chapter 19

Adhyansh POVIn his studio room...It's been 2 days of that dinner night in Lee house and the especial personal moment we (ADITI & ADHYANSH) spend together.That kiss...This was not only a kiss but it was more like finding a live man from a grave who was buried in the coffin for years; just like EGYPT MUMMY.Yes, I was dead that day when I got rejected by Aditi very before confession of my feelings. I would never be able to forget that day even though after 5 long years. That day was a curse day for me. I forget the meaning of happiness, I stopped going to college, hanging out with my friends, made distance with my family...in all I stopped living, i was just a live statue.In that time I got a new friend for myself, a true friend of every heartbroken person. No, not ALCOHOL but MYSELF. I got to know about myself. I was always a rich kid who always got pampered by his parents no matter what but my parents gave every happyness of this world. May be that was why rejection from Aditi gave an unbearable pain.To get ride of her memory I flew to New York. My parents knew about it. Dad gave me my monthly expenses, so living in New York was not that difficult for me. But I don't know why but suddenly I thought that I should stop wasting my parents money unnecessarily and stand in my own foot. I THINK THAT IS WHY PEOPLE SAID THAT LOVE CHANGE THE HUMAN;  but here in my case there was slightly change because it was not love but HEARTBREAK CHANGED ME. IT MADE ME RESPONSIBLE & SELF INDEPENDENT PERSON.Then I started exploring my passion...my singing. It was not an easy task because in New York we can find singers, bands, rappers in every street. But slowly - slowly I got recognition and there I met ADMEN RONALD, CEO of a music company KNIGHT NIGHTINGALE. He gave me my first break in music industry and I signed a 3 years contract with his company. This is the last year of the contract according to the contract I have to perform in a concert in SOUTH KOREA. The main reason of doing a concert in South Korea was of course my manager Atul & his Korean Girlfriend Lee Min Ho; I want to help them in their lovelife because I knew how you feel when you can't get your LOVE.But who knows that here in South Korea my fate has decided something else for me. Here, I met ADITI again after 5 years. My life had stopped for a moment, right there. I just wanted to live that moment as much as i could.Then everything went with the flow. One after another encounter. She become my Lawyer, dig the truth and proved me innocent. And not to forget because of her now Atul & Lee are getting married. The day when I went  her home to meet her after the dismiss of the case. I only plann was to say Thank you and then returned to my hotel. But when I saw her in her casual look I was shocked I mean think about it you are a girl and you won't have a single change in your personality even after 5 long years. Are you serious? Are you even a girl? Then we talk a lot about our experiences in all those five years but there I noticed that she didn't take her husband SAMEER'S name, not even a single time. I too didn't bother her to drag his name. And suddenly I heard a cry of a baby. Then i come to know that now my Aditi is a mother. Micky Princess, this is what she use to say to her daughter. She is such a cute tiny girl. I won't say that I did not feel anything when I saw her. Firstly, I was Envy of her because she is SAMEER'S daughter but when I saw Aditi feeding her milk with bottle then I realised that she is not only Sameer's but Aditi's daughter too. MY ADITI'S DAUGHTER that means she is for now my daughter too. Everything which belongs to my Aditi and are the reason of her happiness then that thing automatically become the reason of my happiness too. There I also come to know that only Aditi can call her MICKY PRINCESS no one else. Then there I gave her a new name which is also a kind of cute just like her, PUCHKY which completely goes well with her cute chubby chicks. When I was moving from her house then she suddenly asked me either I want to know about Sameer or not then I said I won't untill she herself didn't feel comfortable to share this to me but in reality I really don't want to know where is he or what happened to him? the only thing which matters to me is that they are not together now and that is enough for me.After that proper meeting, we usually started meeting with each other but we also take care of the paparazzi because she doesn't want to come in media as she is very protective as always especially towards PUCHKY, she kept everything very low even she doesn't post pictures of her (PUCHKY) in her social media accounts, may be she doesn't want Sameer to know about them.But she never gave any hint about her feelings towards me. I too thought that she consider me as a good friend nothing more than that and  slowly I began to accept that and started living &  enjoy each and every moment that I used to spend with Aditi and my PUCHKY.When everything clear between Atul and Lee's father  Mr. Lee young then they called us on dinner and we do so. Then suddenly Mr. Lee young said us about her condition for the marriage. We all were shocked because no one knows what would be the condition but when I went to the basement after the waiting of almost few hours I was hella surprised to see the scean in front of my eyes, then both were completely out of their sences and blabbering non sences. I mean whose father in this world test their would be son in law capacity of consumption of alcohol. Yeah, this stupid task was the condition for the marriage. And THANK god that Atul has fullfill his would be father in law condition. But I must say Thank you to Mr. Lee young Condition because of it I too joined them and drank it. And because of that drink I was able to enjoy that moment which I never ever dare to dreamt of. I KISSED ADITI..YES.... I shared the fucking very First kiss of my life to the girl whom I will cherrish even after my death whole heartely.Firstly, It was a small peck but then it turn into a deep sensual passionate kiss. It was so warm and fresh that I can't define it in words. Our body, heart, everything was playing with that kiss. And when I asked her or can say I literally wanted her permission to Love her. She was silent, utterly silent engulfing in my embrace but at that time I need her words, her fucking permission to let me love her unconditionally, without any worries and reciprocate of it she only need to be with me. I am not saying that I want an equal amount of love from her but I only want her, that's it. When she didn't reply, I wad scared, guilty, angery, that may be she think that this kiss is a result of Alcohol but I wanted her to know that it was not because of alcohol but because of my Love which I buried in my heart since 5 years and now it is agonize to come out.Then without thinking I again smashed my lips on her and this time it was rough, more rough, having every emotions - anger, jealousy, agonize,  sadness, sorrow, lust, love everything. And with the passing of time my kiss become more rough and this time she was also reacting to it with same passion. She was trying her best to kiss me back the way I am doing and she was almost successful but of course she can't cope up with my speed. When I broke the kiss we were panting hard I become normal within few seconds but she was struggling, struggling for breath. I was stiffened and numb to see her in this condition but I can't gave up. I tried, i tried hard to help her to come out from her PANIC ATTACK and she did it. When she was lying near PUCHKY, I was admiring her, her motherly nature for her or I can say now for our daughter. But her next line "JUST LEAVE US ALONE" again broke something inside me and this time it was more deep than earlier because this time it was not only about ADITI but MY PUCHKY too. And this time I swear to you Aditi NO MATTER WHAT COMES BUT I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP. YOU AND PUCHKY ONLY BELONGS TO ME,  YOU BOTH ARE MY WORLD AND NO ONE CAN SNATCH MY WORLD FROM ME...NOT EVEN YOU ...ADITI....I SWEAR..                                                  ......to be continued