with our earldom.â
Earl Rolandâ¦
Looking back, I vaguely remembered him.
He was the heir to the farm business handed down through generations, essentially a second-generation chaebol, fond of pleasure and luxury. (TN: Chaebol is a large industrial conglomerate run and controlled by an individual or family.)
To put it positively, he was an intelligent businessman, but to put it negatively, he was profligate. Beyond that⦠there wasnât much that came to mind.
But I didnât particularly want to attend the ball.
I wasnât well-versed in noble etiquette, and there was a risk of my true identity not being Edward being revealed. Getting involved unnecessarily could lead to trouble.
âIs it necessary to go?â
ââ¦My lord. Why would someone with your knowledge make such a joke?â
So I asked Ricktman, and he chuckled as if I told a joke.
Among noble families, an invitation to a ball held a significant meaning.
It meant, âWe respect you and would like to treat you well, so please come and enjoy.â There were also opportunities for the youths of noble families to socialize.
Furthermore, young members of different noble families often built relationships in such social gatherings.
Having strong ties with other nobles was advantageous if one aspired to inherit an earl or marquis title someday.
Business wasnât done alone, and there might be help needed someday.
That is why connections are essential.
âSay that we will attend.â@@novelbin@@
Ania said, cutting a piece of steak and feeding it into my mouth.
âI will attend together with my husband.â
âYes, My Lady.â
Since attendance had already been decided, and Aniaâs confirmation was all that was needed, Ricktman left the dining room without hesitation.
Upon his departure, Ania smiled slyly at me.
âIt seems youâre not fond of balls.â
I pondered the meaning behind her words.
Did she mean she sensed I didnât like attending the ball? Or did she think I was embarrassed?
I offered the most plausible excuse.
âIâm not confident in dancing.â
âIf youâre not confident, you could choose not toâ¦â
Was that really acceptable?
Werenât balls events where everyone danced to the music?
Ania inserted a piece of broccoli into my mouth and spoke.
âYou donât necessarily have to dance at a ball. If you really want to, you can join me.â
After finishing the meal, Ania stood up, extending one hand straight and placing the other in front of her waist.
âOr should I teach you right now?â
ââ¦â
âGladly.â
Interpreting my silence, Ania grabbed my hand and pulled me up.
âNow, hold my handâ¦â
Ania clasped my right hand with her left hand.
Then, with her right hand, she moved my left to her waist.
That brief moment felt like a fantasy from a dream.