Chapter 16

“Of course I’m sure. I’ve never been more sure about anything in my life,” I say.

He moves the hair out of my eyes and kisses my forehead. “This might hurt.”

“I know. It’s okay,” I assure him. “I want it.”

He reaches down between my legs and starts to rub my clit as he moves the head of his cock in and out of me, slightly pressing against my virgin wall. I let out a moan, my eyes rolling back in my head. It feels amazing.

Then he pushes inside of me. There’s a sharp, knife-like stab as the barrier brakes, a jagged, cutting pain as he drives all the way into me. My breath catches, too startled to make a sound. He doesn’t move, allowing my body to adjust to this new feeling. Suddenly I gasp after holding my breath for so long.

“Hey, are you okay?” he asks, looking down at me with concern.

The pain doesn’t last long. It’s mostly shock that keeps my mouth and eyes open.

I nod my head. “Yeah, I’m fine.”

He kisses my lips and it’s the most gentle, tender kiss anyone has ever given me. He starts to move, sliding in an out of me. This time it feels good. “Is this all right?” he asks. The more be moves, the better it feels.

I close my eyes and smile. “It’s perfect.”

His eyes close, and his face is a combination of pleasure and pain.

“Jesus, your pussy is so fucking tight. You feel amazing.”

He goes slowly at first, and it’s wonderful. If someone would’ve told me how awesome this feels, I might’ve lost my virginity years ago. But all anyone ever talked about was the horrible pain it caused.

No one ever said it only lasts a second and once it’s gone, the sex is fucking mind blowing. Either I have shitty friends, or they’ve had shitty sexual experiences. Or maybe it’s just because Deacon knows what the hell he’s doing.

Going slow is fine for a little while, but there’s this need for him, this ache low in my groin. I raise my hips to meet his thrusts until I’m slamming into him, our hip bones colliding.

He smiles. “So you want it harder, huh?”

I grab his ass, squeezing. “Yes, I want you to fuck me,” I demand.

He sits back on his knees, grabbing my legs and resting my ankles on his shoulders. He lifts my ass into the air. The next time he slams into me, he bottoms out and I scream. It’s so deep, this new sensation. Startling, and confusing, and wonderful. Almost painful, but not exactly.

He’s still thrusting hard when he says, “Holy shit, I’ve never felt a cunt so tight. You’re killing me, girl. I don’t think I can hold it in much longer. I’m going to fuck my seed right into your womb.”

His words shock me at first. He’s not wearing a condom. I guess I didn’t really think about that when we started. Once I did, I just figured he’d pull out. I never thought that he would actually want to come inside of me. But now that he says it, I picture my belly big and round with his child, and I can’t think of anything I want more.

“Do it,” I say.

“You sure?” he asks.

“Yes, please, do it.”

The second the words leave my mouth, he lets out a thunderous growl and I feel his cock spasm inside of me as he shoots his load. I can feel it hot and creamy, coating my walls. When he’s drained, we both collapse on the bed together, panting and happy.

4 Deacon I don’t want to go to work. There’s nowhere else I want to be other than in this bed with Remy. It’s almost frightening how fast I’ve fallen for her. The connection between us in just these last couple of days surpasses anything Karen and I ever had. Remy is so much more. The fact that she let me come inside of her, and the look of wonder on her face when I told her I wanted to impregnate her, just sets everything in stone. I want her pregnant with my child. I want to see part of me growing inside of her, proof of our love.

I kiss the flat part of her stomach below her belly button, picturing her round and pregnant. I’m starting to get hard again.

“You know you can get pregnant from me coming inside of you?” I ask.

She gives me a teasing look. “Oh, is that how that works?”

“Smart ass. What I meant was … it could happen and I wouldn’t be upset about it.”

She leans over and kisses me, the most beautiful smile on her face. “Neither would I.”

She sits up and stands. A drop of my cum rolls down the inside of her leg. She walks over to the window and stands in front of it, her perfect naked ass facing me. She has an incredible body. So tight and pert. Seeing her standing there like that has my cock aching.

“Did you watch me last night?” she asks. She breathes on the window, fogging it up to show my fingerprints where I’d leaned against the window to hold myself up while jerking off to her touching herself.