Chapter 219

Hearing Jie Laming said that he wanted to “feel” him, Luo Sen certainly knew he was talking about sexual stuff. Therefore, he immediately pulled Jie Laming toward him and warned him with his eyes filled with threat, but Jie Laming suddenly said awkwardly, “Will you stop pulling me over? I’m getting a boner just by sniffing your smell… My ‘little Laming’ will probably be poking you later and you can’t blame me for that.”

Jie Laming looked like he was trying to restrain himself. However, as soon as he finished his sentence, his “little Laming” was already poking on Luo Sen’s thigh since they were too close. Needless to say, it was rock hard.

The moment his “little Laming” made contact with Luo Sen, Jie Laming titled his head sideways helplessly and said in a really low voice, “That’s why I said it would poke you! Yet you were still getting closer! And then you will probably be mad at me if I have an ejaculation later…” Jie Laming was looking quite pitiful and was sighing when he said that.

But when Luo Sen felt the “little Laming” was poking on his thigh, he was startled first and then suddenly blushed. He pushed Jie Laming away and hurriedly opened the door in panic; clearly, there was something going on in his mind.

However, before he could walk out, Jie Laming had already held him by his wrist to stop him, “Don’t go downstairs, I’ll ask them to bring the food up here.” He wanted to pull Luo Sen back while saying that, but Luo Sen slapped off Jie Laming’s hand instead.

“I want to go by myself.” He did not look back at Jie Laming when he said this, and there was no fluctuation of emotion in his voice, which made Jie Laming unable to guess whether he was about to get angry or was angry already.

Jie Laming thought the reason why Luo Sen was being so defensive was because of his boner so he immediately promised, “I will never touch you without your permission, even if I can’t endure my lust. Just listen to me, wait here. It will take over ten minutes for you to get downstairs and back up. That’s just too much of a hassle.”

Jie Laming was about to reach out again, but it would only make Luo Sen more wary of him. Therefore, he could only take his hand back. Then he pinched his brow in distress because he wanted to touch Luo Sen so bad right now that even touching his hand would be satisfying enough.

‘It has been two months and three days since I last touched Luo Sen. I could hold it back longer, but I can’t guarantee if I’ll lose my control someday!’

Jie Laming covered his face with his big hands again, ‘What should I do? I want to have sex with Luo Sen so bad. I wanna kiss him and touch him. Ah! I’m going crazy! But if I force him, he would probably break off with me for another couple of months! Or even worse, he may never see me again. I can’t afford to let that happen! Let it go, Jie Laming, you can do this!’

Jie Laming could only comfort himself like that, because he had no other choices. He could go find someone else and unleash his desire, but he would only want to do it with the person he loved. That was why he had been celibate for the past two months..

Although Jie Laming promised Luo Sen that he would never touch him without his permission, he was still going through a rough time deep down inside. Jie Laming was still at the most energetic age now, so it was really suffering for him to only be able to watch Luo Sen and keep his hands off from him. It was already quite impressive that he didn’t just press Luo Sen down on the bed.

Perhaps it was because Jie Laming didn’t force him to come back! Luo Sen looked back at him. His heart somehow softened after seeing Jie Laming in such agony and pain. But he also reminded himself that if he softened his heart in front of Jie Laming, he would soon be “eaten up” again, so he forced himself not to show any expression.

However, he didn’t go downstairs, either, because he was afraid that Jie Laming would pester him again.

“I’ll go take a shower. You should rest assured in that way!” After Jie Laming said so, he walked to the bathroom lifelessly.

Although Jie Laming knew that the shower could only calm himself down for a little while, it was still better than doing nothing about it. His balls would literally turn blue if so.