Chapter 29
Falling for the Babysitter
âBullshit. Sam would never do that,â I say. If there was one person I know Sam hates more than anyone else, itâs Karen. She was horrible to him from day one.
She smiles smugly. âI pretended I was an insurance provider on the phone and he spilled all your personal info me. Someone should tell that guy he has a big mouth.â
Believe me, I have. He never learns. I plan to give him an earful about it next time we talk.
It makes perfect sense. Karen and her schemes. Some things never change. I would really love to slam the door in her face right now and go back to making love to my beautiful girlfriend who doesnât deserve to be put through any of this. I can tell Remy doesnât want to stay, but she does because she wants to be here for me. I donât want to put her through this anymore.
âBabe, could you make sure I blew out that candle in the room?â I say to her.
She lets out a long sigh of relief and gives me a sympathetic smile. âSure.â
When sheâs gone, I turn back to Karen who watches Remy walk away. âJesus, Deacon, what is she, twelve?â
âSheâs eighteen and far more mature than you ever were,â I snap. âWhy are you here?â
I never used to stand up to her. Sheâs not used to being talked to like this. That self-righteous sneer she gives me says it all. She thinks she can come back here and boss me around like she used to. Well, fuck that. Not going to happen. Being with Remy has shown me how I deserve to be treated.
The look on her face is a mixture between shock and rage. âIâm here to get my daughter.â She spits the words out like theyâre poison on her tongue.
They hit me like a punch in the gut.
âNo,â Remy says. I look behind me where sheâs standing at the entrance of the hall. She mustâve been eavesdropping. She looks terrified. âYou canât come back here after being gone for months and just take her. You have no right.â Her voice is high-pitched, frightened. Sheâs practically in tears. She and Bailey had formed an instant bond. Remyâs the only mother Bailey has ever truly known.
âI have every right. Iâm her mother,â Karen says, her lip curling into a vaudevillian smile.
âThereâs no way in hell Iâm letting you anywhere near my daughter. No. Fucking. Way,â I tell her.
Her smile is hideous. Evil. She wants to rip my new family apart. Destroy everything Iâve built.
Everything I will fight to death for. Iâve never raised my hand to a woman. Never even entertained the idea. But seeing that look on her face and knowing she plans to take my daughter from me â¦
âYouâll have to take me to court for custody,â I say. âNo judge will ever hand Bailey over to you. Youâre a drunk and have no stability. Youâre practically a stranger to her.â
âWeâll see about that. Iâm her mother. Children belong with their mothers and any judge will see that. I have a full time job and an apartment of my own. Thereâs nothing you can do to stop me.â
I canât believe sheâs doing this. She doesnât want to be a mother. I know her better than that. So whatâs her angle? With the way she keeps looking at Remy, I think I can guess. She probably blew through all the guys sheâs been datingâliterally and figurativelyâand once they saw through her shit, most likely, they dumped her. So, as usual, she comes running back to me. This has happened plenty of times in the past. Like a fool, I always took her back because of my dreams of having the perfect family. Things would be good between us for a while. She would do wifely things: make dinners, do laundry, go shopping. But then sheâd always get that itch to go party. One night of going out with the girls led to another night, and another, until it was every night. Then she wouldnât come home at all.
Now that she knows Iâve moved on, she wants to hurt me. The only way to do that is to go after Bailey.
Sheâs vindictive enough to do it too. I believe that. Sheâll fight for custody just to spite me. Thereâs no way Iâm giving my daughter up without a fight.
She shrugs. âI guess Iâll see you in court,â she says and walks away.
I slam the door, feeling sick to my stomach. Remy rushes over and wraps her arms around me.
âPlease tell me that didnât just happen. Itâs just a horrible nightmare and weâll both wake up from it any minute now.â
I rub her back and hold her tight. âI wish I could tell you thatâs the case, but itâs not.â
âBailey is like a daughter to me. I love her so much. That woman will ruin her life,â Remy says.
I sigh. âI know. But Karenâs right. Sheâs Baileyâs mom. That seems to be important to judges, even though sheâs like a toxic mold.â