Chapter 5
If you Don’t Love Me, I Will Die
âBrother. Long time no see.â
âWhat a coincidence, meeting in a place like this.â
His eyes were narrow, and he always seemed to be smiling.
A young man with brown curly hair and thin, feminine features.
Edward Radnerâs half-brother.
Johann Radner.
I had never met him in person, but I knew quite a bit about him.
I knew heâd had many hot one-night stands with women with that face and that he was a nymphomaniac who couldnât get enough of them.
And he harbored a terrible inferiority complex toward Edward Radner, the favored child of William Radner.@@novelbin@@
âWhat a coincidence that we should run into each other in the Capital and on a street frequented by ladies.â
âIndeed.â
Johann rarely shows his true colors, hiding them behind his smiling mask.
Itâs a way of speaking heâs learned to survive as a bastard in the world of aristocrats.
Heâs like a cunning snake with words.
His words are not to be taken at face value.
Perhaps the whole coincidence thing is also a lie.
Perhaps⦠Johann has come to me under the guise of coincidence becauseâ¦
âMr. Edwardâ¦?â
Ania Brontë.
Itâs clear sheâs the target.
âMadame, you go ahead. Iâll catch up with you as soon as weâre done talking.â
âHow kind of you, brother.â
Johann said with a smirk.
âIt seems youâve changed a lot.â
âWe never talked much. I thought you werenât interested in me.â
âHow could I not? Youâre my only brother after all.â
With that, Johann shook his head.
âGo ahead, Iâll join you after weâre done.â
I looked back at Ania, who nodded and began to walk toward another shop.
When she was out of sight, I turned back to Johann and said.
âJohann, we both know that coincidence is a lie.â
Johann Radner.
On the surface, he looks like an ordinary viscountâs bastard son, but Johann has a secret.
One that no one else in the Empire knows, but only I do.
âWhy did you come looking for me?â
âAhaha⦠Brother. Youâve become quite perceptive in recent months. Itâs almost as if youâre⦠someone else.â
The secret is none other than Johannâs actual job.
Why does the powerless bastard son of a viscount hold so much power within the viscountcy?
Why can he raise his head high despite being a bastard?
âDrugsâ¦.â
Johann Radner is a back alley drug lord.
Heâs been able to keep a low profile because heâs a man of integrity.
Of course, some people are suspicious of where Johannâs vast fortune came from.
William Radner had questions about where his son was getting the money.
However, he didnât pry into it because Johann always said it was business.
âTell me why you came looking for me.â
âWhy⦠well, itâs not muchâ¦â
The corner of Johannâs mouth twitched.
âI was just wondering how you were doing. I thought you were enjoying being married to the most beautiful woman in the Empire.â
âI told you to tell me the real reason.â
âOhâ¦â
I growled, and Johann arched an eyebrow in surprise.
âBrother, have you really become a different person? Youâve become really perceptive in my absence.â
Heâs a fast learner.
Thatâs how he survived in the back alleys.
It is a world of power and scheming.
There were no counts, marquises, or titles.
âSo, shall I tell you the real reason?â
âIs it for Ania?â
âWell, thatâs part of it.â
Johann took the pipe out of his pocket and put tobacco in it.
âYou seem to have gotten pretty good at recognizing things⦠so why donât you make a guess? Or are you afraid of lowering your image if you get it wrong?â
He flicked a match and slowly lit the pipe.
A wisp of smoke rose into the air.
âDuchess.â
âBingo.â
Johann flicked the pipe and smirked.
âIn the order of succession⦠Iâm the eldest, so Iâm obviously ahead of you, but arenât you married to a duchess now?â
âSo what?â
âYou know, so donât try to spin it, brother.â
Johannâs eyes narrowed.
âYou werenât abandoned; you were sold to Duke Brontë to keep the family name alive, right, brother?â
I know.
What it meant for a viscountâs man to marry a dukeâs woman.
In the novel, Edward is sold and becomes a pillar of the Brontë family.
Of course, he also wanted to.
âSo why donât you go to your father and tell him that youâre giving up the viscounty and giving it to me.â
What happened in the originalâ¦
I donât know if Johann got the viscounty, but one thing is certain.
Edward would not pass on the title to Johann.
It wasnât out of pride or greed for power.
It was because, shortly, he would discover Johannâs secret.
Why he had so much wealth.
What business he had that he told no one.
Edward Radner, faithful and just, refuses to give Johann the viscounty.
Has Johann, then, been idle?
Not really.
Johann resolves to assassinate Edward for his refusal to hand over the succession.
âHe didnât die in the plot, butâ¦â
Edwardâs swordsmanship and magic skills are among the best in the Empire.
He eventually defeats Johannâs men.
But hereâs the problem.
I am not Edward.
Sure, my body is Edwardâs, but Iâm not him.
The swordsmanship is ingrained in Edwardâs body, but I donât know how to wield it.
I have no magical knowledge, so I cannot use magic.
So, should I hand over the viscounty hereâ¦
âIâm sorry, Johann. I donât think I can do that.â
âHmmmâ¦.â
I canât give in here.
Edwardâs an eyesore to Johann anyway.
He wasnât going to stop even after I gave it up.
Edwardâs swordsmanship and magic are still a threat.
Furthermore, Iâve been sold to a duke, so my connections will grow in the future.
So, even if I do give in, Johann will still try to kill me at some point.
âIsnât your business enough for you, Johann?â
âBusiness and titles are two different things, brother.â
âThen Iâm afraid I canât make any further concessions. Youâre brilliant in business, but you donât have the dignity to receive a title.â
At that, Johannâs mask cracked.
He narrowed his eyes and wiped the smile from his face.
âYouâre making a mistake, brother.â
âWeâll see about that.â
Johann smirked and turned around.
âLetâs go.â
With that, the assassins hiding in various parts of the building slipped out like shadows and began to follow after Johann.
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By the time we returned from shopping, the sun was already setting in the sky.
Aniaâs face was lit up under the orange sky.
âIâm sorry.â
And she was upset.
âItâs okay.â
âItâs not that shopping with you wasnât enjoyable⦠Itâs just that the conversation didnât flow smoothlyâ¦â
âWe talked about that earlier. Itâs okay. Iâm not someone who lacks understanding.â
The reason, of course, was Johann.
Suddenly running into him and talking to him filled me with unnecessary worry and anxiety.
Now, I had one more person to be wary of.
âYou donât seem to be enjoying your time with me,â she said, throwing the clothes she had bought into the carriage.
Only then did I realize my mistake, but it was too late. A distraught woman, once angered, would not be appeased no matter what words were spoken.
âWeâll eat together when we get back.â
âYou can eat first. I have something to do.â
âSince weâre married, shouldnât we at least have our meals together?â
âI donât feel like eating.â
âDidnât I tell you that a married couple should eat togetherâ¦â
âWho made that a rule anyway?â
She looked out the side of the carriage to hide her face.
As such, itâs impossible to tell what sheâs thinking.
âYou look beautiful today.â
âHmm.â
âI love sunsets, but thereâs something even more beautiful than a sunset.â
âHmmâ¦â
âI think itâs even more beautiful when you smile.â
ââ¦. Hmm.â
So I complimented her.
I had read somewhere that women are bad at compliments.
Of course, I donât know if it works because Iâve never actually tried it.
Ania still didnât respond, still staring out the window.
It didnât work.
âNow I donât know.â
Time will tell⦠I thought as I put my arm through the carriage window.
âIâ¦â
Aniaâs mouth had been clamped shut, and she had been spitting out snot, but now she spoke.
ââ¦forgive you.â
âReally?â
âInsteadâ¦.â
She looked at me.
She was tapping her index finger lightly on her cheek.
It was as red as a raspberry.
âKiss me, and Iâll forgive you.â